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Wow. My life summed up in four words, two of which are the same. ^_^;;

*makes Fettucini Alfredo* Ah... fresh ingredients.... ^__^ It's strange to discover a different side of yourself, especially the kind of side that likes cooking. *hides face* And the chicken strips come "Southwestern Style" so... that might interfere with the actual taste I was going for. x_X;; Well, time to give it the good ol' college try (whatever that means). *tastes* ....Hey, it's not bad. Gotta flair to it that is surprising. ^^;;

Today started off horribly when I actually felt the pressure of lack of time for WASLs. Yes, I needed more time. Perhaps it's nothing to be ashamed of, but I felt really stupid. Probably due to the lack of breakfast I eat and the lack of self-confidence and the overabundance of self-doubt...

Speaking of which, That Cute Asian Guy was directed by Mrs. Cooper to sit by me on the busride home today. Who woulda thought God could use such a devilwoman to direct the current possessor of my feeble heart to sit in the same seat as me? His cologne smelled really good.... *sigh* No! I won't gush! It's not vey Pammy of me! Must stop. Cannot think like this. I know I don't stand a snowflake's chance in hell, so I might as well not swoon over something like this.

I have to be careful of what I blog, because some of my Super Friends read this (not just Gen-chan anymore, now is it?) I suppose I shouldn't be afraid of revealing myself, but I've never put too many eggs in one basket. Heck, I don't even have any baskets to put my eggs in.

But I can still talk about That Cute Asian Guy and they'll have no idea what I'm talking about. Right Neil? *imagines Neil's sagely nod* XD That's right.

Hydro: You're delusional. I'm thinkin' about movin' out.
Pam: You do that. There's only room for one stud in my head, Blue Boy.
Hydro: Two hours straight reading Dreamcatcher have gotten to you, huh?
Pam: Just wait. You'll sprout the byrus and lose teeth. That's the worst thing that could happen. O_O Lose teeth.
Hydro: .......
Pam: I'm serious. People must have good teeth. That is a Pet Peeve of mine, let's call it Pet Peeve #3.
Hydro: .......
Pam: They're everywhere, man.
Hydro: ....Right....

I should probably work on the Ice Blade skin. x___X;; *sigh* Work work work.

winamp: Your Horoscope For Today by Weird Al
This one's for you, Neil! XD

Blogging twice? In one day?! *gasp*

Anyway... I just needed to say I updated my wishlist, which isn't to say that you should buy me presents, but that would be really kind of you if you did.

Actually, don't. ^^;; I feel selfish just thinking about getting presents. The only problem is, in order to use the things I updated my wishlist with, I kinda need a PS2. Now before you put both hands to your face and exclaim, "Oh, Pam, I thought you were a Nintendo fan!" I just want to say that I always will be a Sintendo-- er, I mean, Nintendo fan, and that having a PS2 won't change that. I just happen to want more RPGs, and I only foresee one true RPG coming out for GameCube later this year. That's not enough. Being a gamer is tough work, you know, and I need more games if I'm actually going to, uh, play games? RPGs are the gods of video games, combining excellent fighting with intricate storylines and likeable (most of the time) characters. I have three games for GameCube, only one of them a semi-RPG. I've beaten all of them, and it's time for something long and... you know, in-depth. Not mindless hackin-n-slashin or Super Smashing or blowing up Pikmin. Granted, Nintendo is taking its dear sweet time releasing the games that people actually friggin' want, so until then I'll happily game with PS2.

*whew*

winamp: Better Than Sex by TWOMARLOWE
I swear, this has got to be one of the catchiest songs ever. XD It's so... Erasure-esque! Well, in terms of happiness.

What? What am I doing here? Argh. ~_~ My brain feels fried. That's best how to describe it, though I'm not sure I like that comparison. Ah, I know. Someone has taken a rusty, dull knife and is carefully, oh so meticulously scraping my poor brain out of my skull and eating it with relish. Gaaaaah. >.<# I don't even like relish!

Har har, bad joke. That's what happens when you combine too much testing with too much reading (who would believe there was such a thing?) and too much Pokémon.

Pam is dealing with some pretty ugly crap right now, the first and foremost being problems at school, which I shan't go into detail about because it's really not that interesting and mostly deals with fantasies about 1) blowing certain people up and 2) that cute Asian guy who rides my bus. *shivers* He's the perfect Torrent, it's not even funny. At least, he would be if he were half-Japanese. x.@;; And Hydro's son, of course.

Hydro: Of course.

Hey! It's what we've believed all along! I'm a geek!





Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.

I had an interesting discussion with Mr. Trebilcock about nerds being a negative connotation and geeks being the positive. Whee. He's got to be one of the coolest teachers I know. I brought my GameCube to school today, and during the almost-one-hour lunch we Smashed and Bashed like never before (not with the teacher, he's cool but not that hip to it). Neil likes being Peach and throwing those damn turnips at everyone. XD Oh, crazy crazy Neil. I, naturally, kicked major arse. I really need to NOT have Bobby around. -_- His stupid, hypocritical comments make me so angry I can't even Smash right.

Less than three weeks. Oh gosh, could time possibly go as fast as it's going now? Nooooooo. Stupid WASLs. They make everything go so slow and fast at the same time. >.< I hate being in Biology for two hours. O_O I'm going to go insane, but I'm going to do it very slowly....

Boomshakalaka. I just had to say that. On furthernote, my Jolteon is L75. ^__^ And the University of Miami, the one down in Portland, and some other colleges/universities sent crap back. I even got a poster! *gloats, which is far better than bloating*

winamp: Bang and Blame by R.E.M.

I still live! If barely. ^^

I figured if I didn't get on the darned computer today, I probably wouldn't until next weekend or so, and I have this increasingly panicked urge to update my fanfic (the chapter I'm working on is the one going to be uploaded later today, hopefully) and work like mad on the skin before 1) I'm struck by lightning, 2) flesh-eating bacteria begin their happyfun work, or 3) Gen-chan comes and tears my head off. So, here I am goofing off instead of working. ^_^

Clawed, I'm terribly sorry to hear about your horrible day. x_X I guess they (bad days) come in all shapes and sizes. *sends a boquet of Dr Pepper your way* At least the soda machines have Dr Pepper, though. Here, we ain't got 'em.

It's probably because the world doesn't like nice people. ^^

Jenny came over yesterday, and we had a food-filled day, plus a trip to the Swap Meet which ended up with me, being hopelessly in love with dragon/dolphin paraphenalia, buying a glass (or something) dragon figurine. It's gorgeous, simply gorgeous. He didn't have any dolphin things, though. x_X Oh well. I'd only brought $16, and the dragon was $12. I really couldn't make up my mind which one I wanted, though. We didn't barter, but he gave me and Jenny both free hematite rings (which is too bad, since I don't rings, but I kept it anyway). Let's see what else we did... we ate a lot, played Gauntlet, watched Jurassic Park III (which stank horribly and was completely predictable), and generally.... ate. oO;; Yep.

Amber says K-Pax will be coming out on DVD and video soon (if not already out), which is good, but she also says that when the Lord of the Rings movie comes out, she'll make me watch it. I'll just be sure to cover my eyes when Legolas appears on screen (and she says that will be quite often). Fangirls of such an extreme bother me. Still, I have no thrones to stow at fangirls (especially BSB, 'N SYNC, et al). If Depeche Mode were to come and play at the Tacome Dome (my heart palpitates just thinking about it), I'm sure I'd end up screaming and shrieking girlishly whenever I glimpsed them. x_X So that really makes me no better than them. *sigh* Depeche Mode... how I love thee...

WASLs for the next two weeks. Gosh, you'd think with all the testing they put us through, they could understand why half the school is failing. (I'm probably exaggerating, but not by much.) Oh well. I hope I do well. Better than on my PSATs, anyway. >.<#

Tomorrow, it will be three weeks until my birthday. I haven't done anything special (i.e., a party or invite many friends over) for my birthday for about three years... and I don't know if I want the pain of having "Super Friends" as my dad calls them (i.e., all of those in Writers' Club) and my other friends all under the same roof. I have a feeling it would be like putting scorpions in my mouth and trying to eat around them. (All right, so I can't think of a good analogy, but that one gives me shivers. Whoo.) To be less vague, it would be madness. I know that there would be petty and not-so-petty squabbles amongst everybody, and I'm just not talented enough to keep seven or more people entertained for four-five hours. (It would have to be on the Friday evening before so that Gen-chan could come.) Still, it would be nice to do something for my Stupid Sixteenth Birthday. What's so sweet about sixteen? You can drive and start working. It just marks the beginning of the horrifying experience I term "becoming an adult." I like being a kid. It's... liberating. I don't know. I just don't want to wake up thirty years from now and find out that I'm not fifteen-going-on-sixteen. I can't explain the feeling because I can't quite name it. I just don't want to grow up yet (and not because I want to remain a Toys 'R' Us kid).

Wow, look at all the goofing off I did. ^___^;; And all about stuff completely irrelevent to your lives. Well, let me just say that when the aliens come to kill us or make peace with us, it'll be people like me who bore them to death! (If aliens can be bored.)

Jenny and I had an interesting discussion, though, about my comment that Dr Pepper was the nectar of the gods (in other words, ambrosia). And she said that perhaps that the gods didn't actually eat/drink ambrosia/Dr Pepper, but maybe if a normal person drank it they would become a god, hence the name. Then I replied yes, that was probably true, and thus everyone who drinks Dr Pepper must be a god, and therefore all nonbelievers must be killed, and those not worthy to drink (two different classifications altogether) shall become our slaves. I think I really should be locked away for my own good, or at least given shock treatment.

There's too much to do today. Thank God for no homework this weekend, however. Must be 'cos of those WASLs. Agh. @.<

book: Great Expectations by Charles Dickens
winamp: Fools (Danmark Mix) by Depeche Mode

Hey! Does anyone remember me? I bet not. I've been busy/preoccupied with a lot of things, namely homework/school and Gauntlet, but the fervor for Gauntlet is dying down a bit (but not for Gen-chan, I'm so evil!).

I was going to talk about a lot of things, mostly negative, some positive, but right now, I just don't feel like it. Besides, I still have to be cautious about my left wrist, because lately it's been hurting (blame Gauntlet, I do.) The game itself is not as good as I make it out to be; overall, it's just a large hack-n-slash, Easter Egg hunt gore fest. I can think of a lot of things to improve the game, but it's still a pretty good game in itself.

The first social blog I would like to do is for Gillian. I apologize that you never got a reply for your offer on neurofibromatosis information. I did send an e-mail saying it would be much appreciated, but Hotmail has decided to wait forever (for me, anyway) before announcing an e-mail has bounced or cannot be sent. So, many apologies and cans of Dr Pepper your way.

I have a lot to catch up on, but I'm in no hurry. I have only a few things to do (some Trig homework and a little World History, but not much), so I can surf for a bit before signing off. Sorry I've been MIA for so long, with only a sporadic gush on my new GC game, and I feel even worse for not updating my fanfiction (especially "Raveth of the Rocks", which I think hasn't been updated since last month).

I kinda doubt anyone reads this blog very much (and who could blame them?), so I'll just keep this blog brief. I've got nothing worthwhile reading here, and that has been a large portion of why some of what's been happening in my life has been mostly negative. I guess I'm entering that stage of life where I want to leave a great impact on the world, that I want to change things for the better. Millions, perhaps billions, have felt this way before, but so few of us are actually remembered... yet everything we do affects everything else. So, in a way, everybody should be in history books, but due to a shortage of paper and time, I guess it's just not possible.

Enough of that. I''ve got blogs to slog through.

winamp: "Separate Ways" by Joy Machine
Everybody should get this song; it's at Mp3.com. Find it. Yes, I mean now. It's very Depeche Mode-esque. ^_^

Just bloggin' to say I probably won't be bloggin' for a while. ^^ I got a new game for GameCube yesterday, as well as two new pairs of jeans and cargo pants, and a nifty dragon shirt. The game I got was Gauntlet: Dark Legacy, which is basically a glorified mindless hack-n-slash game, but it's a fun hack-n-slash game. XD I love it when the Blue Knight eats something and exclaims "Sweet nutrients!" XD Pojo the Fireball-shooting Chicken r0xx0rs. Stealing life and experience points from Death is cool, too. I don't like Skorne's Guardians, though. The game is set on Easy, but fighting both the Dragon and the Lich is nearly impossible. That could be because I didn't really know how to use the Book of Protection and the Ice Axe. <_< Ah well, they're dead now. The Sky Dominion is cool, 'cos I'm on these ships and I get to go flying like whee!

All right, must get back to hackin'-n-slashin'. ^_^

Well. Hmm. I s'ppose I have nothing to blog about, so I'll blog about that. I think I need a new hobby. One that doesn't involve computers or Pokémon. Something... time consuming, but not too tedious that I wouldn't mind working on/with it each day. Maybe I should start with puzzles. I've always liked puzzles, they're fun, and besides, they made Exacto knives just for puzzle pieces. ^_^ I like Exacto knives, they're so much fun to use. Everybody loves Exacto knives. You can't go wrong with them.

I got two new pencils and one new pen yesterday at Sharon Book House. ^_^ One pencil is silver, t'other is gold. They're so nifty and thin, I can't wait to write with them. Plus, a new pen that actually works and (hopefully) won't die on me when I need it the most. Pens always stop working whenever I need them, I don't know why. I really like pencils better, anyway, 'cos you can erase. Pens... eh, white-out doesn't always do the trick. Not even the erasable pens are much use.

I did spend nearly all the money I brought ($25). All told, my purchases were $24.10. ^^;; I got a few other things, but one of them is a surprise for a friend. *whistles and looks around innocently* I probably went a leetle overboard, but honestly I'm happy. Because doing nice things for people makes me feel better about who I am and my purpose. Understandably we could all just be a giant mistake, but hey, it's... er... not depressing to think that we aren't just multicellular filth.

Also, I forgot to mention I received a 94% on the last Algebra test we too. I thought I was going to completely bomb it and get a B (yes, getting a B is bombing a test for me), but I didn't! :D It makes me happy. I may just be able to pull off that 4.0 again this semester. Taking two math classes worries me a lot. I probably won't be valedictorian but I'm gonna damn well try anyway.

One last thing, before I drag myself off to do something constructive, although it's not likely: Never, I repeat, never! eat more than the recommended amount of prunes. If you do not believe me... well... more's the pity for you, foo'. *looks at Hydro, who looks back mildly*

Hydro: What? I'm not the one who threw caution to the wind.
Pam: You didn't exactly stop me, either.
Hydro: Hey, if you learn things the hard way, the lessons are bound to stick longer.

BTW, Gen-chan; what are the plans for Wednesday? Keep me informed, yo.

winamp: "Every Me Every You (Sneaker Pimps Remix)" by Placebo
Suddenly I just started downloading them. oO;

Have begun work on new WinAmp skins. Ugh, there goes a week's worth of dieting and exercise, all in one fun-filled day. x____x *sigh* Off to do crunches and then train for The Tournament.

-_- Who would have thought that wearing shorts to school would have caused such fuss amongst my friends?

On further note, I loathe Geometry and Trig. In both classes we're doing sin, cos, and tan. While the extra "practice" is nice, it's certainly a hassle because in one class we're doing the reciprocals as well but not in the other. x_X Sigh.

Still, prunes make up for this sad state of affairs. *nibbles on prunes* Mmm.

wimamp: "I Feel You" by Placebo (Depeche Mode Cover)

Heh. I'm in school right now. That's all I have to say, really. Being Mr. Trebilcock's T.A. r0xx0rs, especially since I only had to update the attendance today. Usually I have to correct papers and other things, but not today. I think I did poorly on my Algebra Test, though. My Geometry quiz might be all right.

On further note, Nazario and I had two kids today in Biology. My son looks like a freak of nature, as though he can't decide if he wants to be a masculine girl or a feminine man. Also, having no drawing skills might contribute to his unsightliness.

Hahahahahaha. April Fool's.

Speaking of which, I got the fool made out of me as well. It was a stupid fool. Chris asked me what it was I dropped, and then I looked down and he said "April Fool's."

Did I ever mention how utterly and extremely gullible I am? It's what makes people want to be my friend, just so they can take advantage of me. -_- Maybe that's taking it a little too far, but hell, it's been a long day and apt to be a longer week.

I have nothing worthwhile to talk about. And that statement only further proves Ford Prefect's theory that humans must always state the obvious, to keep their mouths in gear and their brains from working. Although I didn't actually say that out loud. I need to get my Hitchhiker's Guide back from Clarence, but he's gone all this week on a JROTC field trip.

Also... I've been in a creative lag for the past week or so. I can't write, everything seems so wrong and childish, it makes me want to sigh and beat my head against the desk. I think about what it would be like to actually have some talent, but it's too beyond my comprehension, being one of those not fortunate enough to be blessed.

All right, enough of this proverbial "wallowing in self-pity." I'm off to play Pikmin. At least they don't use me-- wait, scratch that. Yes they do. The sly little bastards.

winamp: "Get Down Tonight" by KC & the Sunshine Band
When in doubt, do a little dance, make a little love, and get down tonight.