Thursday, May 31, 2001

I still think you should let me change your layout, no matter how much you like it. -.- But since you claim that I could never top that one unless it was another Project A-Ko layout, I can't. So maybe it's time for me to go surfing this weekend. XP And I had that "You're Under Arrest!" layout all ready, too...
....This is what we call two hours of procrastination and Dr. Pepper ^^;; Plus a few minutes' surfing time at some Rurouni Kenshin sites....

...Murf? o.O;

Hydro: Write. In. The. Story. *twitch* What happens to me?
Pam: Well.... *deep breath* Your son and Pyre's son both seem to be very evil (although is that necessarily bad?), Serpentine is returned but soon to discover that her son is going to commit suicide (fun fun), Blade is going to fall hopelessly in love, despite the fact that he's not supposed to, and.... Deus is insane (I like that detail the most. XD ) What do you want to happen to you, or rather, do you still want me to write? >XD
Hydro: O.o;; Um.... no. I kinda like living and not being insane...
Pam: ^___^ Then patience. I'll write.... eventually. XD
Hydro: >.>;;
Pam: :D I know! Let's delve into the realm of emotional breakdowns! Woohoo! XD
Hydro: O.Ov
Pam: I know you'll love me for it. XD XD XD
Hydro ¬.¬# Dammit, this is one of those times that a lawyer would come in han--
Pam: *biffs Hydro* XD Hush up, you silly billy gumdrops, and let a girl work!
Hydro: Whoo boy.
Pam: You should have kept your mouth shut. :D
Hydro: >.>;; Now I know...

Denying my inner Billy Idol lover? *glower*

o.< I still have to finish up my practice Chapter Five test for Algebra III. Oops. >__> Imaginary numbers and parabolas are very unschlong.

cs: "Godzilla" by the Blue Oyster Cult
---Oh~~~~ no! There goes Tokyo! Oh, oh! Godzilla! Yeahh.... XD XD
One of the many reasons why Largo and I are so alike. XD

Okay, so it hasn't been twenty minutes. Bye now!
This has to stay short (or my version of short, which is about a page long XD ), because I just finished a two-hour project (photo album for history) for school, and am looking at another two hours of homework. And I'm betting this is just a quick taste of college homework. >.>

WAI! *glomps Dora-chan* I would really, really love that! XD I'm too busy to do it myself, and I would love it if you did! I still have that Tomoe (Samurai X) skin, in the works of being assembled, and then that Sorata skin, which hasn't been placed on a background yet... so I'd appreciate that! :D

Hydro: XD!!! Skin! *happiness*
Pam: XD!!!!
Hydro: Pyre will be so jealous! >=D
Pam: >XD Nyahahahaha!

I didn't like it when he singled me out in front of everyone and told me I was brilliant for making the connection. -.x### It's not the pets that chose the teacher, it's the teacher that chooses the pets. *thinks of Mr. Williams* Yep. And it is your fault.

You make me feel like I can fly, so high, EL-UH-VA-SHUN! XD XD XD

*pops off to do another two hours of homework, although y'all know she'll be back twenty minutes later pleasantly squiffed*

cs: "Stayin' Alive" by the BeeGee
--You can tell by the way/I use my walk/I'm a woman's man/No time to talk
Hydro: Pyre! XD
Pam: XD

Wednesday, May 30, 2001

Mmm... did anyone else hear about that whole incident with Jack-in-theBox's "Carnivores' Football" and PETA? My dad told me that PETA was suing their whole idea with CF and its commercials because they "excessively encouraged the consumption of meat" or something similar to that effect. I can't seem to find an article anywhere on it.

It just goes to show you that while I complain and whine too much, there is always going to be other people out there who beat me by a country mile.

Hydro: Feelin' any better?
Pam: Did I ever tell you I am a part of PETA?
Hydro: ...Oh?
Pam: Yep. People Eating Tasty Animals. Yum yum. :9
Hydro: *proceeds to laugh a little too enthusiastically at Pam's lame joke*

cs: "Happiness is Slavery" by Nine Inch Nails
Updated, updated and... here's a picture of Hydro because I felt like it. Adobe 6.0 was open. I could save it as a .jpg.

Hydro: Sheew. You're feeling rather disgruntled right now. @.< I can tell.
Pam: Wonderfully keen of you to notice, especially since we inhabit the same... body?
Hydro: Talking to yourself is the first sign of--
Pam: Oh, gimme a break. I already knew that.

Note: In that picture of Hydro, he looks deliciously like Fuuma, but in the sketch of him and me that Gen-chan recently coloured, she claims he looks more like Touya. I have no opinion, other than Hydro is definitely hot. If imaginary characters can be. Which they are. XP

cs: "Goodbye Earl" by the Dixie Chicks
I really don't see how some people can be so full of themselves. I don't think I'll ever be in that mentality. Either people have too much confidence and self-esteem or are lacking thereof. I consider myself the latter. >.> (Thanks, Sailoreagle.)

Much, much, much better. ^___^ And I don't recall having seen any Fry's Electronics around here. But then again, Washington has nothing (except coffee, blegh).

Hypocrisy First, Stupidity at the Same Time. I'm sorry, but people who spend their afternoon tea time reading other people's blogs and making surface assumptions have all the brain capacity of an inorganic atom.

Yes, thinking too much results in weird dreams. @___@ Last night's dream was about Billy Idol and Hydro. XD Erm.... murf. Gen-chan, this is all your fault.

*sigh* Y'know, I just can't take school anymore. Especially Algebra III. I'm pissed. He assigned us four story-problems as an assignment, and said that we have to finish it by the end of the period, and that we can work in teams. Well. Guess who gets bombarded with requests to be "on their team" ? ¬__¬ I don't get any attention from anyone in my classes unless they need someone to use ask for answers/help. From now I refuse to give anyone any help whatsoever unless I hold respect for them.

...That rules out about 99% of the school.

And last night I was in nearly tears. I wasn't depressed about anything in my life (well, not really), but I was so horribly angry that I wouldn't get to go to other galaxies and meet new lifeforms out there and everything. I mean, people think of aliens as something from Independence Day or Mars Attacks!, but I don't. Sometimes I think about how far, far away the other galaxies are, and then I wonder "How can there not be other (more) intelligent life out there?" And it doesn't seem fair. I would really like to travel away from this dump and away from humans and go find some real intelligence. I'm jealous of the people of the future, who will most likely get to go where I won't. Grr.

That sounds so lame, but it's true. I feel so infinitesimally small.

And that brings up another thing. No, I am NOT going to change that word in my "free verse" poem simply because no one knows what it means and how to say it. Pick up the fucking dictionary and learn how to say it. Geez. It doesn't hurt to expand your perspicacity every once in a while.

*sigh* I've worked myself up. I asked Jim if I was going insane or possibly homicidal, and it took her a while to reply "No." >.< Oy vey. I've had enough vitupering to last a lifetime. I'm going to give myself an ulcer in the not-so-distant future.

Tuesday, May 29, 2001

It's fairly decent to see handmade skins a little more often now. ^.^ Even if some are skinner-made, the handmade ones are pretty nice. ^.^;;

cs: "The Last Supper" from Jesus Christ Superstar
--I want to see this! XD Judas has a sexay voice!
Oh, BTW, guess who got the #1 spot for the Memorial Day Budweiser 500?

....U2's "With or Without You."

Soft Cell got 2nd. ¬¬ *grumbles* INXS pulled in around the 100s with "The Devil Inside," and I didn't hear ANY Depeche Mode songs whenever I listened.

Here's the list.

62. People Are People - Depeche Mode
112. Personal Jesus - Depeche Mode
337. Just Can't Get Enough - Depeche Mode
355. Strangelove - Depeche Mode
389. Everything Counts - Depeche Mode

....GRR.

cs: "Disco Inferno" by the BeeGees
We considered that, Ragabash-san, but most of them come from undecent families that treat them wrongly, and that's what pisses me off. Our D&D meetings are something they love looking forward to, and well all have a great time. I don't consider myself a rebel, but when "authority" pisses me off, I don't follow the rules. If need be, I'll use my "goody-goody" act to talk to the principal and see if something can't turn up. I could prolly talk my parents into letting us host some meeting here, but that's only a temporary solution. Gen-chan and I worked out a small plan that may work if need be. Hopefully we won't have to confront the principal; he SIGNED those papers allowing us to meet, and we haven't done anything illegal or wrong. >.< Grr. We could prolly start holding them at Mr. Williams' apartment, but it's too inconvenient. We'd be better off gaming in a park somewhere. But then again, I wouldn't trust my gaming friends in public. XD I love those guys and gals too much to let this club fall apart.
It's official. Hydro, you are a slut. XD You little beeyatch, done gone and stole everyone's heart like that.

cs: "Enjoy The Silence (Rikki Tik Tik Mix II)" by Depeche Mode
WTF? o.O In his pants? Whoo boy. I want that CD now.
Thanks for letting us know. ^^ *rarely surfs unless she's looking for something*

You're so lucky. >___> *moves to Arizona* And U2 is not better. *glower*

What a co-inky-dink. Long lost identical sisters born some odd years apart? XD

Sorry for the abrupt, one-two liners, but I'm really not in a good mood right now. Why? I have a 6-page paper on Fractal Geometry due Monday thanks to a bunch of vacant-minded assholes that are ever-so-kindly refered to as my classmates. GRR.

And secondly, the school is trying to shut down our D&D club because they say our members have a "problem with authority."

...BULLSHIT. The reason why you want to shut it down, sirs and ma'ams, is because you don't like Mr. Williams and therefore feel it's in your power to do everything you possibly can in destroying what he has built up. He has brought kids from bad homes and lives together for some hours after school on Tuesdays and Thursdays and given them something to look forward to. And don't even START with that SHIT about "bad students" and the like when you have an A student like me, and not to say I'm the ONLY one, in his club and doing WELL in his class. He TREATS us with fucking RESPECT, and we like it. And the other kids and adults don't like it because they can't handle the facts of life. Well, bullshit. Don't even TRY to put us down, because I WILL tear your head off and mount it on my wall. And don't think that I won't do all that's in my power to keep our club. I'm pissed and honey, you ain't even SEEN the Darker Side of Pam.

GRRRRRR.

Monday, May 28, 2001

That's no fair, I want to go to one of their concerts... they're coming here (to the Gorge at George) July 29th... I don't think tickets are sold out (yet), but I can't afford them and I can't ask my dad 'cos it's not a very good time for us... *sigh* v.v I'm afraid this might be the last concert they do or something, and I won't ever get to see them... D'oh....

I do agree about having to listen through the CD several times. ^.^;; "Shine" still hasn't caught me, but I did start to like "I Am You" after several times listening to it on Continuous Repeat.

Recommended Depeche Mode remixes: "Sea of Sin (Violator 2000 Mix)" and "I Am You (Devotee Mix)". Get them. NOW. XD

Gen-chan, remind me to borrow your Andrew Webber(?) CD so's I can rip those tracks with Judas in it. XD And King Herod. *_* Now I want to see Jesus Christ Superstar. No fair.

Retook that FFVIII test. I got Zell Dincht this time. ^^ So did Gen-chan. I'm gonna change it. XD Zell!

I feel kinda sick and hungover. >.> I should go lie down, but I've got homework to do, things to download.... urgh....

cs: "Haven't We Been Here Before" by Styx
Bird, I absolutely love the Exciter album. XD Granted, it's not their best one, but it's definitely worth the $20 I had to shell out to get it, and I love it. XD My favorite tracks are "I Feel Loved," "The Dead of Night," and "The Sweetest Condition." "I Am You" is pretty good, IMHO, but the one I really am not too fond of is "When The Body Speaks." It just... doesn't reach out and grab me. ^^;; I dunno. I like their old stuff a lot more than some of their newer work, but it's still pretty good.

Last year Soft Cell's "Tainted Love" got the #1 spot out of 500. >.< This year they predict U2 will prolly get the #1 spot. With all due respect, U2 is good, but DEPECHE MODE RAWKS. O ° O

cs: "Be As" by Prozzak
Read Gen-chan's blog, people!

Okay. :D I like sunflower seeds. Roasted and salted. XD We woke up maybe an hour, hour and a half ago. XD XD XD Hangover!

Call me that again and I'll kill you until you're dead. -.-###

cs: "L33t N3kkid Skillz" by Kim Justice

Sunday, May 27, 2001

Gen-chan says: Come over here with your chips, dude!!!
Gen-chan says: I'm hungry
Sanosuke Sagara says: no
Gen-chan says: I may show you pyre too
Sanosuke Sagara says: you come here XP
Gen-chan says: Then I'm not bringing Pyre
Sanosuke Sagara says: :P
Sanosuke Sagara says: then no food for you
Gen-chan says: With his sexy femininity
Sanosuke Sagara says: *ROTFLMAO*
If you call me Pammy-Sue one more time.... >.~
Ha ha, looks like Pitas is down and out for the count right now. XP
Maybe we could start a joint fanclub and call it the HyPy Club. XD

Hydro: I~~~~ feeeeeeeel luhved! XD
Pam: You should! You're just so spinky!
Hydro: :D I know!
Pam: I should prolly get to writing, since my hand seems to be doing better today.
Hydro: Don't stress it, kiddo; you're gonna need it to type up all the content for my fanclub!
Pam: Damn; sometimes I wish you had your own body. ¬¬
Hydro: XD You put me in here, nyahahahaha!
Pam: All right, fine. But I'm not letting you off the hook! Gimme your coat!
Hydro: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO......

cs: "Just Can't Get Enough [Live]" by Hysterika
--I just can't enough/I just can't get enough
Hydro: Get enough what, pot? XP
Pam: *sigh* Y'know, I hate it when people think I've been spending a little too much time at the bong when it's obvious I do crack. XP
Hydro: O.o ...Erm... Sorry?
Pam: Nah, that's okay; I'd never do any drugs named after a part of my ass.
Hydro: *ROTFLMAO*
Jalapeno chips......

More Nataku Keepers?

cs: "After the Fall" by the Trans-Siberian Orchestra
--Time/Only Time/Could never take me/Away from you
Booyaka. Finished some graphics for the Hydro Fanclub. All that remains is the actual content and page setting up. ^.^;; I'll tell y'all when it's finished.... which will prolly be a while from now.... >_>

cs: "Personal Jesus (Funky Breaks)" by Depeche Mode
*yawn* My dad and I went and saw Pearl Harbor yesterday, the 6:50 PM showing at Regal Cinemas. Well, I thought it was fairly good, although the whole romance bit between the three main characters kinda made me disgruntled. It was good, though, I guess, although there were some minor inaccuracies. Like the P-40s they flew during the bombing of Pearl Harbor, those were Model E while back then they had Model B. You know, only two guns on the wings and .30 calibers instead of the Model E, which has three guns on the wings and all of them were .50 caliber. And while it's possible to have flown so low to the ground, my dad says it just wouldn't be likely. In fact, we had a big discussion about the airplanes and everything, and he brought out all of his books, including the one with Saburo Sakai and showing which airplane he had used, and etc. XD I love my dad; having a retired airforce Master Sergeant in the house is good.

I'm tired, but here are some replies and comments. :D

Yeah, it sounds like a Peeping Tom of some sort. >.< Seems like perverts are prospering in these days, you know?

*sniff* They grow up so fast, you know? *wipes eye* Our little Zeruely, growing up and going out.... XD But seriously, have fun and be happy.

XD XD XD XD HYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

I don't see why people have so much problem with the Hello Kitty layout. o.O I like it. I think it sez everything about San Rio that needs to be said. XD And my dad agrees; Tora Tora Tora is the better movie.

Um.... now I'm off to work on the Hydro Fanclub. =D I have a picture of Hydro now! Yay!

Hydro: Yay! XD
Pam: XD You're so spinky lookin'!
Hydro: I am! XD
Pam: XD I actually wrote in the story, although not much, and if I'll write today it remains to be seen. I'll be very busy. XD
Hydro: I can't wait! XD XD XD

cs: "Double Life" by Styx
--Friends in the daytime/Strangers at night

Saturday, May 26, 2001

"I Feel Loved" is gonna be the next single released, and Depeche Mode beats R.E.M. and Bon Jovi.

Strange, I don't go to Depeche Mode dot Com as often anymore.

My right hand really hurts. I mean it. I guess it's because I've been typing all day. The pain started on the top of my hand, along the bone of the index finger, and as now moved to my forearm up to my elbow. I should prob'ly stop typing, but I've got so much to write in The Story now. @.@;;;

And too much to download at the same time. Curse me and my stupidity. 157 IQ my ass.

cs: "Be As" by Prozzak
--Be as white as you want to/Be as black as you want to
I'm a Five. o.O But I also scored Four as my second highest, and it also describes me. :D But here are the simpler results from the test place:

Five
Primary Intelligence: Mental
Coping Style: Competency
Social Style: Withdrawn
Hierarchical Style: Control


Seeking control over their lives, Fives seek to increase their competency by withdrawing into their minds to gain knowledge. Fives tend to live in the mental world of ideas rather than in the outside world. They are good at creating systems, but their need to be in control makes it difficult for them to work within systems. They tend to work better outside the system than within it. At their best, Fives understand things more deeply than other people and advance science and human knowledge by sharing their insights. Stephen Hawking is an excellent example of a Five at his best. Although wheelchair-bound and almost completely paralyzed, Hawking lives in his mind, exploring the secrets of the universe.

Four
Primary Intelligence: Emotional
Coping Style: Reactive
Social Style: Withdrawn
Hierarchical Style: Ideals


Fours tend to live in a private world of their own personal ideals. They are strongly emotional people who react strongly to even little things. In the course of a day, a Four's emotions can jump between extremes. Fours are often concerned with ideal love, longing after a kind of love that they've never experienced outside of the imagination. They also have strong ideals about themselves, which, combined with highly reactive emotions, can lead them to think terribly of themselves. This makes Fours excessively prone to envy, as they see something good in others and berate themselves for not having the same qualities. The strength of Fours is that they can see the best in others. Fours often become artists. November Project seems to be a very Fourish rock group, and the Swedish film maker Ingmar Bergmann is good example of a Four.

I think Five is my intellectual side responding, and Four is my emotional side responding. Especially that bit about berating myself for not having the good qualities of others.
*ROTLFMAO* I'm 41% gay! XD

Okay, that was pointless, but who cares. :P

cs: "Heavy Water" by Styx
--On the road to good intentions/Blown to hell by our own inventions
Does anyone know the FTP address for Envy.nu? o.O
I want this, and it's cheaper with U.S. currency. ;__; Maybe I can talk my parents into buying it for me.
Anyway, it was time I got to explaining about the field trip. So here goes.

Day One
Um... not much, other than that it was REALLY hot and Pam thanks God she had her CD player. I estimate we spent over 8 hours total riding around on the bus. @____@ Mount Saint Helens was cool, though, and the Ape Caves were really cold and dark. Bat pee my miko butt. :B

Also, Chris(topher) looks like a nice guy, but he's picks on me a lot. ;__; Like when the zipper for our tent got stuck and Neil helped me out, and I hugged Neil for helping me, Chris(topher) was teasing us about that, and then I said, "No, it's not like that. Neil was just helping me with my zipper."

...Smooth move, Exlax. Now he won't shut up about that. ~__~ Men. Or rather, males.

Day Two
The Stonehenge replica was cool, people. Pamela got some very nice pictures of it. The worst part of day two was the sand dunes; about four people got really bad heat exhaustion. We're talking 100°, and possibly over that, up a fairly steep grade in sand for maybe a quarter of a mile (I don't know for sure, but it was LOOOONG). I made it there and back and I guess I was okay, but after that everyone was just dead.

Later that evening Pam picked up the word "schlong" from Kelly and now we use it for everything. She also learned how to play poker (five-card stud) and even won a couple times. :D

Also, a really bad lightning/wind storm around 10:00 PM, and it got so bad that Mr. Dodge and Mr. Lemmon made us get inside the bus and not touch the walls or the floor at all. We had to sit perfectly on the seats. I was seriously scared, to the point where I yelled out, "We don't want no chicken-fried Pam!"

Day Three
The biggest thing that happened that day was the tour of the Grand Coulee Dam. @____@ Let me just say, "WHOA." And this was also the day that Chris(topher) sabotaged me by telling me incorrectly how to do the math that I was studying. Finally, after two times that he told me the wrong things, I figured it out on my own. Remind me to kick his ass. ~_~

Day Four
Just randomness; had a lot of fun, took leisure time, stuff like that. Got some pictures of me in my GWRRA hat, and pictures of other people and such, and those'll prolly be the ones I'll post. Also, I fell asleep on the bus ride back and didn't know it.

There ya go.

cs: "We Live" by Bosson
--We live/And we die/And we live/To find/The things we live and die for
The old fart is sending me some Project A-Ko tapes. :D How nice of him.

< rant >

There are some days when I feel so much younger than fifteen. How am I gonna get over this? I don't even act like a "normal" teenager, and sometimes all I want to do is fit in even though it would mean conforming with people I don't like, which sucks. Maybe it's because I don't dress like a cheap street-walking slut or listen to "dirty pop" or talk nonstop about boys (does David Gahan and Keanu Reeves count?) and make-up. I don't know. I just feel like such an outcast sometimes.

< / rant >

I need Dr. Pepper now. >__>

cs: "People Are People" by Depeche Mode
--People are people/So why should it be/You and I should get along so awfully
I hope you feel better soon, Bird. I'm not much consolation, but it's not insincere....

Here we are. Strange-Love has updated their weekly Depeche Mode MP3. ^.^ "Black Celebration (Blacker Tulip Mix)." I'm gonna check out the "Comatose" remix and the "Just Can't Get Enough" remix, and let y'all know what I think (as though the opinion of someone such as me matters to you grown up people).

Gawd, I feel so immature. @____@

cs: "Master & Servant (Who Let Me Do This? Mix)" by Depeche Mode
MAFBlad should be working now that I've posted there. Go look.
STUPID PEACOCKS NEXT DOOR WAKE ME UP AT THE CRACK OF DAWN.

Friday, May 25, 2001

Pet Peeve #2: Grammatical errors. I am not perfect, but I like my grammar that way. So that means take some fuckin' English classes. XP It's sad when big time businesses don't even know how to punctuate their sentences and a smart-ass little fifteen-year-old does. I mean, where do they get their college degrees, Sears 'n' Roebuck? o.O;

But guess what!

My mom knows "Mr. Roboto." And she bought me my favorite chips, jalapeno chips (or as I started calling them "jal lawp peno chips").

XD XD XD XD XD XD XD *leer*
Do I want this? Oh schlong yes! Now you can check out my wish list! XD I pray that I win that sword, even if I'm not legal.

Hydro: I thought you were going to take a shower and pass out. >__>
Pam: I was after I finished reading blogs that I needed to catch up on (which I'm still not finished). It's hard finding all the blogs I have on my list, since I can't really look at my list conveniently. -.-#
Hydro: Oh, I see. Back and blogging, even thought Blog*Spot is down and out for the count (temporarily, at least).
Pam: Yes, hopefully it'll be back tomorrow. I have to finish unpacking tomorrow and setting up the tent to air it out. @___@ And Gen-chan's coming over while our parents are going out for a day trip tomorrow (no camping! yay!).
Hydro: Awww... ^__^ You'll have fun.
Pam: Or lie around and not do anything. Mom bought Dr. Pepper for me. XD
Hydro: XD I'll be there! Even if it's not Pepsi, it's still caffeine.
Pam: This is why you're my Mental Companion and not Terra or Pyre or Anemo... *hug*
Hydro: *hug* Even Kelly (my homie schlong, yo!) schlongs me. XD
Pam: XD We love that word. "Schlongdemnation" !
Hydro: "Don't Want You Schlong" !
Pam: "One Schlong in Bangkok" !
Hydro: "Enjoy The Schlong" !
Pam: ...Ew. XD "The End of Schlong" !
Hydro: "Schlong Overboard" !
Pam: XD We could go on forever.
Hydro: Or not. ^__^;; "Hallowed Be Thy Schlong" ?
Pam: O_O
Hydro: o.o;;
Pam: XD XD XD I liiiiiiiike that! We get schlonged down, but we schlong up again!
Hydro: XD

Humming: "The Sweetest Condition" by Depeche Mode
--Taking hold of the hem of your dress/Cleanliness only comes in small doses/Bodily whole but my head's in a mess/Fueling obsession that borders psychosis
One more thing. There was NO DR. PEPPER ON THE TRIP. I think that sez it all for Pamela.

Schlong: Everything and anything that you need it to be, or the meaning of life.

Pamela schlongs that. Dig it. XD

*passes out* Okay, good night, sez Pam. And she also got LOTS of pictures. ^_~ Yes. I even have one of me coughing. Thanks a lot, Amber! You and your "itchy" finger! I'll never trust you with a gun! XD Pam looks WICKED FREAKY in her GWRRA hat and Gen-chan's glasses, yo. And Amber also stole a picture of me rocking out to Erasure's "A Little Respect" Well, not rocking out, but singing at the top of her miko lungs. ^^;; I'll go now. I'm tired, sore, and whatever.

And this was too good to pass up. ^^;; Yeah, just when she gets back, right to work. But Hydro has inspired me. (Gen-chan's mom didn't throw that picture away! Yay!)

I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Turkey around the year 1550.
Your profession was that of a farmer, weaver or tailor.

Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
You always liked to travel and to investigate. You could have been a detective or a spy.

The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
Your lesson is the development and expansion of your mental consciousness. Find a good teacher and spend a good part of your time and energy on learning from his wisdom.

Do you remember now?


The date's right, but I already did a past life analysis (tarot cards and misc.) and you're wrong. I was a male, yes, but I was a lowly knight. XP Ha ha! And in a past life before that, I was a murderer. >XD Both times I was a guy. See, if I was a guy this life, I would definitely be gay. ^____^;;;

I missed you all, even though you didn't miss me. ;__;

cs: "Haven't We Been Here Before?" by Styx
If this works before I go take a shower and pass out (while scratching my bug and spider bites XP ), let me just sayd that DEPECHE MODE saved my life. Pamela feels loved all right. Does anyone else see a nighttime car commercial to "I Feel Loved" ? Pamela does. Pamela also got the 3rd Person Award on the field trip for talking in the 3rd person all the time. Now it's hard to kick the habit.

Why the large font? Pamela's eyes hurt. She's gonna go pass out somewhere now. Or read. Or blog surf, since her blogger's not working right. D'oh.

On further note. SCHLONG. XD XD XD XD XD XD XD
Where is my blogger? AUGH.

I can tell nobody missed me. XP That's it, no spider bites for you schlongs.
Hi, Pamela's back.

*dies*

Monday, May 21, 2001

Think of it as a parting gift (I couldn't resist, in other words.)



Now good-bye for real. ^^;;

cs: "What's Your Name?" by Depeche Mode
--Hey you're such a pretty boy, you're so pretty! =D
YAY! Chicken alfredo! :D~ All right. This is it. I will see all of you on Saturday. *sniff* I don't want to leave either, but... it's just better this way! Now go! It's over! *sob*

Oh wait, this isn't a sopa opera. Get bent.

XD Just kidding. All right. I'm feeling psychometer. XD Never mind; a joke in Earth Science; I'm a slingin' psychometer! >=D *cough*

But in all honestly, I'll look forward to slogging through all of your blogs when I get back. Will you miss me? Probably not. XD Maybe just the random spinkiness that is The Almighty OZ, but that's all, right? Right. Okay, so now that we've cleared that up, enjoy your four Pam-free days while you can; they end on Saturday, possibly late night Friday. XD

cs: "Horny" by Devo (South Park)
--I'll leave with this song playing in my head.... XD XD XD!!!
Hee.

I should prob'ly go....
1) Take down the tent and pack it up.
2) Finish packing.
3) Decide which books shall accompany me.
4) Decide which of my menagerie of Little Stuffed Animals will accompany. (I'm think Code and Dolly.)
5) Secretly store Dr. Pepper in my clothes bag. Hee hee.
6) Debate bring CD cases for CDs that I don't know by heart. (My newer ones; four new CDs in about a week and a half puts a lot of pressure on you, y'know.) Which reminds me; I bought the new R.E.M. CD Sunday night. ^o^ Yes, Gen-chan, you can get Kenneth to burn yourself a copy!

Biggest Pet Peeve # 5 - When people use the wrong kind of "you're." Learn yaself some grammah, foo'! >:O

cs: "Save Me Darling" by Erasure
--I'm all over, save me darling!
Remind me to give you the password so's you can upload them yaself. You've got cable. And a better HTML editor. @___@
Well, Wingy, sometimes it's good to be defensive. It shows that you can defend yourself. In some cases it can hint at submerged guilt, but hey; not all the time. I'm pretty defensive when I'm poked (not literally), to the point where the other person gets peeved and leaves me alone. I don't think you're the worst webmistress at all; some people just have sticks up their asses. That's all.

Just my evil plan, that's all. And sorry to hear about your mechanics homework. =( I thought I had it bad with imaginary numbers but at least I got a lecture. Even if through all of it I was in a semi-daze. But cheer up yaself, dudely.

I will, and don't worry about it. As long as it's up sometime, that's fine with me. ^.^ And you've already done a lot, anyway. And I could prolly enjoy the trip more if I wasn't sick and I didn't have my "visitor." Yeah. v.v It'll still be fun, though. :D

Well.... let's run through what happened today, now that I've been properly dosed with caffeine.

In first period the "Dr. Pepper Fairy" visited Jim and told her to give me a Dr. Pepper, so she did. That was really nice of Jim; I'll have to get her something for her birthday, which is next month.

During lunch I met my "older brother" Michael, and met Brian, who kindly bought me a soda. :D The cool people all love Mr. Williams' class. XD That makes me cool! Woohoo! Anyway.... we talked; mostly about anime (Michael likes X, Eric prefers DBZ, and Brian likes it all, baby! *LOL*), but a little about me (that I talk too fast [WAAAAY too fast for some people], I'm too "bouncy" and "hyper", etc.) Normally I don't like talking about myself, but this time I was caffeinated (Dr. Pepper) so I did. XP Oh well. I'll get over it. Soon.

GIRL STUFF ALERT. Yeah, that means this is kind of a girl subject type deal, so if you don't like it, skip it.

Anyway, most of the day these guys kept bumping into me, literally. Not those guys up above, but just random guys. And when they ran into me, they always managed to hit my breasts in one way or another. Now, I'm glad I'm not heavily endowed, but it still hurts. >.<

And furthermore, I'd like to note the lack of long pads for "feminine hygiene." No, I don't like tampons (ow ow ow), I prefer pads. It gives me a sense of security (whoa, I sound like a commercial), but I want longer pads because it's a lot easier to sleep on my back then. And my back hurts, so the best idea would be to sleep on my back. *sigh* Oh well. And I hate my biological make-up. I know when to expect my period. I break out like crazy two-three days beforehand. It sucks. >.< I can never get rid of them. ARGH.

< / GIRL STUFF>

Ah. That felt good to get it all out. But I still save the best of myself for longhand. ^___^

Anyway... everyone could tell I was sick; at least, in Algebra III. I was really out of it; constant "Um... say that again?" or "Where did 2i come from?" and the most common phrase found "Huh?" Yep. Pamela's sick. *cough sneeze* ARGH. >___> Imaginary number, you're cool and all, but you suck seriously. Go away and let me use the Quadratic Formula in blissful peace. Oh..... to be ignorant... how I would enjoy it sometimes.... *sigh*

My face is hot, my eyes are all stinging and watery, and I'm slow to IM people back. Sorry.... v.v;;

I'll get on my Evil Plan when I get back. Oof. I'll prolly blog s'more after this, ha ha ha..... @____@ No, I mean, ho ho ho... XD

I WANT TO PLAY ONIMUSHA NOW. O ° O

cs: "I Wish I Was Queer So I Could Get Chicks" by the Bloodhound Gang
Pam: See Hydro, that's your problem....
Hydro: ¬¬###
Dee la la la...... x.x; Pamela feels like dying. She's very tired, her back aches, her lower abdomen's got a cinch clamped tightly on it, and she's sick. All on this beautiful day of 70+ degrees outside and just before the Eastern Washington Field Trip. Truly, this is life's great purpose. To make everything miserable on what should be a happy four days of nearly work-free education and laughter. Ah, such bitter irony that I shall not fully enjoy the trip I've been waiting for all year.

...And imaginary numbers suck. Time to read blogs. Be back in a few.

cs: "We Live" by Bosson

Sunday, May 20, 2001

Argh. Time to pack. @___@
I want to do a character shrine for some reason. Some little project to get to work on, to add when CC.net gets back up. And no, I'm putting the Hydro Fanclub on hiatus until I can get some good scans of him. ^.^

Hydro: Yes, I must look my best. XD I'm so handsome and dashing.
Pam: And you're so modest. *cough* XP
Hydro: *runs hand through hair* I know, I know.
Pam: XD You're a bastard if it's true.
Hydro: o.O
Pam: I love randomly bursting into song at any moment and freaking people out. XD

*sifts through SephNET* La la la... Ooh, an Awards section... *lightbulb* Hee. XD I need something to keep me busy while the old man looks for pictures of B-ko. Hmm.... *opens Adobe 6.0*

cs: "Just Can't Get Enough [Live]" by Erasure
--*dances around* ...and I just can't seem to get enough aahh~!
WHAT?! 56 items remaining for download?! *waits patiently* If this site isn't worth its damn, then I'm gonna be mad. >.< Not everyone has Cable or faster, you know...

cs: "Sharp Dressed Man" by ZZ Top
My first attempt at a wallpaper. @___@ Well, that picture of Yahiko makes a better wallpaper than a skin, I guess.

Thanks for the compliments, but I bagged it. ^.^;; Well, it's alive still, but in wallpaper form. @__<

cs: "Slipping Away" by Nine Inch Nails
A temporary site for the skins. Told you I was bored. Gen-chan, just say and word and we can host your wallpapers here, too. It'll be just until CC.net is back up. I'll submit the link to Anipike tomorrow. That way people won't think we died. ^.^

cs: "Largo Frags" by Kim Justice
--Evil sounding. XD
GAH! I want something to do.... >.< Old man, I'm gonna work on setting up your next layout. I'm bored beyond belief. Now I wish I'd gone on that motorcycle ride. ;__;

con't repeating: The last 2 minutes of "Mephistopheles' Return" by the Trans-Siberian Orchestra
--This is one of those songs that you'll fall in love with the first time you hear it. *_*
I bagged the Yahiko skin. Got about halfway done with the Main portion of the skin, realized how utterly ugly it was, and then destroyed the evidence.

Good Lord, I want this shirt. ;__; Largo....... I must save up and buy it.

cs: "Mephistopheles' Return" by the Trans-Siberian Orchestra
--Don't need eternal silence...
Excuse me while I stare dreamily at this layout and wish I could do something like that. *sigh*

I need more Vienna Bread. ¬¬

cs: "Godzilla" by the Blue Oyster Cult
...Stupid blue.... -.-##

It took forever to get the blue to look blue. For some reason it would look blue in Adobe 6.0, and then when I saved it as a JPEG or a BMP file, it would turn purple. So finally, I had to "make" my own blue, and it stayed blue this time. Not the shade I would've liked it to be, but close enough. Argh. Anyone know what Adobe 6.0 decided my blue would be purple? Tell me?

And I'm not that happy with it. I wonder if I could do something more with the background...

cs: "Painkiller (Speedy Budocan Remix)" by Depeche Mode
Closing it down will result in a very angry miko. -.-# So you better keep it up... OR ELSE.

Hydro: Or else what?
Pam: Little girls in Brooklyn will explode. O ° O
Hydro: *cowers in fear*
Pam: Now I will proceed to clutch my stomach in agony, wince as I pop my back, and download some NIN. Hard is good, and if you took that the wrong way, you are one sick Earthling.
Hydro: o.O; I fear not for my life, but for thy sanity.
Pam: Placate your fears. I have to sanity to fear for. Ha. Ha ha ha. Ha!
Hydro: ¬¬??

Um... no? ^.^;; I didn't finish it. It was so... dry. @___@## I dunno, maybe it's just me.

Ack. I need to scan in Yahiko. My dad left on the motorcycle. (I declined, deciding that, although a sore ass would nicely compliment a sore back, I'm not that masochistic.) So now how am I gonna use the scanner, which is hooked up to his computer, which he locks in a cabinet for some undefinable reason? Oh well. I bet the key's under the mousepad. XD

cs: "Double Life" by Styx
--Leading a double life, can it be wrong when you know that it's right? XD
Hydro: Yes. O_O This is wrong. I want out.
Pam: Too bad, so sad. *evil grin* You are here to stay.
Hydro: Noooooooooo---
Pam: *biffs Hydro* Hush, my puppy's trying to sleep.
BTW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIRD!

O_O I'm so sorry to hear about your ankle... *prays for it* And let's hope you don't die while playing, all right?
My back hurts. *wince* Really badly.*

Played Onimusha for Playstation 2 last night. @___@ Think Resident Evil, Japanese style. Hee hee. The name of the main character is Samanosuke. XD

Which reminds me. I have a blank (clear of any logos, etc.) Tae-Kwon-Do uniform that I could use for cosplaying as Sanosuke.

...*cackles madly*


cs: "Velcro Fly" by ZZ Top

Saturday, May 19, 2001

Anyone up for "enjoying the silence"? XD

Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (Fast Mix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (G Mix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (Harmonium)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (Instru...)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (RafBoy Mix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (Razormaid Remix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (RTT Mix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (S & DW Mix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (Y.D. Mix)

cs: "Enjoy The Silence (Razormaid Mix)" by Depeche Mode
BTW, ignore the Barbie Harley Davidson at the top. ^^;;; Unless you want to buy it for me. XD
O ° O Buy me this, earthling. It's already on my list. XD I want more books. Drown me in them. Keep me busy. It keeps me sane.

Hydro: HAH! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Now that's the biggest lie I ever heard! XD
Pam: I still have Ringworld, Fallen Angels, Skeleton Crew, and The Ultimate Hitchhiker's Guide to finish. *_* I'm slogging through the first one, and mostly done with the third, and just beginning to bite into the fourth. I'm one busy miko until summer, I guess. But still. XD I love getting books. Makes me feel hungrier for some reason. Hungrier in an intellectual way.

I'm still under the impression (and helpless hope) that someone just might buy me PSP7. ^.^;;

I still have plenty of books to keep me busy for the camping trip. Which reminds me. My family prolly won't go camping for Memorial Day Weekend. Thank God. @___@

cs: "Valley Girl" by Frank & Moon Unit Zappa
--She just wants some bitchin' clothes! XD
No, that one girl that e-mailed me about the EVA skins, asked if she could post them, and then said they were all made by you. So hush and feel better.

I just finished working on the main image for the next layout. *_* And also, I finished the old man's third layout, which I'll post as soon as I can get his theCounter number from him to change the stats. ^.^ Here's a quick preview of mine, and a quick preview of his.

You know that song by Prozzak, "I Like To Watch (Milo's Night Out)"? ...It's so perverted. XD I'll post some lyrics later. It reminds me of a Peeping Tom. O.O;

cs: "In-A-Gadda-Da-Vida" by Iron Butterfly
--Seventeen minutes long. @___@ Orooo....
Quick blog while SooJin showers.

Yeah, SooJin and Nina are visiting us from Oregon, because of SooJin's basketball tournament in Seattle today and Everett. That's where I've been all day. Driving to Seattle and watching her play basketball. We ate at the Northgate Mall, shopped a little (I picked up The Ultimate Hitchhiker's Guide by the late Douglas Adams), and then watched her second game. They lost pretty bad both times, but it was all right.

She's still taller than me, even if she's three years younger than me. Her family stayed at my house when they first moved to the U.S. from Guam about three-four years ago, and we spent all summer with them.

I'm tired. I get up around 9:07 to discover that I've suddenly been "volunteered" to go along with them. Not that I mind; SooJin is cool, even if she's in sixth grade. (Yes, that's elitist and classist of me, but I don't care.)

So that's where I've been. They leave at 6:00 AM tomorrow for her Everett game. I hope I don't have to go; Nina said they're driving right back to Oregon after the game. It's a single elimination game; it means one loss and they're out. I pray they don't lost their first game, at least.

And also, my montly visitor came. -.-# Right before we leave for the Eastern Washington field trip. How lucky I am. How very lucky. No, seriously. At least I don't have to worry about not having the right... "tools" for it. @___@

You can catch me on for another twenty minutes, but I promised SooJin I'd let her on for a while. ^.^;;

cs: "Polka [Live]" by Savage Garden

Friday, May 18, 2001

My dad is imitating a crow. @________________@;;;;
Hee hee! XD That's two against one, Frank! Nyahahahaa! Of course; I'll send it your way sometime tonight or tomorrow morning. ^.^;;

I am fried. @___@ Fried to the MAX. Luckily I have some cold chicken alfredo with me. (I always get my dad to make this stuff; his is better than the Olive Garden's!) XD~

I want to game. I want to game. @___@ AUGH. I'm rolling my dice around and seeing what I roll. Fairly high when I concentrate on it, and fairly low when I don't. I'll just have to remember to think hard when I roll the d20 for hit accuracy. ^_^

Whee hee hee hee. XD Since I'm strong and I'm a Ranger, I can use my Short Short and my Longsword with both hands and thus hit double. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Pam loves showing off her D&D character. Leah is so tight. XD I love my Pegasus, too. He wouldn't let me have a unicorn, though. Oh well. XD

I love "Hot Show." It positively rolls and ambles along in a low-key gait that I adore. XD "Hot show... she's my technicolour disco.... yo yo... yeah we're gonna make a video..." XD XD XD Simon sounds so spinky.

I should prolly go to sleep. I haven't gotten to bed before 11:00 PM at all this week. All because I'm reading too much. @__@ See what happens when you spoil me?! Anyway, I started and finished Gaiman's Stardust today. :D I started this morning band and finished it on the bus ride home. ^o^ It was good. I like his style, even if it's a little confusing and not what I'm used to (but variety is the spice of life, goes the old cliché).

Spinky new Depeche Mode remix at Strange-Love. ^.^; But I think I have enough remixes of "Enjoy The Silence."

...Aw, screw it. I'm gonna download it. XD I also recommend you download the "Moon Mix" for "The Dead of Night." I positively LOVE it. XD

cs: "The Dead of Night (Moon Mix)" by Depeche Mode
--XD We are the dead of night! We're in the zombie room! We're twilight's parasites! With self-inflicted wounds!
Hee hee! XD Did you get it did you get it did you get it?

Anyway.... finished the Kamui skin. I'll put it up for download later.

Aww... how cute.... <b>NOT!</b>

Yes, I am back and feeling better (somewhat). I miss my gaming club. ;__; I'm not going to be gaming for a week and a half, about. We meet on Tuesdays and Thursdays, and next week I won't be here. D'oh... Oh well. Lorence gave me 15,000 XP for suggesting that we not kill the spiders since they weren't Evil Intent against us. :D So we fed them mushrooms. (Not the "happy shrooms" nor the "Evil Death Mushies", but the "normal mushrooms." Hee hee.)

Paladin Squire: ::pulls out Book of Law and the Bible:: First you go to jail, then you go to hell!
DM: ...*slaps forehead* Take one point of damage for your stupidity.
Aaron: Hey, s'queer, shine my boots!
Paladin Squire: I'll use the old spit shine.
Orps: *to Rociel* Do you want to die?
(NPC) Rociel: Sure. I'll just go back to Heaven. God's a great guy. But He cheats at cards.
Orps: *to Leah (me)* Heh, he didn't mean God. He meant S-A-T-A-N.
Leah: *snicker*
Paladin Squire: I look into the water for signs of a cave.
DM: Nothing there.
Paladin Squire: I use Seek to be sure.
DM: -.-# Yor face suddenly erupts into flames. Take five points of damage for not listening to God.
Leah: You don't want to lay no smack on God, you know. He can go Really Really Bad Things To You.
Orcs: Yep. You don't want to piss the DM off, otherwise he'll screw your guy up.
(NPC) Rociel: Not to mention kill you. *coughcough*
Paladin Squire: Now you tell me.
Leah: I'm so cool.
Orcs: You mess with my sister, you mess with me. Ain't no one gonna mess with my sister, got that?
Leah: Or I'll NYPD.
Paladin Squire: What?
Leah: I slap the s'queer over the head.
DM: Roll your d20.
Leah: 18.
DM: All right, s'queer, take ten points of damage.
Paladin Squire: What was that for?!
Leah: For annoying me. XD
Orcs: XD
Aaron: XD
Kelly: XD
DM: XD

Hydro: ...You are CRUEL.
Pam: I know. But being called "Pam-Bob" when I'm in character is annoying.
Hydro: Oh, one of those guys? -.-#
Pam: That's okay. Aaron says Lorence is flirting with me by giving me 10,000 more XP than the other characters. o.O;
Hydro: O.o;
Pam: Yeah... but hey, I had a brilliant idea and prolly saved that idiot paladin squire (who did something bad and pissed off God, which is why he's now our servant/squire for a month hee hee hee....) from getting killed.
Hydro: Yeah, but society wouldn't be better off for it. >__>
Pam: True. I guess I'm leaning more towards Lawful Good than, instead of Chaotic Good. ^^;;
Hydro: You're having fun, aren't you?
Pam: No damage and I'm strong. :D
Hydro: ^__^ Atta girl!

cs: "Mephistopheles' Return" by the Trans-Siberian Orchestra
-- I don't know what I'm thinking! O_O
I WANT OUT.
Please do not worship me. The only thing I truly cannot stand besides people complaining of their stupidity is their worship of me. I am not a god, nor am I an entity to be revered in a high light. I am simply one girl trying to get through high school alive and with straight A's. So far I have succeeded, but that does not make me God, nor will it ever. There have been people before me who have done it, and there will be people after me who will do so. I do not doubt it. I am not a genius; my ability to learn concepts quickly and memorize important pieces of information are what I owe my "intelligence" to. I'm tired of people saying phrases like "Wow! I got the same grade as Pamela!" or "Oh, I bet I know who has the highest grade in the class." I'm sick of those phrases; do not treat me like something on a pedestal.

I'm sorry about that. It's just been frothing away inside me, potent rage building pressure slowly until I blew up today and I really don't want to go into detail about it. Besides, I think I'm slowly getting more stupid. Or apathetic. Either one will do me in.

And no, I didn't hear anything about that 55-year-old man. But PLU is rather near where you live, Gen-chan. In the area, at least.
On a further note, it doesn't even look like I did anything to the picture.
Hmm......

...I'm angry.

When people call themselves stupid, I get angry. It pisses me off. Especially when they continually say so. And finally, I get fed up. I'm sick of it. Stop wallowing in self-pity and do something about it, if you think you're so damned stupid.

cs: "Hot Show" by Prozzak

Thursday, May 17, 2001

Shameless plugs for all! *leaps through the air in slow motion*

Hydro: I think you've had too much sugar and not enough Dr. Pepper. *blinkblink*
Pam: Shut yo' mouf, beeyatch. XD
Hydro: ¬¬ You're talking like a cliché.
Pam: The Great OZ knows all. Did you think that I did not know that?
Hydro: *sigh* ::thinking:: I can never win.
Pam: Damn straight, foo'.
Hydro: O.o;; Huh?!
Pam: I can read your thoughts, sho'. We're the same person.
Hydro: D'oh.
Pam: Ehehehehehe. Don't let the right hand know what the left hand's doing, eh?
Hydro: ...*blinkblink* Why were you pissed off, anyway?
Pam: My dumbass brother. He lies and it's so pitiful because you know he's lying. *sighs* I know I'm not a good liar, but I definitely can spot a liar or a hypocrite, notwithstanding that my shit don't smell any sweeter than yours.
Hydro: Of course. What did he do this time?
Pam: Lied about other people driving his truck and wearing his tires out. Perfectly new tires, 45,000 miles could be gotten out of them, but he's worn them down and it ain't even been 5,000 miles. He said other people did it when they drove his truck, but when my dad demanded who, he said "No one." How's that for idiocy? And he sez he doesn't know why my Mount Tahoma has a hole at the nape of the neck, even though I haven't worn that shirt once and it's turned up in the wash almost six-seven months after I received it as a reward for having one of the top five grades in the English/PNW History block. In fact, I haven't seen it since I got it, so he must have stolen my shirt. I don't understand why he can't ask, and why he's always wanting to borrow my anime shirts. What, to look "cool" for his friends? Tch! Yeah right, I'm not letting him wear my shirts. I'd have to burn them afterwards. Good Lord, he makes me sick. He even tried on my dragon print shirt despite that fact that I was yelling at him that it was SPECIFICALLY TAILORED FOR GIRLS. Idiot. Idiot. IDIOT.
Hydro: Sometimes I wonder where your 157 IQ comes from. You know that, right?
Pam: So do I. I have this fantasy that I've been adopted. But the resemblance between me and my dad (short height and stubby fingers [although mine are long for my hands]) is too great to be disregarded. But hey, in the short story Apt Pupil (Summer of Corruption in Different Seasons), Dussander passes for Todd's grandfather. o.o
Hydro: Ah well. Keep hopin', kiddo. ^_^

cs: "Another Brick in the Wall (Part 2)" by Pink Floyd
--We don't need no education, we don't need no thought control...
You know what I deserve? A nice large piece of my Cookies 'n' Cream ice cream cake. That's what I deserve.
You hypocrite, you post just as much, if not more, than me. XP So there.

More proof that others pick up my slang more than I pick up theirs. XD So should I change links for you, then?

Alright, I'm not passed out. Even with a lowly 55 HP, I'm not unconscious. Kristov said he soaked his die in coffee for an hour, and now he forbids me to use mine. Why? 'Cos we have the exact same set of dice, and the other gamers say it's "bad juju" (Lorence managed to say it solemnly, I don't know how) to use the same dice, and they said it was my fault. But then, Lorence aids me and sez it's Kristov's fault 'cos he bought more dice when he didn't need it (the dude has a whole bag of them, more than ten sets, I'm willing to bet, and prolly five incomplete sets). So I used a set of his dice, not wishing to bring "bad juju" down upon their heads.

So I roll two 18's and kill the friggin' umber thingy. ^_^ How's that for bad juju? (Even for someone being born on the 13th *gasp*).

Wait, hang on. I think I might start using Lorence's phrase, "bad juju." I like that.

*flips through R. Kenshin cel book again* Nothing that I can really use, but a nice sized Yahiko picture that might look decent on a WinAmp skin of some kind. (I love the little kid almost as much I love Sano. They're so hilarious.)

*points to the left* Other people do it; what can I say, sometimes I conform. Besides, I find myself obsessed with that Vincent skin. *drools* I think it's the Shuffle button.

Oh well. Time to find pictures of Pearl Jam.

....Leeches. *shudders*

cr: Different Seasons (Third Season - Fall From Innocence: The Body) by Stephen King
cs: "Freedom (Acoustic)" by Erasure
Oh yeah, I also got my Rurouni Kenshin cel book today. Very nice. No Aoshi. Now I don't have to worry about Gen-chan stealing it away from me.

*knocks self over the head with her character (Leah)'s halberd*
Fuck you. Fuck me. We're all fucked anyway.

I did good in D&D today. Killed some umber-something-or-other in The Big Cave of Death (real creative, eh?). We're looking for "the rod." Whatever it may be. And suddenly someoen decides that I mustn't be a High Elf anymore; oh no, I get to be Orps' (Mr. Williams' ) sister, so then I'm magically changed to a Grey (Gray, Grey, whatever) Elf and now I really don't like humans. :P

Heh. Looks like I got that IQ test for free after all. I received an e-mail telling me my IQ. Quite amusing, actually. 157 IQ points. They were also kind enough to include this handy little chart.

Average: 85 - 115
Above average: 116 - 125
Gifted Borderline Genius: 126 - 135
Highly gifted and appearing to be a Genius to most others: 136 - 145
Genius: 146 - 165
High genius: 166 - 180
Highest genius: 181 - 200
Beyond being measurable genius: Over 200


Oh yeah, before I hit myself over the head and pass out, the "Philosophical Discussion/Gaming Club" is considering taking a trip to Ireland next June for two weeks. Sounds like fun.

cs: "Largo & Boo" by Kim Justice

Wednesday, May 16, 2001

I'm trying to find people who've linked me without me knowing. So far, no success.
Do you think I'll be able to bring good luck to my D&D dice by dunking each of them in Dr. Pepper, or is that a bit much? o.O;
Hydro: ¬¬ *muffled* I refuse to speak to you.
Pam: You are speaking to me.
Hydro: After this conversation, I will say no more.
Pam: Aw, but you look so pretty. XD
Hydro: ¬¬# That's not the point. This is degrading to my manhood.
Pam: No, it's not. I'll tell you what's degrading. No trenchcoats.
Hydro: *monotonously* Ye gads, what shall we ever do.
Pam: Go upstairs and watch Empire of the Sun. XD
Hydro: You have that? *hopeful look*
Pam: Yes. My daddy recorded it for me. He's so spinky, don't you think?
Hydro: I wish my dad-- er, father was spinky. But he's just a D--
Pam: *claps hand over Hydro's mouth* No spoilers! *biffs Hydro*
Hydro: *indignant sniff* That's no way to treat a lady.
Pam: XD It's alive!
Hydro: o.O;; Oops.
Pam: Nyahahahahahahaha....
Hydro: ¬¬ Excuse me; I think I'll step out for a moment. *flees in terror*
Pam: I am the walrus, koo koo ka chu!

cs: "Stand" by R.E.M.
-- XD XD XD This is such a happy song!
I be Hermione Granger. XD

cs: "My Sharona" by The Knack
--My~~~ Sharona! XD
Never mind. I don't trust these online IQ tests. -.- They want my money... AGAIN. >:O

cs: "Ice Machine (Shake Mix)" by Depeche Mode
Is there someplace where I can take a VALID IQ test for free? @___@
XD

Faith and belief
And retreat
When you're standing all
Alone
With your dreams in the dark

Never knowing what is real
In the shadows you must meet
Never knowing what is true
In the answers to seek
Never knowing if

Fate she hears me
Fate stand near me
Fate state clearly
Whether there will be
Another card

Retrieve us
Time deceives us
Faith she hears us
But she doesn't listen very
Hard

As she drifts through our
Lives
Tossing coins into the air
Watch them twist
Watch them fall
Turning hope into despair

Watch them twist
Watch them fall
Then suddenly she revives
Every dream that we've had
And we find ourselves
Alive

Believe me
Fate stand near me
Fate state clearly
Whether there will be
Another card

Receive us
Time deceives us
The only moment in our lives
That ever really mattered Fate
Is now


I like Twist and Mephistopheles' songs in this "story." :D BTW, that up above were the "ghosts and spirits" singing shortly after Fate and her son Twist appear in Beethoven's room. XD

con't repeating: "Fate" by the Trans-Siberian Orchestra
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. DEPECHE MODE SOUNDS SO SEXAY. XD I love the cover. *hugs it tightly* Mmm mmm mmm! David Gahan is droolable. XD~

I don't feel like I can walk on clouds. Honey, I'm flying up there with them. Why is today so good? I don't know. I just wish that this all this goodness in one day could be spread out on each day to make each day a little more memorable. I mean, there are some days when NOTHING happens, not even anything bad. I mean, at least there'd be something to recall past days of my life. (My personal journal doesn't work quite as well anymore; I forgot to write it in for two and a half weeks until May 11th or so. I think the longest stretch I've ever forgotten was six months. ^^;; )

Wow. I got three CDs in one day.

You guys are great, you know that? Wait, you're better than great; you're mahvellous. Thank you to Ragabash, Bird, Frank, the old man, and Zeruely-kun. You people are awesome. And thanks so much to everyone else for remembering my birthday. That sez more about you than some of my "friends" at school. *hugs you all tightly* I feel special. :D

My dad can't get mad this time. He likes R.E.M. and is gonna use that CD to record over his old tape. Thanks, Zeruely-kun. XD

Atropos? :D :D :D *likes that name and the character in King's Insomnia*

Any title that relates to Sano has my vote. XD

Hydro: What about me? *angry look*
Pam: *reads over titles* Say, you could be my beeyatch. XD
Hydro: ¬¬ won't play your lackey or your drag queen.
Pam: I'll make sure that some more illegal weapons happen to fall into your possession.
Hydro: ....
Pam: And a new trenchcoat. :D How does that sound?
Hydro: Then, honey, I am your beeyatch. XD
Pam: XD Good boy. I knew you'd see the light.

At random times in the day Ken sez hello to me. o.O; I'm scared now. Ever since he saw my new Samurai X shirt recently he's been paying more attention to me. I told him I was a true R.Kenshin/Samurai X fan (although I like the former more than the latter), but I guess he didn't really believe, even with my Sanosuke shirt. :P

Whee. I even bought gaming dice at Wizards of the Coast. :D

You know what? Now I have waaaaay too much to read and listen to. *_*

con't repeating: "Breathe"by Depeche Mode
--*dies* I love this whole album already. *squeals* Reminds me of Ultra and Violator.
Well, I can't stay long right now but a couple shout-outs (or replies):

Zeruely-kun, you are DA BOMB. You are SO FRIGGIN' COOL. XD XD XD I got your package today, dudely! Thanks a bunch! ^o^

Bird, your card is sitting right before, addressed and stamped. We're sending it out today. :D

Yes, Icchan. :D I'll send you some KJ songs when you're on AIM again.

Okay. That concludes it. Now excuse me while I go buy myself a copy of Depeche Mode's new CD, Exciter.

.....YES! XD XD XD XD XD

BTW, my Prozzak CD came today, and the old man reports that the shipper at eBay sent out the R. Kenshin cel book. ^O^ This is a great day! I also got an A+ on my science test!

Tuesday, May 15, 2001

*scribbles on paper* Sometimes I wish I was music.... *crumples paper* Grr. Trying to rewrite this dammed poem. '_'

Y'know what? Forget the media. Peer pressure. You know what inspires kids to drink? Paper. Yes. The paper I write on could inspire me to drink. Why? The name of the company is Mead. XD On every sheet of paper, it sez in the lower righthand corner, MEAD, in bold blue letters.

O_O Out of the Top 500 Songs on The Point last year (my fave 80's station), Soft Cell's "Tainted Love" snared first. And they predict U2 or some other group for this year. No one said anything about Depeche Mode's "Enjoy The Silence." Grr. >.<

cs: "Sucks to Be You" by Prozzak
--Sucks to be "Latiff" who's wandering around nekkid in our D&D game. *LOL*
*kicks archives* Not like anyone wants to read about my past blatherings, anyway, right? @___@
Now when you click on one, it sez "The Page Cannot Be Found."

DAMMIT. ><
Default template, but it works. >.< And it's gonna stay that way 'cos I'm too damn lazy to mess around with it now.

cs: "Breathe" by Prodigy
--Breathe with me! (Inhale, inhale!) XD
My archives aren't working. D'oh.
Pretty girls make Kamui nervous when they're as pretty as him.

cs: "Pretty Girls" by Prozzak
XD

Meanwhile, the rest of The COR enjoyed a late breakfast in the cafeteria. Nighty, Ruin, and Hydro were sitting together at a table when, across from them, Travis and Fluke stood up, glaring at each other.
“Dude...” Fluke began in a warning tone.
“Dude!” Travis protested innocently.
“Dude...!” Fluke shook his head. “Dude, that is not dudely...”
“But dude...” Travis objected. “Dude... Dude... Dude...”
“Dude!” Fluke shouted, narrowing his eyes.
“Dude!” Travis replied hotly.
“Dude...!” Fluke stared at him. Travis sighed and hung his head.
“I guess you have a point there...”
“Dude!” Fluke nodded.
“...Dude?” Ruin coughed.
“Dude!” Nighty and Hydro agreed.


XD XD XD NIGHTY! XD XD XD (His offical COR name is Night Mage, but that is so lame-sounding, and Nighty is much better.) XD Yes, that actually took place in the story. And no, that wasn't the beginning of my "dude" fetish (but it was about the time I came up with "dudely".)
*sniggers* I can already see what Pyre would choose. XD

25. What do you prefer to do after sex?
----Profess my love to my partner
----Snuggle in bed
----Pat myself on the back - Damn, I'm good <---- Pyre & Hydro XD
----Pass out
----Get the hell out

Hydro: *blinkblink*
Pam: I'm not embarrassed at all. Nope. Not one bit.
Hydro: You think you're embarrassed? Me, a 6'1, 35 year old male, in a 5'3, female 15 year-old's body. Taking this test.
Pam: =D Talk about schizophrenia.
Hydro: *slaps forehead* What, did you drink stupid juice this morning or what?
Pam: And just what does that imply, Mister Brother-Basher?
Hydro: -.-#

Gen-chan, you missed the push-up fitness test today. =D I got 19! That's an A!

cs: "Larry-Boy Theme Song" by VeggieTales
--A man with style and plungers on his head. XD
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*blink blink* The search engine query that scares me the most is prolly the search for "nataku no miko." *hides under her computer desk* And maybe the "half korean girls swallow" query. ¬_¬##

*sings* Holding on to be the one I am, holding on to be the one I am, 'cos we live, and we die, and we live - to find - the things we live - and die for~~~.... Such a beautiful song... *__* And seriously; the leader singer could rival Darren Hayes in terms of high voice range. Maybe not Prince, but definitely Darren. XD~

And just because.... (Thanks, Wingo-san.)

01. What was the first album you ever got:
Savage Garden's self titled album.

02. What was the first concert you went to:
Cher. (Don't say a word; friend offer 'cos she had free tickets. I went for the free food. Live with it.)

03. What's your weirdest childhood memory:
Falling off the swings when I was in second grade and having to go to the hospital to see if I had brain damage and coming out with a tape mark on my forehead from when they strapped me down to the stretcher.

04. Was your first sexual experience:
a) amazing
b) pretty good
c) not as horrible as expected
d) was alright, no big deal
e) was a nightmare, ick!
f) made you never want to have sex for as long as you live
g) I'm a virgin, thank you very much

The answer is G, folks.

05. Have you ever had an ex come out gay after dating you:
Heh. I wish. I really do. That would tell me my mission was completed. XD Seriously.

06. Admit it, who's your favorite boy group:
O_O Depeche Mode. XD~~~~

07. Ok, so who would you rather listen to for 24 straight hours... Britney Spears or Mandy Moore:
If I had to choose, I would opt for suicide. If I absolutely HAD to choose, it would be suicide.

08. If you had a chance to have a one night stand with your favorite rock star, would you do it:
Ew. "I am not a ho." No matter how cute he is.

09. Assuming you have one, what's the ringtone on your cell phone:
I have no cell phone nor intend to get one, but if I did, it would have to be some version of "Stayin' Alive."

10. What currently "popular" music can you not stand:
.........EVERYTHING, pretty much, ESPECIALLY rap and pop.

11. What CD do you own that you're most embarrassed about:
The Bloodhoung Gang's "Hooray for Boobies," but I wouldn't give it up for the world. XD

12. What's your favorite brand of cigarettes:
If I smoked, it certainly wouldn't be Benson and Hedges' Light 100's. (Brand Mom smokes; EW.)

13. What's your favorite alcholic drink:
If I drank, 'twould be a fruity wine. They smell so good. *_*

14. If you could live in any other place besides where you're living now, where would it be:
London. Definitely London. If not London, then prolly...... N'Yawk or California (dudes).

15. What's the best beauty tip you can give someone:
None; it'd make them look even worse.

16. Who's your favorite athlete:
Don't watch sports.

17. Confess a guilty pleasure:
I like a needle-like pain in the soles of my feet; it makes me feel high.

18. Do you name your personal objects:
Yes.

19. Is there anything about you that freaks people out:
YAOI. And being myself. And yaoi. And my obsession with Depeche Mode. And it all leads back to yaoi, eventually. And my extremely high tolerance (obsession would be a better word) for gays but not "normal" people. ^.^;;


20. Who would you want to be stuck on a desert island with:
Right now I'd have to say either Jim or Hydro. =D Jim would keep me well entertained.

21. What's your favorite animal:
Bottlenosed dolphin.

22. Have you ever been to a drive-in movie... if so, what was the last one you saw:
No.

23. Who do you think is the most revolting celebrity couple:
Since I don't know almost any at all (I don't watch TV, I don't read today's popular magazines, or anything to keep me informed of the pop culture around me), I'll go with "Puff Daddy" and Jennifer Lopez. They sicken me for some reason.

24. Do you look like any celebrity:
I hope not. And there is definitely NO resemblance between me and Pamela Anderson or whatever her name is now, SO STOP SAYING THAT YOU STUPID IDIOTS.

25. What's your favorite ice cream flavor:
Either strawberry or vanilla.

26. Do you own fishnet tights, what color are they:
No.

27. Have you ever given money to a homeless person on the street:
I think I'm usually as broke as them. I handed someone a quarter once. I think that counts.

28. Coke or Pepsi:
Dr. Pepper. And I don't care if it's not a choice. (Oh, all right, Pepsi; and hush, Hydro.)

29. What's your favorite & least favorite part of your face:
Favorite: ... my skin where it's clear. Either that or my scar. XD
Least Favorite: My skin where it's not clear. @___@

30. How do you behave when you're drunk:
Prolly worse so than when I'm high.

31. Describe yourself in three words:
capricious, fanciful, introverted

32. What type of guys do you like:
Hmm. Funny. Tall. And prolly just as capricious as me. But he doesn't have to be romantic at all; nope.

33. What's your latest obsession:
Adobe 6.0 and Depeche Mode. @___@ Always with the Depeche Mode.

34. Who do you most admire:
No one alive.

35. What do you usually wear when you're home alone:
Jogging pants and one of my anime shirts.

36. Do you have a tattoo, if not, would you get one:
No, and yes. I'd like a dragon crawling up my back; it would hurt and cost like a bitch, but hey, it would be spinky.

37. The world would be a better place without:
You. XD Just kidding. Um. '_' People, I guess; after all, we're the reason why the earth's in such a sorry state.

38. What's your greatest fear:
Failing. That and spiders. And maybe being naked in front of people. @___@ Yeah.

39. Are you an Elvis or a Beatles person:
Elvis.

40. What vampire would you want to make you into a vampire:
Which ever one causes the least pain and gets it over with fast.

41. What's one thing you'd change about yourself:
I'd like to wear my weight a little more nicely.

42. What is your worst habit:
I can't decide; my capricious nature (changing moods in the blink of an eye) or my procrastination.

43. What's the last thing that made you laugh:
Hydro putting on drag (which he did just a few minutes ago XD he's so cool like that).

44. What's the last thing that made you cry:
Watching Simon Birch.

45. What was your first celebrity heartthrob:
....Darren Hayes.

46. What was your first real crush:
Travis McMahon in 5th grade. Of course, it doesn't help that Gen-chan sez he's as hot as all hell now. -.-#

47. What are you thinking right now:
I need another Dr. Pepper for this.

48. What's the last thing you consumed:
Dr. Pepper.

49. If you could understand any other language, what would it be:
Japanese. Or Korean.

50. How long did it take you to finish this questionnaire:
Less than 20 minutes, I do believe.

I'm posting too much today. @___@ Reverting to my old ways....

cs: "Largo & Boo" by Kim Justice
..which reminds me. Never draw a "card" from THE DECK OF MANY THINGS. It can either make you one happy creature, or one seriously fucked up idiot. @___@ No kidding; Jim lost 4 intelligence, dropping down to 16, and "Latiff" lost EVERYTHING. Clothes, weapons, and even his 8-legged metal-eating cat (which the DM decided the gods would spare and give back to him). So now we have a semi-naked druid and a slightly more stupid high elf supermodel wandering around. And one of the other players pissed off the djinn in the first place by being "prettier" than her. @____@;; And they set fire to my forest! Grrr. >.< We're (Kristov and me) only accompanying the party so as to be "companions" to the druid "Latiff" because he's smarter than the others and is leaving the djinn alone. Thank Gawd.

And Jim died. @____@ She tried to fly out of the Wall of Fire but didn't make it. I seriously hope I don't die. (I'd lose my Pegasus and my spinky crossbow.) But after that Oog or Ops or whatever Aaron's orc thing's name is bashed the djinn over the head and knocked her out, thus starting the hour-long dispute over the three wishes. At this time Kristov (whose elf is yet nameless -.-## )and I (Leah) meet "Latiff" and converse with him and his cat. XD

I should prolly go write that poetry we were assigned. *falls off chair and hits the ground* ARGH.

Hee hee. This is cute. ^^

And you can add Skeleton Crew to that list of books I'm reading. *sniggers over Survivor Type* Now THAT would be the ULTIMATE "Survivor" show. *snorts*

cs: "Polka [Live]" by Savage Garden
--Oh, in other words, ooh I want you! *Darren tries to imitate a mild version Jonathan Davis from KoRN*
Pam is angry. She will not be getting the new Depeche Mode CD until tomorrow. >.<

I have such kick-ass stats in D&D. And Lorence also let me have my own Pegasus! *^^* And Kristov is really nice, too. I finally decided on a name, which is Leah, and that I'd be female. :P Oh well; still Chaotic Good and a Ranger! ^o^

The old man's packages came today. *_* Gaiman's Stardust and King's Different Seasons. *bounces around* I wish you were on, old man, so I could thank you in AIM! ^o^

I have too much to read. @___@

Currently I'm reading Ender's Shadow (third time), Ringworld, and A Child Called "It". Needless to say, my brain hurts.

Oh well. I'll get the Depeche Mode CD tomorrow. We spent an hour arguing over what to use the three wishes we got from the djinn on. Personally, I say we kill her; she'll (the DM acting as a NPC) fuck our wishes up any way she can. @___@

It seems that this miko will be gone May 22-28, unless she can convince her parents to leave her home alone Memorial Day Weekend. *snort* I wish. >__>

Ruby's back! *huggles Ruby* Missed you! Purdy layout. *__*

Bird, card goes out tomorrow. ^^;;

Me likes, Wingy. XD

O_O Gen-chan, you're seriously not saying that. There's no way in bloody hell I way what we saw on the scale. Jeezly Crow, you're scaring me shitless. And yes, join, join! >XD Piss Pyre off.

*sigh* Okay. In the blog that I included the link, IT SPECIFICALLY STATES WHY SANOSUKE IS THERE INSTEAD OF HYDRO. DARN TOOTIN' HE IS. And I happen to think Sanosuke is much sexier than Hydro. >< Sorry, but I hate repeating myself. Like I said before, my mother's a complete and utter hypocrite. What can I do? Yes, well, maybe I should have started Fallen Angels first then. @___@ *bashes head against keyboard*
Sorry for use of caps. I'm feeling a little disgruntled right now; an hour arguing over three stupid wishes that are going to be fucked up anyway is certainly not my idea of fun. I wish they'd already go ahead and sign their own death warrants already. >.<

Hydro: *jaw drops* You think Sanosuke is sexier than me?!
Pam: You act like it's a blasphemy.
Hydro: >:O IT IS! You.... you..... ARGH. ;__;
Pam: *pat pat* If it counts for anything, you're third sexiest in my opinion.
Hydro: ¬¬# Third?
Pam: Keanu Reeves. >XD
Hydro: You have more chance of getting with me than Keanu. That's frighteningly scary considering I'm a character in your story.
Pam: Yes, I know, but I've got... hiiigh hopes, I've got, high apple-pie-in-the-sky~~~ hopes...
Hydro: ¬¬###

Oof, takes forever to surf through the blogs. @__@ I must be losing my touch. Too many @___@ faces. I really must be losing my touch. Oof. So if I don't blog for a while, I've a) been sucked into a hopeless void of D&D, b) purchased the Depeche Mode CD and am too busy to deal with the computer, c) decided to rest my eyes, or d) died.

...I need Dr. Pepper. *thunk crash BOOM* Oy vey. *twitch*

cs: "L33t N3kkid Skillz" by Kim Justice

Monday, May 14, 2001

It's... kinda up. ^^; Slow loading 'cos Virtue.nu sucks. I don't know why its servers are so sucky. >.< And I saved the pictures at a significantly lower quality, but I don't know.

The reason why Sanosuke's in Hydro's place is because I have no pictures of Hydro scanned in. @___@ I do have some art (the first version of Hydro that Gen-chan drew, which I left at her house, and then another copy of the same picture drawn by a different artist, which I left in my locker *coughcough*), but my scanner's acting up again. And besides, I'm waiting for Gen-chan to draw some more pictures of Hydro. :P And if Pyre gets jealous, just make a fanclub for him. XP

Hydro: ¬¬ *whines* But why? People like me more than him, anyway!
Pam: That's why people just loved you when you were a child. :P
Hydro: ;__; *sniffle* Don't remind me. Wah!
Pam: *sigh* You're so childish sometimes. I feel like the roles have been reversed here.
Hydro: So I'm the short bouncy miko girl and you're the tall, arrogant bastard?
Pam: ¬¬#

You can click on the Enter sign and it takes you somewhere, but the links on the main page don't work at all so don't bother clicking them. I'll be working on the other pages on and off -- Damn. I just remembered that I forgot a friggin' updates page. SHEEYIT. >.< Nuts. Oh well.; I'll add it to the image and reupload. @__@ Thanks to the old fart and Wingy for previewing it. ^.^;;

:D Thanks Zeruely-kun. I'll get around to submitting the Vincent skin sometime today.

*blink blink* Oops. I forgot to get rid of the target blank thingy in the HTML. ^.^;;; I give up for today. @___@ I'm feeling frazzled right now.

cs: "Mr. Roboto" by Styx
--Domo arigatou, Mr. Roboto!
Let's slow this down for a moment. @___@

Wingy sez people buy me stuff 'cos I'm interesting, Frank sez it's because I'm silly and fun and it's cool to read my blogs, and the old fart sez it's because I'm his friend (yay!). I have no idea what makes certain people attracted to me to spend money on me. Not that I don't appreciate it (quite the opposite; I love any kind of attention when I'm in the right humour ^.^;; ), but it seems kinda... odd. o.o;; Huh. This bears thinking about.
I've been posting all weekend, but Blogger's been really crappy. So go read the stuff down below. ^.^;;

Um... got two packages in the mail. Frank's and the one from Animenation. Thanks, Frank. ^o^ Now all I need is the old fart's packages, the Rurouni Kenshin cel artbook, and... *thinks* my Prozzak CD! :D

Went shopping. Now, I admit, it's tough buying clothes for me because I'm too stubborn to relent and get something remotely feminine, but this time I did. :D 'Cept one of the shirts that Gen-chan saw and and handed me was a boy shirt (I don't see how it could have been a girl shirt; someone prolly left it in the girls' section). XD Dragon print red shirt. Woohoo! Got some overalls, a t-shirt, a tanktop - to please my mom @___@ - and shorts and... um... the dragon shirt. :D Ooh, and the Trans-Siberian Orchestra's Bethoveen's Last Night CD. It's spinky. XD

Not much else to say. I am working on the Hydro Fanclub. XD I'm gonna use Sanosuke for the first layout, at least until I get some actual pictures of the dude.

Oh, and thanks again to everyone who wished me a happy birthday! :D Sorry I didn't reply earlier; it's in the blogs down below. (Bird, I also picked up your card. XD It's funny; I stuffed the card with stickers and money, and I'll be sending it out tomorrow!)

Hydro: :D Yay! Fanclub!
Pam: ^o^ But I'll also be working on a new layout for the old fart if he moves to Pitas.
Hydro: Awww....
Pam: *pat pat* Anyway, take a look at the Vincent skin in the blogs below and tell me what you think, neh?
Hydro: Eh. ^o^
Pam: ^.^;;

cs: "I'll Bet He Was Cool" by Savage Garden
--Ooh, yeah yeah yeah.... XD

Sunday, May 13, 2001

WORK. *bashes head against keyboard*
Well, yesterday's posts wouldn't post so... @__@ go read them.

BTW... XD YAY! I am fifteen! ^o^ Finally! @___@

Amber and I stayed up 'til two o'clock last night watching movies. We watched Erin Brockovich (sp?), Simon Birch, and There's Something About Mary. :D For my birthday she gave me a VeggieTales tape, a bean bag dolphin (wai!), and a little stuffed bear called Daquiri Strawberry. :D She also bought me a ice cream Cookies 'n' Cream cake and decorated my room when I wasn't suspecting it. XD

Thanks for everyone who wished me a happy birthday and happy it is, since my 3vil l33t shirt came yesterday after we got back from bowling! Oh yeah, and William won me a stuffed penguin that I named Tux. XD I suck at bowling! ^o^ (Amber sez I didn't do too bad, but I did. Didn't even break 100! XD )

Gen-chan, you should have said something sooner when I told you in the cafeteria at school that I wouldn't be available Saturday. :P

Dr. Pepper!!! XD

cs: "Pretty Girls" by Prozzak

Saturday, May 12, 2001

*kicks blogger* Da da da~ da, dee dap dum...
Wheebooyaka.... chika chika boom boom. XD

Hmm....?

Comments? I like the Shuffle Button. *_* That's about the only thing I'm really liking on this skin. And I think it's cos I was experimenting with Outer Glow. ^.^;; (And of course, I'll be submitting to Anime-Skins after I finish nitpicking it.)

Caffeine-induced insomnia. >__> Last night I stayed up 'til about two. Why? Well....

Around 9:00 this l'il miko clambers up the stairs with a book and a Dr. Pepper and reads for about two hours. Then she gets tired of reading (gasp!) and decides to write in her journal for about an hour, which didn't amount to much since her hand cramped up too many times. But she did write about going insane and what it'd be like and if insane people knew they were insane and that people were doomed to silly clichés for the rest of their lives! :D I save the best of myself for longhand privacy.

Then Hydro bothers me 'til I decide to sneak downstairs and grab another Dr. Pepper at about 12:30 AM and then commence to argue with him about which is better, Dr. Pepper or Pepsi. And then around 1:00 AM I start getting stomach cramps and Hydro isn't much use then, and I staggered around the tiny perimeter of my room and not even Code's singing could cheer me up. o.o;

Finally, around 2:00 AM I pass out to Depeche Mode's Violator album.

XD I love Dr. Pepper.

Hydro: Fanclub, fanclub! XD You should seriously make one, Pam!
Pam: Well... that would be cool. ^.^;; I'll think about it.
Hydro: Everybody loves me! :D
Pam: XD Not Pyre.
Hydro: ­­¬¬;;

Sorry to hear you didn't get the position, Icchan. >__> Better luck next time, chumly.

Guess what, Gen-chan. -.-## Your parents and my parents are dragging us camping Memorial Day Weekend. And you know what? That's the 26th-28th. And you know what? That's the day (26th) AFTER WE GET BACK FROM CAMPING IN EASTERN WASHINGTON. ARGH. And I argued to my parents that I'd be tired and dirty and disgruntled, but they just said "We gotta spend quality time together."

Bulldink! >:O That's why they're not bringing Patrick, then?! He's family! ARGH. My mother is SUCH a hypocrite, saying Patrick doesn't have to come but then getting mad at my dad for never doing anything with the idiot. ARGH.

And that's means both of us will be gone for a week. I can't handle that. NO. I WILL NOT GO.

ARGH. ¬¬##

Anyway, I'm going bowling today. :D I really suck, but who cares. ^.^

Hydro: I don't get to go. *grumble*
Pam: Teenagers. Mostly female teenagers. Which means there'll be no food left for you. XD
Hydro: O_O Right... wouldn't want to lose an arm or a leg in the melee...
Pam: *ROTLFMAO*

cs: "Shag Tag (You're It!)" by Prozzak
-- I got a little game that we can play...

Friday, May 11, 2001

Remember what I said about this blog not being 1) coherent, 2) worthwhile, and 3) intelligent? Well, this applies right... now.

Gen-chan. The other white meat. *ROTFLMAO*

Pamber and Amberla! XD

Okay, enough. @___@

ANYway, I made a big decision that could affect the rest of my life and how I think from now on. Yes. I have joined Mr. Williams' afterschool "Philisophical Discussion" (otherwise known as the Gaming Club ^^;; ). I'm going to join in their Dungeon and Dragons game. I have the handbook right here to decide what I'm going to be, and on Tuesday's meeting I'm gonna roll my stats. Hoo boy. >.< Wish me luck; I should pick up some dice at Wizards of the Coast at the Tacoma Mall. I'll do that this weekend. (Gen-chan, if we go shopping, we have to go by Anchor Blue; I still have that $20 gift card thingy good until my birthday.)

So that means from now on (or at least until the end of the school year, possibly) Tuesdays and Thursday I prolly won't be online at ALL. @___@ The gaming meetings will last until about 7:00 PM sez Mr. WIlliams, and when I get home I'll have to dedicate time to homework (for once -.-##).

Argh. I'm doing so poorly in English. A 93.4%. Accursed groupmates who did nothing to help with the newspaper project. ¬¬##

o.o Dora-chan? Hiding? Where? Why? *blinkblink*

You got that, homie. XD I love that font.

Flatterer. :P It's a picture of a back alley in some city, I forget where, but I couldn't do justice to it. >.<## But anyway, HAPPY BOITHDAY, CHUMLY! XD Just think of it this way; everyday you're a year older than you were a year ago! ^o^;;

Oh dear. >.< That's not very encouraging. Oh well. My top choices for places to go to college are Washington (I'm a true blue [gray?] Washingtonian I admit it!), New York, or California. :D What can I say, I like the big cities. ^^;; Although Washington seems the least likely because I really don't wanna stick around while Boeing moves out. The economy will go kaput. Not good. >__> And California with their rolling blackouts isn't too appealing. Oh well. I have some time to think about where I want to go.

My grandma in Arkansas sent me $20 dollars and a Christian pendant for my birthday! :D I've already planned what I'm gonna spend it on. >XD

Gen-chan. *cough* PIE! XD;;

Hydro: *ROTFLMAO*
Pam: It's Pie! :D
Hydro: He resents that nickname, you know. ^__^
Pam: Yes, it's so fun to tease Pyre. XD

Bowling tomorrow. XD

cs: "The Beer Song" by Bob Rivers