Saturday, March 31, 2001

Kiss my mixed ass, K-Da. XD

Send me something to work on. Ò_Ó You can't expect me to write seven pages
and only get one skin for it!

Currently Playing: "Minority" by Green Day
Stiletto: Gonna write or what?
Pam: Well, don't we just think we're hot shit on a flagpole?
Torrent: =D Cold booger on a matchstick!
Stiletto: ¬.¬ Well?
Pam: >__> Perhaps later. I must be eating my hot and spicy Korean noodles
now. *shamelessly plugs one of her favorite foods*
Torrent: *rolls eyes*
Phoenix: Do the Oz impression! XD
Pam: ...No.
Phoenix: Pwease?
Pam: No. >:|
Phoenix: ;__;
Pam: Fine. I AM OZ!!!!
Phoenix: XDDDDDD
Rebel: ¬¬;; And I thought I was easily amused.
Torrent: *coughsplutter* All in best interest. We can't have Miss Miko feeling
down and out.
Stiletto: Sure we can.
Pam: You're not here, Stiletto. I kicked you into Chapter 24. *kicks him again*

Zule has been a good little VAIO Pentium Processor II today. *pat pat* Maybe I'll
give him a good defraggin' later on...

Currently Playing: "Velcro Fly" by ZZ Top
WhaF*CK? ¬__¬ I wasted an hour's worth of download time getting a song
I already had?!

@____@ I don't know whether to start building my own coffin or go to the doctor,
but I'm still on the same can of Dr. Pepper as when I started today at noon.

...Perhaps I should check Yon Fridgidaire for something to eat. All I know is I'm
not going to eat that last Korean pancake. No.

Currently Playing: "Loss" by Blast
Why do they call them lung cookies when they don't taste like cookies?

It's rather nice to be sick when you're crying because then they don't
know if you're sniffling tears or snot.
U2's, "In God's Country"
Misheard Lyrics:
Desert Guy, Jeremey, the Desert Guy
Correct Lyrics:
Desert Sky, dream beneath a Desert Sky
STUPID LEMON TEA! >< It's only half finished. ;___; Unfortunately, it
tastes even worse cold.

*COUGHHACKSPLUTTER* Lovely. *tosses another wad of toilet paper in
the traschan*

I hate being sick. It makes me feel unhappy, crappy, and stupid. ;___;
x____x My mom just gave me a mug of hot lemon tea. It tastes yucky.
She told me to drink it ALL. *whimpers and dies*

Currently Playing: "Frozen Puck To The Head" by Captain Tractor
This is so lame... >__>

Zeruely, are you back yet? *whines*
O.O I think my mummy's making Korean pancakes again. ^O^
You know nothing. You're out of your league. :P
Owning this, I do believe I could die happier. Of course, it's only a 1500,
not an 1800, but it's still a very sweet bike, don't you think? ^___^
My CDs
Depeche Mode - The Singles 86-98 (Two CD Compliation)
Depeche Mode - Music For The Masses
Depeche Mode - Violator
Depeche Mode - Black Celebration
Depeche Mode - Ultra
Depeche Mode - Construction Time Again
Depeche Mode - The Singles 81-85
Savage Garden - Savage Garden
Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply (Japanese Import)
Savage Garden - Affirmation
Bloodhound Gang - One Fierce Beer Coaster
Bloodhound Gang - Hooray For Boobies
Papa Roach - Infest
KoRN - Issues
Green Day - Warning
R.E.M. - New Adventures in Hi-Fi
R.E.M. - Monster
R.E.M. - Automatic For The People
Erasure - Pop! The First Twenty Hits
Gladiator - The Soundtrack
Pink Floyd - The Wall (Two CD Compliation)
Styx - The Grand Illusion
Styx - Brave New World
blink-182 - Buddha
blink-182 - Enema of the State
The Chemical Brothers - Burned CD from my cousin
Dead Can Dance - Toward The Within
U2 - Achtung Baby
Aqua - Aquarius
Backstreet Boys - Millennium (gag; Christmas present from my ignorant
father; I keep it to please him)
Enigma - MCMXC
Adiemus - The Best of Adiemus
Various Artists - My Compliation of Once-Favored Songs

CDs I Have But Haven't Listened To
Ziggy Marley - Spirit of Music
Hootie and the Blowfish - Some CD I got from my cousin

Tapes
Depeche Mode - Speak and Spell
Depeche Mode - Some Great Reward
Depeche Mode - Catching Up With Depeche Mode

I think you can tell who's my favorite artist. XD

Currently Playing: "Master and Servant [Live]" by Depeche Mode
Pam: I'm all alone and sick on a Saturday afternoon... @___@;;
Stiletto: Sucks to be you.
Pam: >:|
Torrent: ¬__¬;; I refuse to comment.
Stiletto: Well, it does.
Pam: *kicks Stiletto into Chapter 24* And don't come back!

Currently Playing: "Monty Got A Raw Deal" by R.E.M.
Rice Chex. First meal of the day. And the milk wasn't sour when I opened,
either. This must be a good sign.

Currently Playing: "Enjoy The Silence (Yearning Dub)" by Depeche Mode
DON't FIRE FRANK! I DIDN'T POST ANYTHING BAD!

...Just had to add that in. XD
NO DARK SARCASM IN THE CLASSROOM. O_______O
No, I think sea182033.foxinternet.net is me. Anyone care to check on that?
sea182033.foxinternet.net

I think that's me. XDDD It has to be.

Or this one : 13.dialup.foxinternet.com

Hmm. Lemme check and see.
Isn't interesting to know that more often than not people look in their
hankie after they blow their nose? o__o What do they expect to find,
gold?
*sniffle* I feel so inferior now... *cries*
Wow. When was the last time I watched TV? @__@;;
There's this guy (who shall remain anonymous), who wants to name his
computer after me. x___x
No likee Kamui. o___o First of all, he's waaaaay too pretty. Secondly, he
takes all the attention away from everyone else. And thirdly, he's just... not
a likable person for me. ­¬___¬;;

Spent most of my time today updating my profile section. >___> Gen-chan,
when you get the time, remember to update my cliques on CC.net.

Wingy: Racism doesn't make sense. There's only one race. The human race.
:P I'm half Korean, and part German, French, and Swedish, and I'm damn proud
to be a part of all of those cultures. If people don't like it then they can kiss my
mixed ass.

Isn't it a terrible irony to have the last name Thoroughgood yet sing a song called
"Bad To The Bone" ?

Currently Playing: "One Bourbon, One Scotch, One Beer" by George Thoroughgood
XDDDDD Gen-chan! I found it! XD

They Might Be Giants
"Istanbul (Not Constantinople)
Album: Flood
=====================

Istanbul was Constantinople
Now it's Istanbul, not Constantinople
Been a long time gone, Constantinople
Now it's Turkish delight on a moonlit night

Every gal in Constantinople
Lives in Istanbul, not Constantinople
So if you've a date in Constantinople
She'll be waiting in Istanbul

Even old New York was once New Amsterdam
Why they changed it I can't say
People just liked it better that way

So take me back to Constantinople
No, you can't go back to Constantinople
Been a long time gone, Constantinople
Why did Constantinople get the works?
That's nobody's business but the Turks

Istanbul (Istanbul)
Istanbul (Istanbul)

Even old New York was once New Amsterdam
Why they changed it I can't say
People just liked it better that way

Istanbul was Constantinople
Now it's Istanbul, not Constantinople
Been a long time gone, Constantinople
Why did Constantinople get the works?
That's nobody's business but the Turks

So take me back to Constantinople
No, you can't go back to Constantinople
Been a long time gone, Constantinople
Why did Constantinople get the works?
That's nobody's business but the Turks

Istanbul
What, no Bubbles? *sniffle* ;___;
>< Oy vey. I hate getting up early, but there's no stopping it. I can't help
it anyway. It's like ingrained into my brain or something. *sighs* Anyway,
I don't think I wanted to stay asleep. My dream was disturbing. oO;;

The first part I remember involved me in the Anime Café, although it was
a lot nicer looking in my dream. My dad was holding up the RK video I
wanted, Depeche Mode's Speak and Spell CD that I wanted, and also
Styx's Kilroy Was Here CD. I told him to forget Kilroy Was Here, that I
wanted Depeche Mode, but I couldn't talk.

Then my dream continued on to depict me and Gen-chan in MIB suits and
leather shoes walking up my street. We stopped by my house, and I told
her, "Let's put on some rubber boots so we don't get all yucky when we go
in the sewer." And she replies, "All right." So we do, and then I realize
Kamui's there with us and he smiles at us and says, "I love you both. Let's
get married." We're both shocked, but Gen-chan replies, "Sorry, I don't love
you. I love Seishirou." Kamui's face contorts a little with emotion, making him
look so ugly. His face untwists and he's his pretty self again. Then he turns to
me and asks me to marry him. I reply, "Hell no. You're prettier than me." Then
he turns and runs off crying and Gen-chan sez, "That was nice." I go, "Would
you like a Snix?"

Then my dream evaporates into me and Kamui being inside a narrow cave
hallway, and we're waiting for some people to finish eating breakfast, so I call
out, "Are you done eating your BLOG breakfast?" And I could see my words
floating in the air. Someone replies, "No, we still need to give out BLOG presents
and then perform the BLOG ceremony before we can go." (BLOG was all
capitalized for reasons I don't understand) Kamui shakes his head and tells them
to hurry the f*ck up. I smack Kamui on the back of the head and ask him if he wants
to get us killed.

Then I have a dream about Yosemite Sam and some pirate captain marooned on
an island. The captain takes over and constantly tells Yosemite Sam that Sam's
very kind for allowing him [the captain] to use the bed, eat the food, etc. Then
Yosemite Sam says very angrily, "Well, then, thanks for letting me use your ship!"
Before he can though, the pirate jumps into the small dinghy (hardly a ship), and
rows off, leaving Yosemite Sam stranded there.

After that I continue to dream. This time a small girl is marooned on an island,
and people don't know where she is, so they assume she committed suicide.
Three sad clowns try to demonstrate in three jumps how she did it, but a group
of ducks (they all look like Daffy Duck) disagree and say it's impossible to drown
in water that shallow when other people are around, so they fly off to find her.

Then I wake up to Savage Garden's "Gunning Down Romance" for the second
time. x___X Yeah. That was my continuous dream. I think it might have been
caused by Ozzy Osborne's "Shock The Monkey" (was it him? can't remember),
because that was the last song I remember hearing before I turned on Savage
Garden and went to sleep. x_____x I don't know if that was the problem, or if it
was some of those salted-and-peppered fries I ate before bedtime. ><

I'm still feeling pretty ill, but I'm well equipped for a boring day. I've got on my
fuzzy jaguar slippers, my X/1999 shirt, Code's down here with me, and I've also
got my Chapter 3 Take-Home Algebra III Test with me.

Here's the last problem: (Problem #10)

3x - 6y + 3z = 18
2x - 3y + 4z = 6
2x - 3y + 5z = 4

Fairly easy if you ask me, because I've already solved it and then, for extra credit,
graphed it on a three-dimension graph. x___x I can't wait to get into matrises next
chapter, although I hear it's difficult at first. Meh. With this mushy so-called "hard"
math, I don't think I should trust what he says. He said this test would be hard.
¬__¬;; Yeah... sure... maybe because I'm out of sorts. While we were doing it
during class, I had to go up to him to ask if Ø (no solution) is what you're supposed
to put if your result for a y=mx+b formula turns out like this : 0 = 5. And he gave me
this strange look and said, "Geez, Pam, you must really not be feeling well. Just
take your time. That's right. Don't worry about it." So then, because the majority of
the class is never ready for these tests, he allows it to be a take-home test, but it'll
only count if we get 100%. I know I will, probably more since I made up extra credit
(graphing the points on a three-dimension graph).

Gee. I should probably stop before this blog gets any longer. oO;;

Currently Playing: "Comfortably Numb" by Pink Floyd

Friday, March 30, 2001

FRANK! XDDDDDDDDD
Actually, I figured something like that. @@;; My computer (Zule, *gag*)
does that to me. And the terrible irony of it is that I tell someone my internet's
finally not giving me a problem, then Zule laughs and boots me off. X_______X
Oh, the sadistic technology I must endure...

Hee. Hee. Hee.

*cough* I would do my impression of OZ right now, but maybe I shouldn't... @@
Pam: >=( You promised.
Pam: @___@;; All right. Fine.

I AM OZ!!!!!!

Did I mention I finished Neverwhere yesterday? :D I was almost wrong in assuming who
was or wasn't *spoiler* but then I was right after all. XD My intuition has almost never
failed me yet. Except once, at the movie theatre, when I was Pitch Black with
Gen-chan. And who cares that I was the only one in the theatre who screamed? *blush*
Well, how's this: Do you want a Snix or a Twickers? But you only do's it sometimes. :P

If only I could get over Ender's Game. @@ I think I'll go down some gelcaps. Ta-ta.

Currently Playing: "Napster of Puppets" by Thick Liquid
@___@ I been done kicked off net!

*HACKCOUGHSPLUTTERSNEEZEAWCHOO* >< Whew.

Well, I'm working on a skin. :D It's the requested Count D skin. *is finally happy
she has something to do other than write and drink Dr. Pepper* I'm debating
whether or not I should stay on the 'net and download some stuff while working
on it. This might take several hours. @@;; I'm outta practice still.

If I do get it done, we'll have done four skins in a month! :D Woohoo!

All right, all right. >__> I'll buy you a weapon when I turn 21. Geez, Gen-chan.
XD I'm glad my mom doesn't vacuum around me when I'm on the phone.

The gelcaps aren't working... *taps fingers together thoughtfully*

Currently Playing: "The Safety Dance" by Men At Work
Re: Entry @ 3.28.2001 22:17 Couldn't agree more! :D

Muahahahaha! >XD As soon as I add Dora-san to my links, she'll have to move
me to the Blogs of People Who Know I Read Them.

I'm not a fan of Kamui, but that skin is so deliciously... striking. XD

Gen-chan, you left out some considerably impawtant parts. @@;;

Mom told me to take medicine. Nooooo... >< I hate gelcaps. You can just feel
them go down, and, to me, it's quite unsettling. x___x

Currently Playing: "Istanbul (Not Constantinople)" by They Might Be Giants
Y'know, Gen-chan, we should start a joint blogger. =D That would be fun.
*points up at the Team Link in the edit your blog menu* Whaddaya say?
I sent the story, Ein images, and Wolfwood image to you, Gen-chan. Oh
wait, that's right. You have a life. ^.~

Well, I uploaded the Ein images at Virtue.nu. >___> After it kicked me out
with "internal errors" and "505" messages about five times. One, two, and
three. =D

*sniffle sniffle sniffle* Yeah, I'm not feeling too much better, although Dr. Pepper
did cool my throat a little. I spent all this time downloading Depeche Mode songs.
>___> I feel guilty. I only have 81 DM songs (one cover by Erasure and another
by Thick Liquid). *sighs* I really want to go to the concert in July. >< Gen-chan,
you must come. Your job hunting can wait. This is an opportunity that may
not happen for a long time again. Ò__Ó

Man, they sound soooo sexy singing "Master and Servant [Live]." *dissolves into
a puddle of miko goo*

XD *wipes eyes* Oh dear. maximumnautius is worried that I might have Captain
Trips. XDDDD No, I don't think so. Hee hee. Hee. o_____o I hope not. I don't want to
die. In the book, the people who were immune never got sick. Everyone that caught it
died. Except for one person, and he had one immune parent. >____> Geez, that's a
great relief.

I am OZ!!!!!!

A very sick OZ!!!!!!, might I add.

Currently Playing: "Enter Sandman" by Metallica
*SNIIIIIFFFFF* Uuuuuuuu..... •__• Man. This is really disgusting. I just
sneezed twice all over my hands. And it was definitely not a very clean
sneeze, either. Amber, I don't think we'll be able to anything this weekend,
and of course, I am PERFECT, so I will not miss school even if I can't talk
anymore. And when I do talk, my voice is all nasally. My throat feels slick
but also rough at the same time, my nose is at a constant drip. I think I
sound like one of those guys on a commercial for NyQuil. @___@;;

Thanks, Frank. I didn't know when you came on. Usually I'm on after school
(about 2:30 PM to 8:30 PM with little breaks in between), or if it's a Wednesday
2:30 PM to 4:30 PM (I have motorcycle meetings those days). On weekends
nearly all day unless Gen-chan decides to drag me over or I go out for rides
on our GoldWing. But at least you don't have to get up early for work. @@;;
I hate getting up for school. ><

Ooooh! :D The Taurus PT-99 looks pretty nifty. XD

I think I should probably go lie down. Knowing myself, that won't happen. I'll
work on the story, Gen-chan. Don't jump down my throat just yet (and you wouldn't
want to; it's probably not a pleasant place to be right now). I found some really cute
Ein pictures, and I still hafta give you that Wolfwood picture I've been meaning to.

Ahem. Er ahem ahem. *cough cough* x___x Spring Break, come soon....

*kicks Zule* What a dumb name for a computer. >< Why the heck did my dad
pick Zule?

Currently Playing: "Get Down Tonight" by KC & the Sunshine Band
Damn. I just lost my entry. >< Shooooot. I can't afford to play around
with Blogger right now. I'm sick. Oy vey.

Frank, it is disturbing. Especially when they started making those "ice
cream" moulders and stuff. @@;; The Play-Doh looked good enough to eat,
literally. I think I'd prefer something cute and cuddly to blow off everyone
I hate. >=D No, not really, but it makes a good daydream.

Amber says I should go to the doctor before I fall to pieces. My left ear
is inflammed and is constantly throbbing. This is obviously not a good sign.

Gen-chan, I'll send you the story when I'm good and ready, and not before.
Which reminds me, I found some cute Ein pictures to use, but I'll send them
the same time I send the story. XD And that's precisely what I'm doing now.
>=D I won't get caught, though. I don't think Ms. Linder cares. @@;; She knows
I'm the type of person who slacks off but always manages to have her work good
and done. Hmmm.

I'll have to swim today. Thank God it's the weekend. I cannot wait. I hurt
all over right now. ;___; This sucketh.

When do you usually get on AIM, anyway, Frank? oo;; *can't find you* Nooo,
AIM won't load on this stupy poopy iMac.

Currently Thinking Of: A Nice Cool Dr. Pepper with some tortilla chips
and sour cream and cheese dip... oy. I'm hungry now. >< But I think I'd
like the cold Dr. Pepper most of all. My throat hurts.

Thursday, March 29, 2001

Suddenly I have the feeling that I am being watched. o_________o *is
paranoid* I hate it when people look at me sometimes. Maybe I have
something to hide. Maybe I don't and I just don't like it.

Man. >< I think too much sometimes that my brain hurts. Whee. >< My back hurts
again. *sniffle* I'm still sick. x_____x Oh well, life goes on.

Philips: You Got To Admit It's Getting Better
Shane Company: Now You Have A Friend In The Diamond Business
Chevorlet: For Chevorlet Cars And Tough Chevy Trucks, Sunset Chevorlet! (sp?)
Plug-Ins: Plug It In, Plug It In!
Pepsi: The Joy of Cola
Diet Coke: Just For The Taste of It, Diet Coke!
Dr. Pepper: Makes The World Taste Better
Kool-Aid: OOOOHHHH YEAH!
Mountain Dew: Do The Dew.
Albertson's: It's Your Store
Sleep Country USA: Why Buy A Matress Anywhere Else? *ping*
McDonald's: We Love To See You Smile
Pringles: Once You Pop, The Fun Don't Stop (or something like that)
Play-Doh: Anything Goes With Play-Doh

I am currently past 230 pages in Gaiman's Neverwhere. =D

Wow. It's amazing. It's fantastic. There's just nothing like a nice Coca-Cola
enema to brighten up your day.


I discovered if I move my head too sharply, I can feel my brains sliding around.

Currently Playing: "Sucks To Be You" by Prozzak
I had a lot of fun in Algebra III. Tamara and I were laughing and yelling
at each other, and she was trying to get me to help her with the first
couple problems, and we were just laughing. We managed to freak out
Jorge, and of course, my giggly side took over me and I laughed constantly.
For the most part. Test tomorrow. *crosses fingers* I didn't want to help
some people who asked, though. I wonder if Jorge (who's cute *cough cough*)
sits next to me because he wants to or because he knows I'm the smartest
(supposedly) person in that class. @__@

It's kind of sad when all my latest AIM conversations appear to be made up
mostly of anime faces such as ^^;; or -___-;; and the exchange of "I hate school"
and "what's up?" @___@ *sighs*

I'm bored already. Stupid homework. Two tests tomorrow. Pray for me.

It's especially disheartening to realize that I've won 1871 games of FreeCell and
lost 3861 while on the internet. Sometimes I hate slow people. I can win a FreeCell
game twice in the time it takes some people to reply to one of my messages.
Geezly. >< Am I being unfair? Yes. Do I care? Not right now. My greatest winning
streak was 9 games in a row. My sorriest losing streak was 28 games in a row. @@;

Ò__Ó You will give back that CD ASAP or else, ya hear?!

If I could, I would listen to the instrumentation of U2's "Hold Me Thrill Me Kiss Me
Kill Me (Rock 2000 Mix)" all day. I love the guitar parts. XD

Linkin Park's "One Step Closer" can't decide if it's 3:53 minutes long or 2:41 minutes
long. @___@

I'm bored. This sucks. >< Wingy? AmoebaSTAR? Hello? Anyone? ¬___¬

Currently Playing: "Flood" by Jars of Clay
Poor Gen-chan. I meant about your condition that prevents you from
having to participate in certain activities. *evil grlare*

Haaa... I'm not doing what I'n supposed to be doing. iMacs and Netscape
really suck.

I'm wearing my Sanosuke shirt right now. =D Amber's gonna scribble soon.
^o^

Doobie, doobie do... I feel sorry for my dad. He's going to start working
on the school's tech support team on April 2.
Hee, hee, hee. I'm at school.

Ooh, booger of a headache. >< Took some Advil from Gen-chan. Not sure if it'll work.

Frank, whatever does the most damage in the shortest time will be fine. I'm on AIM
almost all the time after school. I'll look for ya. ^.~

Ragabash, we are lucky to have Spring Break. *throws confetti everywhere*

>< I should be working on my project. Oops. XD Oh well. My head hurts, my throat's
throbbing with sandpaper, and my sinuses are clogged. I'm not swimming today.

Currently Humming : Lemon Tree by Fool's Garden

Wednesday, March 28, 2001

Wait, one more thing. Don Henley's song "Dirty Laundry" mentions Molotov
cocktails being the local drink. >< Wouldn't that suck? XD
Am I Right? Something to keep me and you occupied.

(IIRC, "Am I Right?" is also an Erasure song.)

Well, signing off. No reason to stay on. Not one of 14 people on my AIM list
is on. @@;; AIM Bad. Dr. Pepper Good.
This is great. I can finally learn how to dance like the rest of them.

...

*is morbidly reminded of the dance scene in Antz*
Ein? :D

Read to page 57 of Gaiman's Neverwhere. I am hooked. *drools* I hate
Jessica. I like Door. De Carabas is weird. Dick reminds me of Cloud in a
dazed, slightly off way. *^^*

Agh. @____@ This bites. Man. My brother made me chop onions for him.
Now it feels like I have a sore throat. ¬___¬ This isn't a good sign, is it?

No one's on AIM... the old fart left me to read Neverwhere whilst I downloaded
from Napster... noooo... I'm so booored... Agh.

Chika chika chika. Shooka shooka shooka. (Hey, this ain't like KoRN's "Twist.")
Booyaka. XD Wheebooyaka. *fond memories of her composed "Whee Song"*

Torrent: o_O??
Stiletto: -___x;;
Pam: ;___; I'm lonely. Lonely I am. Lonely am I.
Stiletto: Serves you right. You have no life.
Torrent: *refuses to comment lest his arm be ripped off*
Pam: *hand to forehead* Alas. Tis true. Bug off. Fart-eater. XD
Stiletto: Ò__Ó
Torrent: *silence*
Stiletto: ^____^ *doesn't realize he's putting his whole head into a fire ant's nest*
You've only yourself to blame. Only you can--
Torrent: *in attempt to cheer up the miko* Prevent forest fires.
Pam: I'd rather start them. Like a certain -chan's dad... *grins at her vegetarian friend*
Torrent: @@!!!!!
Stiletto: Hah.
Pam: *^^* Stiletto, you're so gonna get it. *starts up laptop*
Stiletto: Damn. v___v
Pam: So I said to myself, "Self, what are we gonna do about Stiletto?"
Self: Well... there's always mind control. Or death. Or torture.
Pam: Nono, more degrading. Lower than Saturn's density.
Self: Hmm... >=D
Pam: >=D
Stiletto: Dammit.
Phoenix: Oh, you mean do a little dance, make a little love, get down tonight?
Pam: Along those lines. XD *laughs evilly*
Self: *laughs evilly*
Pam: XD I love being told I have an evil laugh. >XD
Self: Hee.
Stiletto: *curls up like a slug sprinkled with salt*
Torrent: *remains silent, for fear he may be the next scapegoat*
Pam: It's a lot like life, and that's what's appealing when you despise, that throwaway
feeling from disposable fun...
Phoenix: Disposable fun?
Pam: XD *thinks of Torrent*
Torrent: *knows what Pam is thinking and shivers*
Pam: *laughs evilly*
Stiletto: For Gawdssake's write in the damned story already.
Pam: ...You dare to mess with OZ?!?!?!
Stiletto: Eep.

Chika chika boom boom boom boom boom. Chika chika boom boom boom boom
boom. Whee.

Debating on whether to put "Mr. Roboto" or "Master and Servant (Who Let Me Do This?
Mix)" on continuous repeat
I haven't picked up Neil Gaiman's Neverwhere more than once. >__> I've
been too preoccupied with pitying Ender and disliking Petra. ^^;; Maybe I should
get on it. It looks interesting enough, is interesting enough (I've read to about page
30), and probably will get more interesting later on. Hmm.
I wonder if Virtue.nu allows cross-linking...?

Here's a picture of my dad's GoldWing. Cross-link, Virtue.nu. Please.
YVAN EHT NIOJ. *^^*

Here's my updated WinAmp list. ^^;; Got DM? XD

Let's safety dance! =D

No one's on AIM to talk with. >< Argh. I'm bored.

Currently Playing: "Stayin' Alive" by the BeeGees
Shoot, man. ;__; No motorcycle ride. It's raining. >< Stupid rain. We
need it but I hate you anyway.

XDDDDD Frank, I just realized what you have below your Boomstick Banner.
Trè cool. XD Maybe that should be a new clique or something... *candle lights
up* (Sorry; no lightbulb; we hafta save electricity.) *points up and grins*

Man. I wanted to wear me leather chaps, my Harley Davidson boots, and my very
cool leather jacket. ;___; Darn. Maybe I'll put 'em on anyway. XDDD

Well, tacos tonight. With Adam and Patrick, this should prove interesting...

Currently Playing: "Boys (Extended)" from Dance Dance Revolution
Let's use this image, ja? XD

Or maybe this, or this, I don't know. I'm losing touch with surfing. I
haven't got pic surfing in a long time, which reminds me, I still haven't given
you that Wolfwood picture yet... ><

Agh. Won't be on later tonight. Motorcycle meeting. >=D Woohoo! Maybe
I'll get to use my riding gear for the second time since we bought it! Ò__Ó
We've only had it maybe two weeks. I love those boots. XD We're going to
Dairy Queen tonight, methinks. I'm not sure.

...I love sour cream with tortilla chips... *sighs contentedly*

Currently Playing: "New Life" by Depeche Mode
Today was... eh... so-so. >< Could've been better, I guess. Swimming
was very very difficult. @@ And I'm not talking as it difficult because it
was hard to do, it was difficult because of my delicate condition for right
now. >< Don't know, don't ask, no one harmed.

Who should get thrown off the Space Needle? *^^*

Ooh, sakura-san! Pretty layout! :D

Yes, Frank. I lack a life but I like it like that. XDD If I had a life (i.e. more social
interactions) then everything would come apart. I wouldn't be able to be here
and amuse anyone anymore with my frivolous bantering and my quirky moods.
Can I borrow your shotgun? There's a few people at school who deserve no less
than to use it for a lollypop. ¬__¬ One such is Whitney, codenamed by Amber
and me "Jessica." We tried to think up bitchy sounding names. I felt guilty for
revelling in the fact that Whitney's in deep shit because she's so loud and annoying.
XD Oh well.

The reason why we love Dr. Pepper because it's great for those bowel
movements! XDDD I don't know if it actually contains prune juice, but I know it
did at one point. (hence the slogan "10, 2 and 4" for times to drink it for
effective shitting).

And well lackaday. :D I read from past blogs you'd like to see a Folken skin.
I dunno, I'll hunt around for a suitable picture, unless you have a preferred image
you'd like to be skinned. We only have one, but it sucks. @@ And we already
skinned it. And the skin also sucks. ^^;;

Gen-chan, lucky you. @@ And you know exactly what I'm talking about. Ò__Ó

So, here's the list for next up for skinning...?
1) Count D
2) Cowboy Bebop
3) Folken (And DemonHunter, Van is NOT better! >< )
4) That picture of Kotori you like... @@

Well, gee. I dunno. I wrote until midnight (same as you worked on the skin until
midnight), and I feel kinda off today. Whee.

*happy dance* I got my E Drive back. XD

Gee, this song "Sucks to Be You" is kinda true. On TheSpark's Bastard and Bitch
tests
, I rated more bastard than bitch. @@;;

Mmm... um... *thinks* I'm fresh out for now. I'll go hunt around for some Folken
pictures, drink gallons of Dr. Pfeffer, say "squiffed" a lot, and um... uh.... drool
over my Sanosuke shirt. XD

Currently Playing: "Drive" by R.E.M.

Tuesday, March 27, 2001

Woohoo! Alle rechts! Zu schlecht kann sonst niemand Deutsch,
hahahahahahahaha lesen. ... Wer wird Sie zu enthäutet würden
bevorzugen? *^^*

@@ I'm signing off for tonight. Need to go write. Homework I can neglect.
The clamouring voices of Torrent and Stiletto I cannot.

Torrent: >=D
Stiletto: Damn straight.
Pam: -___-

Currently Playing: "We Are The Champions" by Queen
Here are six reasonably stupid events of idiocy from yours truly (and yes,
at one point in my young life I've done all of these):

1) If you wear excessive or fancy/fancier earrings than most, it is not wise to
ever proceed to place a badmitton racket near your ear. The pain is
unbelievable after a few tugs when it gets caught. (This year)

2) Never stand in the line of action during any game that involves balls, such
as baseball, basketball, pickeball, and soccer. Too many blows to the head
will faze a person. (Over the course of 7th-9th grades)

3) Cherry pits can and will get stuck up your nose. (Seven years old)

4) Swinging high with no arms on the swings while holding hands with your friends
may lead to possible brain damage from being flipped back and falling six feet in the air
to the ground and landing on the back of your head. Or, in special cases such as mine,
it may make you smarter. 75/25 chance, I'd say. (Second Grade)

5) Having Mr. Pibb or Cherry Coke come out your nose on more than one occasion
is really unpleasant and it hurts. (8th grade)

6) You are never safe from spontaneous nosebleeds. Be careful when you
bend over to pick up someone's books. (And it warn't the change in altitude, Gen-chan!)
(8th grade)

Yes. Embarrassing but amusing. I was thinking about all these events in my life (some
of them recent, others quite long ago) while downloading Prozzak's "Sucks to Be You."

Currently Playing: "Velcro Fly" by ZZ Top
Wenn Sie dies lesen können, stellen Sie das Wort (s) "squiffed" oder
"Dr. Pfeffer" auf Ihrem blogger innerhalb der Stunde auf und der göttlichste
Sinn macht eine Haut Bitte für Sie. Selbstverständlich, wenn ich nicht weiß
um Ihren blogger, dann es saugt zu ist Sie.

I'm cruel, I know. Go on. Do as it says. XDDDD
Pam: I'm ready... I'm ready for the laffin' gas...
Pam: Aw shuddap. *plugs ears* ¬___¬ No wonder you're so deaf. You
have to listen to yourself sing all the time.
Pam: >< You shut up. I'm cranky, crampy, and cruddy right now. Do you
really wanna mess with me?
Kenshin: Oro?
Pam: I hope ya flip some guy the bird, he cuts you off and you're forced to
swerve...
Kenshin: ¬__¬;; Not that song...
Pam: I hope you die.
Pam: :B You're just fulla love today, aintcha?
Pam: Yes.
Pam: ...Taste Tation?
Pam: Don't mind if I do.
Torrent: Don't spoil your dinner.
Pam: What are you talking about? I already ate dinner.
Torrent: @@ Don't correct me.
Pam: ...If you don't shut up, I think Eradication may have to follow suit after
Terminus and reveal Stiletto's true feelings for you, pretty boy.
Torrent: Gen-chan will save me.
Pam: Oh yeah? Gen-chan doesn't have The Story. >=D
Torrent: *dies*
Pam: Leave him alone.
Pam: Hey you're such a pretty boy
Pam: P-R-E- Double T-Y!
Kenshin: Gee, isn't hard to sing two verses at once?
Torrent: @@ Don't ask. You don't want to know.
Kenshin: *facefaults*
Pam: I wonder if these lyrics...

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Maybe anyhow I'll get another toy


...is referring to all the wonderful nuclear test sites...
Pam: *reads Stephen King's The Stand too much*
Torrent: *sighs and dies*
Pam: What? It's an innocent question. I'd like a new toy. >=D
Torrent: I thought Jenny was gonna buy you your own handcuffs and whips
when she won the lotto.
Pam: Yeah, but only old people like maximumnautius win it. XD (Just
teasin' ya, old fart!)

I feel like writing. Pain sucks, but it's a hell of an incentive, y'know.

Currently Playing: "What's Your Name? (Extended)" by Depeche Mode
Today is definitely not Nataku no Miko's day. No sir, nuh-uh.

1) 6:45 AM - Get out of bed to discover throbbing pain in head due to
too much Dr. Pepper consumption.
2) Fourth Period - Discover for a feminine reason that I could not swim
today. Was really pissed because two weeks hadn't even passed before
Aunt Flow came to visit me again.
3) End of Fourth Period - Normal pain in back begin.
4) Sixth Period - Could barely walk without wincing.
5) Get home. Discover that my internet connection feels like being more
sadistic than ever.
6) 3:35 PM approx. Try to shut computer down. Computer chuckles weakly
and flips me the bird. (In other words, the Blue Screen of Death)
7) 4:45 PM - Pain grows worse in back; throbbing headache returns. The miko
in question refuses to take any pain medication for some reason not even known
to herself. Perhaps she's really the masochist she makes herself out to be.

The miko is not happy today. Frank, sorry about that. >__> *kicks Fox Internet*
Oy vey. Amber, sorry for leaving on such short notice, too. Man, for once I wish
I could check my mail without being kicked off at least twice. @@;;

Lemme explain the happy dance to ya, and for those who are curious...
1) Face lights up and a high-pitched squeal begins
2) Fists clench and begin moving swiftly as I proceed to flap like a chicken
3) "Daa!" noises are made
4) Fists continue to pump in the air as I squeal at whatever captures my
adoration (for the moment)
5) (Optional) If standing up, I proceed to hop from foot to foot ("I'm late, I'm late for
a very important date!")
6) Dance stops, only to take place the next time Gen-chan points at Nataku

Yeah, well, I can't really dance. Geez. I can't even walk around my own house
without stubbing a toe. ><

I hate school. It's not the actual learning that bugs me, but the fact that the
teachers manage somehow to assign projects within a week of each other.
Gee, now how could that be...? ¬___¬;;

It's so dark in here. >< My back hurts. I want Code. ;_____; I need Dr. Pepper.
I hate swimming. Ugh. When life gives you lemons, be careful. It doesn't mean
what you think it means.

...I can't remember the Shane Co. commercial anymore! No, wait... here it
comes...

Now you have a friend in the diamond business. The Shane Company,
take the exit off I-5 or I-405, near the Alderwood Mall. Open week nights 'til 8,
Saturday and Sunday 'til 9.

*bows* Thank you. And did I mention my back hurts? *winces* Until the break
of dawn (life life) cannot go by the letter(?) (time time) Prozak can make it better...

Currently Playing: "The Demon Pulsedriver" by 666

Monday, March 26, 2001

...Hee hee. The 't' in disappointment overlaps the picture. XDDDDDD
I found the exact moment when Frank linked me! >XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
*does her trademark Happy Dance (for details inquire after Gen-chan)* Okay.
:D I'm sorry. People say the weirdest things please me, such as playing the
AIM Warning Game, anytime someone even hints at the work "Nataku," someone
mentions "whirled peas" (damn the bleach that ruined my shirt! ;__; ), and
of course, Code! XD

...The rest of the seris a no-go? >__> Okay, thanks for saving me from diasappointment.
I dunno which to hate more: 1) a bad ending, 2) a stupid plotline, 3) when I finish
a good book, 4) when I finish a good series, or 5) when I feel the obsessive need
to read a book over and over again. Gee, I felt kinda sorry for Petra, but man,
I didn't like her at all. >< I dunno, but I think I've developed this talismanic regard
for Ender. @___@;;

Well, I think I should be getting to work on that science project due tomorrow. I
dunno, sometimes I love the thought of space travel, but at other times it just
seems so loooooooong. >< *kicks the sun* Ow. Man. We have to measure (10
CM = 1 AU) the planets' distance from the sun. We get a thin piece of paper
4 meter sticks long. *twirls a finger* Yay. I can't wait for something harder. And
this is the "Highly Capable" class? Geez louise. I think my brother could do this.
Unfortunately, that doesn't say much for my brother, who's 17 years-old (and let's
not get back to the subject of the Troillet Bathroom Escapades).

Schedule's messed up. Hafta take Geometry 1 next semester, and then Geometry
2 and Algebra IV one year from now. Damn them. I'm only going to be a sophomore.
And what a stupid name that is, anyway. I've always hated math. Ick. And science.
I guess I wouldn't be very right-brained, but Mr. Williams says that I kinda am since
I learn better from sound and pictures and not by reading the Algebra Book. I dunno.
I just find it easier to learn when I listen to someone. It sticks in my brain better....
unless of course you're asking me to call you later tonight or take out the trash. It
goes in one ear and out the other. XD

Oof. >< Heh. My dad said that this 1 liter bottle of Dr. Pepper was to last two days.
It didn't even last two hours. XDDDD
Who am I?

...*throws head back and laughs* You, foolish mortal, do not understand!

I...AM...OZ!

You dare not cross the path of OZ! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA! >XD

Kenshin: Orooo.... *facefaults*
Torrent: Caffeine much?
Kenshin: One liter in half an hour...
Torrent: *blink blink* God save us...
Pam: *evil grin* Hee....
Kenshin: Blame her dad.
Torrent: He doesn't know the evil he burdens us all with...
Kenshin: If this is Happy Pam (tm), I'd hate to see what Angry Pam (tm) is...
Torrent: Oh, but you have... *points at the pile of mangled anime characters*
Kenshin: *winces away*
Pam: Let's go home and... *flutters eyelashes* play...
Torrent: @@;;
Kenshin: *faints*
Pam: *blink blink* Damn the science homework.
Torrent: *hugs Kenshin* We're saved!
Pam: >XD Procrastination, no breathing...
Kenshin: *wakes up* Orooo.....
Pam: XD
Kenshin: Wait a minute, who the hell are you? *points at Torrent*
Torrent: *shakes head* Who I am matters not...
Pam: Silence, mortal! You do not understand! I AM OZ!
Torrent: -___- *hides in his office*
Kenshin: o_O; *goes back inside the anime tape*

In case you're wondering, the miko is a little more than squiffed right now. She's
downright hyper. *^^*

Pam: Oh yes. She's very hyper right now.
Pam: Oh course I am. Why shouldn't I be? There's a science project due tomorrow, a
liter of Dr. Pepper sloshing around in my stomach, and I'm already reading Ender's Game
for the third time. XDD
Pam: ¬__¬ All right, but don't complain to me tomorrow when you wake up with a
hangover.
Pam: Silly, who said anything about sleep?
Pam: Nonsense. A young miko like yerself needs her beauty rest, and boy, do you
need all the beauty rest you can get!
Pam: I choose to ignore that. D'you know why?
Pam: *sighs* Because YOU ARE OZ?
Pam: *grins* You're gettin' it now. I always knew you were smart.
Pam: >__>;;
Pam: *shimmies* Secret secret, I've got a secret!
Pam: Oooh boy. >< Now I know what I'll be hearing about all night...
Pam: >XD

Squiffed. I am squiffed. XD What a funny word. Go on, say it. Squiffed. Hee hee.
Squiffed... Scuh-wiff-duh! XD Say it again! Squiffed! Hee hee! XDDDDD It's almost
like the word... appealing! XD Uh-peeeeleeeeng.... XD

Going from pissed to hyper in about .0000000000000000000000000001 seconds flat.
XD *belch* Ah....

Continuously Repeating: "Master and Servant" by Depeche Mode
Ahhh! o_____O I'm linked here?! *blink blink* Wow... *blushes* It's
come to the realization of this miko that she is not as hidden and
apart as she thought. *links back*

Anyway, back to the cheese. This story's gettin' interesting...
...I had no idea cheese was gay. o______o;; How very interesting indeed....
Well, you know. It sucks right now. I've e-mailed GC with the images
since none of the hosts I've visited allow cross-linking. >< Grrrr.........
I screwed up several times, as some of you might've noticed....

Currently Playing: "Lemon Tree" by Fool's Garden
There's just something wrong about the phrase "chicken nuggets."

Meh. A little trifle to keep you occupied.

Currently Playing: "Lie To Me" by Depeche Mode
...SHIT. ><

Currently Playing: "Blue Monday (1999 Club 69 Mix)" by New Order

Sunday, March 25, 2001

...*tests a theory*

Well, I'm off to smoke crack, rob banks, and flunk outta high school.

Currently Playing: "Horny" from South Park
*twitch twitch twitch* Yeah, I'm finished with it. But for some reason I
get the oddest sensation nobody really cares it's done. o_O; Hmm. Oh
well. I don't mind throwing out my entire afternoon doing something like
this. *sarcasm is implied* Some people may think doing such a god-awfully
simple layout like that is small potatoes, but not for me. Not for me. I'm not
saying I'm an exception, I'm merely stating I know diddly about HTML and
Italian. As far as I'm concerned, I know only bold, italic, underline, strikeout,
center, breaker, and some fonts. I know nothing else. All I'm trying to say, I
guess, is that at least I got off my lazy ass and did something. No, I'm not trying
to put anyone down or out (this is related to no one at all), I'm just saying
go easy with the criticism. I'm a half-dead miko with an agonizing ache in her
back, her wrists and fingers throbbing, her eyes shot, and her temper gone.
Be gentle.

...Sorry. I needed to get that out.

Currently Playing: "Everybody Hurts" by R.E.M. And ain't that the truth.
Okay. Drum roll please. This is it. This is the Skin Maker's Guild as of
right now.
Do not kill me. I have spent one and a half hours figuring out
Italian, doing raw HTML, and generally burning my eyes out, with only
the help of Amber and music. No Dr. Pepper involved. I'm sorry that it's
so UGLY and PLAIN but it's UP, and that's what counts. And it's not done.
*ducks back under* COMMENTS PLEASE! I have no idea what the hell I'm
supposed to be doing, and as far as I know all applications to be a part of
this guild are going to me, unless someone else wants to handle that, but
we'll be discussing it at the Wererabbit board, right? Right.... As for the rules,
help me out. I've got four down. Any more? Suggestions? Help me?

...I think I've learned a lot of Italian. Or none at all. Either one. I'll get a counter
for the site, too, and maybe a Gbook, but I'm too busy right now...
*sniffle* We didn't win...

Oh well. I knew we weren't. While I like that skin, a lot of people probably
wouldn't. :\ And if you ask me, I think the Neon Dragon should have definitely
won. *nod nod* Call me biased, but I liked her skin the best out of all of those.
The ones that both got first place were all right, but I see a lot of room for
improvement.

Which reminds me of the Skin Maker's Guild. I'd like to see it launch, personally,
and I'm not saying I haven't done my fair share (actually, I haven't *slaps self
repeatedly*) but I'd like to see it get up sometime, even if it isn't fully functional.
Perhaps we could code a temporary page listing the original sites on it as a starter,
then when we have more time get it all the way up. That would be nice... Maybe I'll
go check out my e-mail account for the link and password...

Currently Playing: "Bohemian Rhapsody" by Queen
You know what? I give up. ¬.¬;;

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Currently Playing: "The Dead of Night" by Depeche Mode
Unsteady, wherefore art thou, Unsteady? ;____;

BTW, Gen-chan, are you gonna post the Goshdarn Thing skin anytime
soon? Hmm...? And since you keep on griping about that picture of Kotori
you cut out, why not make it a layout, too? Then it'll be a wallpaper, skin,
and CC.net layout. *^^* Well, not that I like Kotori, but since you say I'm like
her (for which I will kill you), I do happen to like that manga picture you used.

My secret cache of Dr. Pepper is dwindling. Noooo... I only have three left,
and I need caffeine....

Oh. Go here. Play games. Test your knowledge. XD

Currently Playing: "Confusion" by 666
Argh. >< I'm paying for my bane and benefit of reading books like
eating candy. I finished Ender's Game last night. What a great
book. ^^;; Near the end Card caught me completely by surprise with
what he pulled. I really wasn't expecting it. XD Cool. I'll have to look into
the other books in that series.

But now I'm very tired... ¬.¬;; I also started reading Neil Gaiman's Neverwhere
this morning. I'm sorry. I guess that's why I never seem to have anything
new to read... ><

But poor Ender? ;___; My heart breaks for him. The poor guy. *kicks
selt repeatedly* I have to say, I think I liked either Ender, Alai, or Bean the
best. I didn't like Petra at all, Bernard was a poopy head, Shen was all right
but not memorable, and I can't think of any others. Oh yeah. Dink. He was
pretty cool too, but eh.

I'll probably be popping on and off the 'net today as I hurriedly try to gather
up some stuff for my report on Japanese Internment, the Executive Order
9066, and my newspaper article for that stupid English project. >< I don't
mind work, not even monotonous work, but pointless work with lazy individuals
drives me nuts. Especially because I always seem to volunteer to do the
most work to make sure it gets done right.

Currently Playing: "Mr. Roboto" by Styx

Saturday, March 24, 2001

Whoo... @____@;; Went to the mall today with Gen-chan. I bought
Ender's Game, Neverwhere, R.E.M.'s Automatic For The
People
, and some scrunchies for my hair because I always keep losing
the durned things. ><

Ender's Game is so good! I love this book, and I'm not even
close to being finished! What incredible brain candy this is! Me loves! Yum!

I'm tired. I should get to work on those two projects I've neglected for a week.
Eh. Maybe later. *yawns* I'll probably write a little, then go read. Man, I love
this book. XD

Currently Playing: "Original Prankster" by the Offspring
A "What Zodiac Sign Should You Be?" quizlet I got from Wing-Zero.

A Scorpio!
It's sooo you!


The planets are very complex. Maybe your astrologer will disagree, and
maybe a few tendencies will vary, but overall you're a SCORPIO. You're
just like a water sign, which comes out in the way you're so in tune with
your emotions and your intuitions. Your symbol is a scorpion, which
represents your secretive nature and your ability to emit a powerful poison
when vengeful. A bundle of contradictions, you have the ability to demonstrate
both the best and worst qualities that characterize human nature. Generally,
you are intense and passionate, yet stubborn and competitive. You use your
intuition fearlessly, and you have a tendency to explore the nature of existence
through the study of philosophy and religion. Although it is difficult for you to
trust others, whenever you finally do, the result is deep and powerful. On the
downside, however, you must work hard to suppress your jealousy. Your
dedication, drive, and persistence will guarantee you success, and you are
known and respected for your imagination and idealism.

^^;;; Well, I can understand that part about vengeance and such, and being
stubborn (hell yeah!), but what about my humorous side? ;___; I'm very well
equipped to be a Taurus, as well. >< Urg. Oh well. XD I guess I'm good as
both. ^___^

Currently Playing: "What About Me?" by Moving Pictures

Friday, March 23, 2001

Hmm... maybe I should try searching for a Metallica song. Maybe I'll
be booted... XDDD
... XDDDDDDD Of course, you can hear "Napster Bad!" and "Beer
Good!" throughout the entire song... *^^*

Thick Liquid
"Napster of Puppets"
===============

On the internet today
Profits crumbling away
Through high speed internet connections
Our new CD wont even sell
Yet you know the lyrics well
Our fans are dubbed the Unforgiven
If you use it you will see
I'll bring you to your knees
We're dedicated to
How we're banning you.....

DSL is faster
Download from Napster
Run searches faster
God Damn that Napster
Napster!

Napster can suck it, our music ain't free
Fork out some cash and buy my CD
Banned by me, can't download a thing

Just type our name and I'll hear you scream
Bastard Bastard

Just type our name and I'll hear you scream
Napster Napster

Napster Napster
Where's the users I've been after
Napster Napster
Pirating my files
Napster Napster
All I hear or see is Napster
Napster Napster
Lawsuits on my mind

DSL is Faster
Download from Napster
We'll sue you Bastards
God Damn That Napster
Napster!

Napster can suck it, our music ain't free
Fork out some cash and buy my CD
Banned by me, can't download a thing

Just type our name and I'll hear you scream
Bastard Bastard

Just type our name and I'll hear you scream
Napster Napster
Oops. Sorry, Gen-chan. I'll send it now. ^^;; I didn't see your entry until
five minutes ago. I was downloading all day. XDDDDDDD

Here's what I got (in order as I can rememeber):

They Might Be Giants - Istanbul (This took FOREVER! I gave up on Napster
and went searching)
The Offspring - Original Prankster (I am looking for "One Fine Day" and not
on Napster)
Thick Liquid - Napster of Puppets (XDDD Hilarious stuff! Get it!)
Shiva-X - Mandala (Spiffy)
New Order - Blue Monday (1999 Club 69 Mix) (I don't care what they say; it
sounds like Orgy to me!)

^^;; The last two were both over 6.30 MB XDDD

Currently Playing: "Napster of Puppets" by Thick Liquid
Wheebooyaka. :P I'm happy for some unknowable reason right now.
Even though I have two projects I must commence working on for school.
And there's no Dr. Pepper to be had...

*^^* The Wing Zero skin is done. I must now write the readme. :D Three
in one month! ^o^ We're on a roll now, Gen-chan! Maybe even a whole loaf!
Oh, and I must be going with you, ja? Shopping is fun when you have money
to spend and a reason to go. Mall crawling without either of the two is definitely
not in my best interest. And we could perhaps get to work on a new layout for
this piece of crap I blaspheme to call a blogger. ^^;;

My eloquent personality arises as my creativity portion flourishes with the
prospects of emotional torture and loss of life. XD In other words, kill them
all! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA! >XD Okay. Excuse me.

Too bad we may or may not possible be the first graduating class of the new
Mount Tahoma. And thank the fates we don't have to participate in the Daffodil
Parade this year. *whew*

I applied for six awards for all six of my current classes. I'm hoping to at least
get four. :-\ Too bad it's also based on age and grade. Meh. I really want my
college resumé to look outstanding. I don't want to pay for anything in
college. I want the whole works when I apply for a scholarship of some sort. I
want everything paid for.

Man, yesterday would've been perfect for riding our Goldwing. And today
is just as fabulous. But no. My dad is confined to the hellish task of repairing the
truck of He Who Shall Not Be Mentioned In Pamela's Presence. Not that I'm
getting too high on my horse, but I have to live with him. *shudders uncontrollably*
Man. But I do love my boots, I do I do. So don't piss me off, or I'll kick you in
the shin with my steel-toed boots and run away. XDDD

BTW, Zeruel, I was thinking about your predicament concering your college prof,
and I hope you don't fail. I'm praying that he allows you to make it up. *crosses her
fingers* You're in my thoughts, okie dokie?

Well.... *thinks* I should do my homework, but I won't. Perfect Pam
always gets A's and always procrastinates, mind you. I feel like I don't deserve
it, but I should be glad I'm "smart" anyway. :P Oi. Doing three variable equations
in Algebra III. XDDD They're fun. I love 'em. Did 'em last semester. We also did
linear programming today, but it wasn't in the Eulers(sp?), so Mr. Williams said
it wasn't too important and it leaned more towards computer programming and
the boundaries for a video game and stuff.

I really, really want to go to a Depeche Mode concert, but I have no one to go
with. @___@ U2's coming here April 12 at the Tacoma Dome. Lucky those who
got to go. I don't mind since I favor DM more than U2, but still... Meh. I have no
one (so far) to go with to the DM concert in July. Or maybe I'll go down to SoCal
and go to one with my cousin, Jen. XD That would be grand. I'd love to spend a
month in SoCal this summer.... Anyone have any idea if you need someone 18
or older to go to a DM concert? Please tell an ignorant miko....

Which reminds me. I found out that a Popular Person That Pam Does Not Like
is going out with the guy I've had a crush on since the beginning of the year. ><
No. Not fair. ;___; Stupid guys and their stupid need for pretty girls. So I'm not
the best looking girl around, but I do know I'm not butt-ugly (no matter how much
I do claim to be so). Maybe I'm too smart for them. o_o Seriously. Some guys
would have a problem with that, so far as I can tell.

Wow. What a long blog. *o* And it's gonna get longer. I pray for a 4.0 this semester.
I would like to be valedictorian. I would. But the only trouble I would have is preparing
some lame ass speech about how it's been good and blah blah blah. -____-;; In other
words, I'd have to be a total hypocrite. Damn the biased teachers. I hate the popular
people. That's why I'll never be T-Bird of the Month. I ain't popular. >:P

Currently Playing: "Boys (Extended)" from Dance Dance Revolution

Thursday, March 22, 2001

Oooooh.... >< Myself is sorry for himself. I didn't find out until just
now... Hopefully he's not part of the 99.5% of the population that
eternally have ant farms up their asses. Myself, only an ant or two.
Maybe fire ants, but only one or two...

Ooh. I'm frying my eyeballs. How would you like them? I do not
like them, Sam I am. I do not like green eggs and ham............
I'll go find my "Horton Hatches an Egg" book from long ago. Maybe
my "Are You My Mother?" book too. x_____x

Yo. I can seriously dig someone (usually Torrent, Phoenix, or maybe
even Blade) shimmying to "Mr. Roboto." Especially the "secret secret,
I've got a secret." x___X I would really like some Dr. Pepper. I haven't
any for three days.

Never underestimate the power of spicy Korean noodles. Never. It's great
for clearing out those sinuses. *sighs contentedly* Maybe it was just
hunger making me all logy. *winces* No, definitely a headache. Perhaps
due to lack of c-a-double f-e-i-n-e.

I don't feel like talking to anyone unless I get some damned caffeine. When
I start writhing on the floor, then I'll worry about my addiction. I know how
much you care about me, Gen-chan, so I'll try my hardest to drink as much
as possible so's you can point and laugh at me. I'm sure that'll make you
feel better. ^^;

I love this song. Unconditionally. >< I suffer dreams of a world gone mad
I like it like that and I know it


Currently Playing: "Leave (Extended)" by R.E.M.
I feel like puking all over my keyboard right now. It started just before
6:00 PM and I went upstairs and lay on my bed for an hour or so, got
angry at myself for being sick, then came downstairs and set a pot to
boil for my Korean noodles. So now I'm here. I feel shot to shit, but will
our Gal Sal Pam miss school tomorrow? Oh no siree-bob. She'll keep
chugging right along, come hell or high water, Pam will not miss one
day of school for all bleedin' blazes. Ugh. I feel like throwing up. >< Thanks
a lot, Gen-chan, I probably caught it from you.

My eyes are puffy and I feel out of sorts right now. Anything that gets in
my way will lose an arm and leg, and possibly an eye or two to boot.

I never did find that song, but I e-mailed the radio station asking about it.
Which reminds me. Every ten seconds or so Fox Internet would give me
the boot. I had to keep reconnecting about every minute. >< One time
my computer just rolled over and died. And we're paying them $20 a month
for this shit? Goshdamn almighty. >< It really gets me pissed because I
was at 98% downloading Queen's "Bohemian Rhapsody" when I got
disconnected. Yah. x__x

I'm going to go eat my noodles now. My face is hot. I mean, really hot.
My room smells like new leather.... Every other song is a Depeche Mode song....

Currently Playing: "The Happiest Days of Our Lives" by Pink Floyd
o_O; Tuesday's blog never posted. Hum....

Oh well. XDDDD I'm a lucky miko. Heee. :D
Lucky. Luckier. Luckiest. XDDDDDDDDDD

Sorry there's no pictures of my boots. :-\ I guess their page is still under
construction and all that. *shrugs* Well, my boots are lace-up steel-toed
Harley Davidson boots (shame to our Goldwing, *sniff*), and they have
metal stamped on the back with the name "Harley Davidson." Very bulky
and heavy but very cool looking. Overall it was $433.58. ^^;;; Whoops....
I got great compliments on my gear. XD Bill's wife wants a jacket like
mine. Bill, his wife, and Tom are really nice people. *^^* I'm so happy I got
my riding gear at last.

Anyway, the Gundam Wing skin that's been requested is nearly done. I've
only got to send some stuff to Gen-chan for her to fix up, and voila! Skin is
done. ^____^

Well, I gotta go send the stuff and find out the name of the song that's been
driving me up the wall. It's by a bunch of foreign guys who's band's name started
with D, I think. Hum. Anyway, the chorus line goes:

"Holding on to be the one I am,
Holding on to be the one I am..."

And it was really popular for two-three weeks about half a year to a year ago,
and I can't think of it. ><

BTW, Zeruel, bully for you! :D Your first hate mail! It marks a milestone in the
many (hopefully) to come. ^_____^

Currently Playing: "Bang and Blame" by R.E.M.

Tuesday, March 20, 2001

I am pissed right now. Clearly, the fault lays with those weak enough
to lay blame.

Patrick: (To mother, concerning father) I told him I'd do it tomorrow,
but he won't even let me!
Me (thinking): That's because you never keep your promises.
Patrick: Why is he acting like this?
Me (thinking): Why are you acting like some kid who can't have the ice
cream he wants?
Patrick: He's so stubborn. I hate him.
Me (thinking): That's because you're an asshole and all assholes feel
that other people should agree with them.
Patrick: He won't even let me go out. Why should I listen to him?
Me (thinking): Because you're an idiot and you'd piss in your own
face if someone didn't hold your lizard for you.
Patrick: I don't even want to live here anymore. I can't wait until I
turn eighteen so I can get the fuck out of this place.
Me (thinking): And I can't wait until you come crawling back because
you can't even afford your own damn food bill, much less an apartment
in the slums. You made $57 dollars this week at your "job." How could
you hope to even find a cardboard box to live in?
Patrick: I hate living here.
Me (thinking): So do I, but I don't bitch about it when my parents
can hear and get pissed at me.
Patrick: All he ever does is yell at me.
Me (thinking): Because that's all you'll ever deserve unless you
straighten up.
Patrick: Why can't I even go out and hang out with my friends?
Me (thinking): Because that's all you ever do anyway.

I hate him so much. He's an asshole. *rubs her forefinger and thumb
together* You know what this means? It's the world's tiniest violin
playing "My Heart Pumps Purple Piss For You." Sit down and shut up. I'm
sick of your unjustified whining. I'm smart enough to know when the fuck
to shut my mouth. Unfortunately, he doesn't. He has no common sense, no
sense of responsibility, and he thinks opportunities will just so happen to fall
in his path. BULL. He needs to grow up and be a man for God's sake. >< I'll
die happy when the day comes that my brother actually uses that rusty
contraption in his head called a brain.

I can't understand how I could possibly be related to someone of such stupid
ignorance, especially when Mom tells me that she smoked when she was
pregnant with me and not when she was pregnant with Patrick. Now, how
did I turn out to be the child prodigy and Patrick the moronic fool who hasn't
enough sense to fix that wobbling hinge on his jaw? He thinks he knows everything
(but what teenager doesn't think so at some point?) but unlike most, he hasn't
come to the realization that he won't get anywhere by throwing little hissy fits
all over the place and whining when he has to do chores. I admit it, I whine; but
they get done neatly, don't they? He whines, half-does it, and then leaves me to
the rest. Yeah. Real fair.

And what really ticks me off is that my mother always seems to side with him.
It's not even right. How come, when I'm bringing home straight A's and he's bringing
home straight D's that he still somehow gets favored? I don't understand it. I
get a pat on the head and a good hug, but when he brings home a C- he gets money
for it.

All right, so my parents expect me to do well because I have been, and I know that
money's a little tight around here nowadays, but I'm gettin' sick to my stomach
thinking about how Patrick's so not going to be ready for the real world. I'm not
saying I am right now, but I will be since my ears seem to work and his don't.

Ugh. I'm just... pissed right now. So very pissed. I hate being treated like second
best. I just want to shake him and punch him and kick my boot so far up his
ass that he tastes leather. It's what he needs. >< It's wrong for me to think like
this, but I can't wait until he comes crawling back if he does move out
this summer (he turns 18 this summer, but doesn't graduate, if he will, until
next year). I'll be the first to say "told you so."

Well now. I got 101% on my math test. But Eric beat me. He got 106%. It's our
little amusement that we should try to outdo the other. I beat him on the first test,
but he got me this time. Next test I'll be ready. >=D

Meh. I'm gonna write after this. It's the only thing I can think of that will allow me
to safely vent my anger.

Currently Playing: "The Safety Dance" by Men at Work

Monday, March 19, 2001

*slaps forehead* This is so stupid.

Depeche Mode
"Master and Servant (Who Let Me Do This Mix)"
==================================

Treat me like a dog
Treat me like a dog
Treat me like a dog
(who) Who let the dogs out?

Who let the dogs out?

Who let the dogs out?

Treat me like a dog (who who who who)
Treat me like a dog (who who who who)
Treat me like a dog (who who who who)

Who Who Who

Let's play
Who let the dogs out?
Come on
Who let the dogs out?
Let's play
Who let the dogs out?
Come on
Who let the dogs out?
Let's play
Who let the dogs out?
Come on
Who let the dogs out?
Let's play
Who let the dogs out?
(repeat til fade)

...Stupid. That was a waste of five minutes of downloading. But it was
worth the laughs. XD

I bought a new journal today. Only took me twenty minutes to find the
right one. ^^;; Gen-chan and Amber know just how picky I can be. I
have a certain list of prequisites that the journal must have...
1) A title page where I can write Volume Whatever and my name
2) More than one hundred pages
3) An easily folded spine
4) It must NOT have annoyingly cute pictures
5) Pages must be lined but not overdone (you know what I mean by
overdone)
6) The lines must not be widerule
7) The lines must not be any colour but black
8) The lines must not be a dark black (and there is such a thing, trust
me)
9) The pages must be paper, not plastic

Yes. That's why I'll never trust anyone to buy me a journal. I must go along
as well. ^____^

Currently Playing: "My Insatiable One" by Suede
Oh yeah... just something I found when I was updating the links
page. ^^;; Please don't yell at me; this was only a vent for my rage.
From: "Erika" erika@fastwebnet.it
To: natakunomiko@hotmail.com
Subject: Request for putting some skin on my site...
Date: Mon, 19 Mar 2001 18:32:58 -0500

Hi...I'm an italian girl who has a NGE site..
I'd love to put these skins on my website: Mistery train, Night Stalker,
Move your body, Battle rages on and Earth Angel...the url of my site is
ttp://dear.to/NGE. The thruth is that I had already put some of these on my
website, but only because I took them in another website in which there were
no authors names. After I read the file "read me" you had put with the skins
I decided it was fair to ask you the permission...
Well, if you give me it, of course I will give you full credit and link you back!
Please answer me! (and I know my english is not so perfect...)
Erika Altamirano


*blink blink* This just proves that the world is not full of losers and jerks. ^____^
Of course I gave her permission. I mean, not many people would still ask, you
know?

Currently Playing: "Velcro Fly" by ZZ Top

Saturday, March 17, 2001

...Merry Christmas. XD

Revenant approached the dark hallway and stopped. Something in the
air reeked of rotten meat and matted fur.

...Rotten meat and matted fur?

Visibly shaking, the bodyguard continued forward. What was scaring him
so badly? Surely, it must all be a figment of his imagination. A trickle of
sweat ran down his temple and dropped onto his shoulder. He brushed
away the residue left behind and continued walking forward.

Something growled softly.

That was not his imagination that time.

Revenant’s first impulse was to run like hell, but then he remembered
whatever it was might be after him, then Dervish, and this resolved his
failing courage. Taking in a deep, slow breath, the raven-haired man
strode boldly ahead. Perhaps from the corner of his eye he saw the telltale
movement, and ducked just in time to save his scalp as Dementia, claws
extended, leapt at him. Revenant dropped to the floor and spun around, crouched.
The creature was just regaining her composure when he threw himself at her.
“Rwoarr!” Dementia cried, thoroughly surprised. She hurled herself backward
bodily and crushed Revenant against the metal wall. He grunted in pain but
kept his hands tightly wrapped around her neck. Dementia’s thick fur bought
her enough time to roll forward and shake him off. Revenant scrambled upright,
but Dementia shrieked and swiped at his exposed abdomen. He gave a silent
gasp of shock as his innards were exposed. Suddenly Revenant was tired. He
wanted to lie down and sleep. Dementia gave a howl of victory.

Something in Revenant’s mind reminded him that he needed to do his duty.
The bodyguard charged the unsuspecting creature. Gray coils of intestines
escaped his fingers and trailed out behind him. He was hardly aware of the
pain as he mercilessly beat at the dumbfounded creature. Dementia uttered
a cry of anger and ripped his insides out. Revenant’s mouth bubbled with red
blood but he fought on doggedly, the crazed war devil in his mind forcing his
dying body to carry out its commands. Oddly enough his one thought was
centered on Dervish, hoping that if he died before the creature was finished,
she would be safe.

Dementia had never met such a formidable opponent. His strength and stamina
were creditable. She yowled and cut loose a mess of gray coils from his stomach.
Revenant burbled a low groan of agony and punched her in her snub of a snout.
Howling with pain, she reared back and rubbed at her injured nose.
“Keewarrr!” With a savage cry she sprung at him and they tumbled together to
the ground. Revenant’s dying body twitched in protest of the insane orders it
was assigned. He tried again. His arm raised and grabbed Dementia by the
ear. He twisted cruelly and she yelped in pain, cringing as he pinched it tight.

His left eye was completely blind. He felt no pain as he grinned fiendishly.
Dementia bayed helplessly and slashed angrily at his arms and chest. Her
claws raked his exposed intestines and he released his grip. The world shook
before his only good eye, then dissolved into blackness. Before he passed out
into death he felt Dementia tugging at his abdomen. She was already beginning
her meal.


Now, who's hungry? XD

Currently Playing: "In God's Country" by U2
Currently Drinking: Fourth can of Dr. Pepper in the last three hours
I forgot to mention. Today is Zell's birthday. XDDDDD *sings "Happy
Birthday" to Zell* YAY! *throws cans of Dr. Pepper everywhere and
knocks everyone unconscious* Uh... oops. ^^;;

Darren Hayes has such a sexay voice in the live version of "O Solé
Mio" with Pavoratti. XDDDDDD *melts in her chair* Darren.... *sighs
dreamily*

I downloaded a lot today. ^^;; I would've gotten some David Sylvian,
but by the time I thought of it, Napster began being poopy. x_____X

Billy Idol - White Wedding
Dead or Alive - You Spin Me Round (Remix)
Frankie Goes to Hollywood - Relax
Godsmack - Keep Away
Men At Work - The Safety Dance
Moving Pictures - What About Me?
Pavoratti & Friends (Pavoratti w/ Darren Hayes) - O Solé Mio (Live)

*BELCH* Aw yeah. ^^; Gen-chan, sent you the skins. Send me Wing Zero
when yer finished.

Oy vey. *stretch* Whee........

Currently Playing: "Piccolo-san Dai Suki" by Gohan (DBZ - Masako Nozawa)
You're not that hard to shop for music, Gen-chan. :P I can just pick
up any old CD and you'd probably like the music. As for my taste in music....

I enjoy some tasteless and stupid music such as the Bloodhound Gang.
XDDDDDD I love those guys. :D Jimmy Pop's kinda cute. ^^;; And when
someone recommends something to me (Leona Naess, for example) I'll
probably download it. XD "Charm Attack" is a pretty good song by her.
Ooh, and David Sylvian! :D Oh man, I found him by accident but boy, is
his music great! (Even if his albums are named oddly, like "Dead Bees
on a Cake")

I think, if you're looking for music that I might like, it's not too hard. Just
stay away from the "2-Week Craze" and you're all right when finding something
or me. The "2-Week Craze" is basically those songs put out by today's (so-called)
artists, such as Spear Britney and Backside Boys. (I only have one CD from
the BSB, and that's because my dad thinks I like them. -____-;; I must
remember he means well, I must remember he means well...) I dunno. I like
some of them, such as (please, don't kill me!) Ricky Martin.... er...
just three songs, just three! ^^;; And they're not even popular anymore. I
usually fall in love with songs after their fame and craze has passed.
To me, music is everything. Music is my outlet of emotions. Just ask
Amber. @___@ All day Thursday, I think it was, I kepting singing the
same lyric to a song over and over again. I had no idea who sang it or
what it was called, but it's 80's and it goes like this:

What's a matter with the clothes that I'm wearin'
don't you know that your tie's too white?


Generally, here's the idea: I sing when I'm happy or feeling chipper.
XD Sometimes you'll see this short l'il Asian girl strolling down the
sidewalk snapping her fingers (not with her middle finger and thumb,
but with her ringfinger, which most people find unsettling) and humming.
Maybe it'll be "Velcro Fly." If it is, I'll sing my favorite lyrics.

Amber, I'm terribly sorry to hear that you lost your Savage Garden CDs!
Oroooo.... x_____x They're not at my house; I tore my room apart
looking for them, and I didn't find them. You must have taken them home.
Ask Destiny. Maybe she has them.

I watched "Crocidile Dundee" this morning, and part of "Grease." The
former was really good, I liked it a lot. XDDD

I got up at around 6:35 AM this morning, came downstairs, and poured
me a tall glass of Dr. Pepper. My dad comes down, starts making his
coffee, and asks me why I'm up so early. I tell him I wanted something
to drink. He asks if I want coffee. I say, "Nah, Dr. Pepper is my
early morning drink. I get all the kick I want." He laughs. XD I love
my dad. He even taped "Blind Date" for me. :D

@___@ Oh boy. I have Dead Can Dance's "Rakim [Live]" stuck in my head,
the worst part is I have no idea what the lyrics are. XDDDDD

I have an entire afternoon of downloading to look forward to. :D Whee.
I'm not doing anything particularly special today; just finishing up
the Kakyou skin, writing in the stories, and drinking the last of the
Dr. Pepper. ^___^

Currently Playing: "What About Me?" by Moving Pictures

Friday, March 16, 2001

Gen-chan, we've got a request for Count D (the Count himself, I think; I know
in the e-mail I said no specific request, but she just specified over AIM) and
someone she termed the "boywhore" from FFIX.... Kuja, I think. ^_____^ We
love to keep you busy, don't you know it!

Um... Safety dance, safety dance, everybody looks at your pants. XDDD

Currently Playing: "Original Theme (Controlled Jazz Remix)" from Goldeneye
@___@ Zeruely, how can you say that your wallpapers suck? @____@
Orooo....... The only problem I have with them is that the Hinoto one, the
pictures are on the left side. I don't know if this is true, but I assume most
people keep their icons on the left side, so pretty Hinoto-sama would be
covered up by them. Other than that, they're both very prettiful. *^^* And I
like the name "Mediocre At Best" because it's kind of a play on words,
ha, ha, and I like playing with words. :D The DN Angel reminds me fondly
of disco. XDDDD

Good news! Amy of Sabotaged (a Petz site) requested that I be sister sites
with her! Woohoo! ^O^

Not much to report. I need to find the Goldeneye Theme Song, though. That
movie is probably one of my favorites. *^^*

Currently Playing: "The Happiest Days of Our Lives" followed by "Another Brick
in the Wall (Part 2)" by Pink Floyd

Wednesday, March 14, 2001

Indivisible
------------------------------
Imagine if you were a number:
which would you choose to be?
something stable and solid, like two,
or something odd, like three?

Zero would be numeric slumber,
the life of i, complex;
the air of million might entice you,
or largest googolplex.

Perhaps you'd be the one and only,
lost in self-absorption;
perhaps forsake the whole adventure,
only be a portion.

I'd risk a life that might be lonely,
but mine in all its time:
I'd open myself up to censure
and choose to be a prime.

©1995, 2000 by Peter Saint-André. All rights reserved.
I so suck. I so seriously suck so very much. I am really, really,
really stupid. I am so stupid. I am. And that is the truth. Pamela
really sucketh. Pamela is really stupid.

Today is Pamela's Low-Self Esteem Day. Another day in the pointless
existence of this miko. Yep.

Whee. Sour bile is crawling up my throat. It happened last night just before
I practiced piano for jazz band. Too bad food doesn't taste as good coming
down as it does going down. *sighs*

Tickets for the Depeche Mode concert aren't for sale yet. Ticketmaster has
nothing on them as of right now. Man. I'm beginning to doubt I'll even be able
to go, but I really, really, really want to. I do. I so honestly want to go
to this concert. Hell, I'll be happy even cheering and shouting outside the place
where they'll be holding it, even if I'm across the street. x____x I do so want
to go.

Well, at least something good happened today. Someone adopted Blizzard.
^___^ Finally, some of these Dogz (and y'all know that z just bothers me, but
that's what the creators call 'em) are getting adopted.

I just feel like crawling upstairs and laying down on my bed for a very long time.
I don't know. I feel stupid. I was not ready for the math test today. Luckily Mr.
Williams is always lettin' us slide, so it's not gonna be the real test. But still...
It's the principle of the matter. I should be ready for this test. And
sometimes I just feel so stupid. I don't know, maybe it's outside influence. But
I still feel stupid and inferior.

I'm very frustrated right now, but more importantly, downright pissed. And I'm
loath to say why. I don't feel like sharing my business with the whole world
anymore. Whatever shit gets flung in my face is my shit and my shit only. :P

I feel like kicking someone. Actually, more than one person. A lot of people.

Dammit. I hate living sometimes. It's too fucking complicated. x_________X
If I had the nerve, I seriously would run away from this place. Like Kyoung did.
But he sorta got kicked out. Meh. I still would run away. But hey, me be the
cowardly yeller-bellied chicken miko.

Currently Playing: "Somebody Someone" by KoRN

I can't stand to let you win
I'm just watching you
And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all that you hide
Thought you were my friend
Seems it never ends

I need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me?
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

Giving you with this and that
Giving gave me nothing back
It's all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things you tried
I am nothing

I need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me?
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

I look, a sign
I need someone
Inside, to help me out
With what
Im trying
I'm crying
I'm frying
In a pile of
Shit
I'm dying
I'm dying

I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
Someone

Tuesday, March 13, 2001

Anger isn't fun (well, most of the time), but it's one helluva an
incentive to write gory, gruesome, cruel and deliciously (yes, GC,
deliciously!) evil parts! >XD MUAHAHAHAHAH!

Delicious is a great word to describe stuff. Like... deliciously cold or
warm. ^___^;; I mean, it makes you feel... kinda... fuzzy. XDDDDDD
Or not. XD Especially if you're talking "deliciously gory and evil." XD

Oh, wait. That makes 4 compliments. I recall you telling me that I'm
good at writing gory parts. XD Say, is that a good thing? o_O;; Oh well,
'tis now! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! >=D

I dunno. Maybe it's that little (or not-so-little) sadistic streak that comes
out every now and then in all of us. :D

Torrent: @___@ I'll say.
Pam: XDDDDDD
Torrent: -___-;;
Pam: >=D
Torrent: Sicko.
Pam: Just because methinks you and Stiletto would make a great couple
doesn't mean you need bear a grudge against me.
Stiletto: *snorts*
Torrent: @______@;;;;;;;;
Pam: Hee... hee.... Hey, remember the time when Stiletto got controlled by
Eradication and he made him kiss you? XD Do you remember that?!
Torrent: X__________X;; This wasn't in my contract...
Pam: It is now! >XD I gave you life, I can kill you!
Torrent: -____-;; You almost did until the Great Gen-chan saved me by asking
you if you really wanted to kill me. *gets down on knees and praised
Gen-chan*
Stiletto: I say you should've killed him.
Pam: Oh hush. We all know you're just randy for Torrent! XD
Phoenix: Hell yeah! Do a little dance, make a little love, get down tonight! XD
Stiletto: *seethes*
Torrent: *facefaults*
Pam: MUAHAHAHAHAH! >XD
Phoenix: XD Does this mean you're gonna make me a girlfriend?
Pam: o_o;;;
Phoenix: ;___; I really want one. I'm cute. I should get girls! It's not fair!
Pam: Er.... we'll see.
Phoenix: -___-;; If this turns out like Wraith and Felony, I'm calling my lawyer.
Pam: O_O;; No. Not that. It won't. You're too... spritely. XD
Phoenix: o_O;;
Pam: Heee......
Torrent: Hide. She just got an idea.
Stiletto: *rolls eyes* Oh boy, does this involve... killing?
Pam: It involves guns, guys, and a lot of ice cream. XDDDDDD
Phoenix, Stiletto, and Torrent: O_O;;;;;;;;

XD Me senses some creativity coming on. Well. Time to go.

Currently Playing: "Get Down Tonight" by KC & the Sunshine Band
Currently Downloading: "Stayin' Alive" by the BeeGees
I hate my fucking asshole of a brother so much. He shits in the toilet
upstairs (this is the same bathroom where there's still crap stuck
in the sink), and then tries to pass it off on me by telling Dad, "Ugh, Pam
took a dump and didn't flush the toilet."

...BULLSHIT! >< I hate him so much I want so badly to pick up a sharp
knife and just tear and gouge and slash and scream and kick and bite. I
am sanitary. I do NOT shit in sinks and live in a room that smells worse
than a dumpter that's been drowned with sewage. >< EW.

I hate living in this house. I hate my brother. I hate my mother. I love my
father. Dad is so nice to me. He always buys me Dr. Pepper and treats
me specially, and we're gonna get me some riding gear soon. And we're
also gonna go on a fun ride in April. *^^*

Big... open... spaces... Big... open... spaces...

I figure if it works for claustrophobics, it might work for me and dealing with
this squallid hellhole of a house. :B

I'm so fucking pissed off right now, I can't think straight. For some reason I
keep picturing Stiletto and Torrent getting drunk and singing (off-key, of course)
"We Are The Champions" by Queen. *rubs temple* I think I've had enough of
that cheese dip. x_____x

Kenshin: Qu'est que c'est?
Nataku no Miko: *facefaults* Orooooo....
Kenshin: Oro?
Nataku no Miko: -____-;;;;
Kenshin: Hey, you're such a pretty boy? Er... girl?
Nataku no Miko: ....
Kenshin: *sweatdrops* Er... uh... um... Death to the Evil One?
Nataku no Miko: *gets her groove on*
Kenshin: XD
Nataku no Miko: Hey we're gonna kill Pat! Hey we're gonna kill Pat!
Kenshin: @_@ Oro?
Nataku no Miko: Hey, it was your idea. :B
Kenshin: *facefaults* Oroo.....

DEPECHE MODE COMES TO SEATTLE, WASHINGTON, ON JULY 29th!
THAT'S A SUNDAY! GEN-CHAN! MAKE PLANS TO GO WITH ME OR YOU
WILL DIE!!!!!!! I'M GIVING YOU PLENTY NOTICE!!!!!

Currently Playing: "What's Your Name? (Extended Mix)" by Depeche Mode

Monday, March 12, 2001

Oh, and don't kill me Gen-chan, but when I think of Billy Idol (click
the below link for more info; it has NO porno), I'm vividly reminded of
Seifer for some reason. o_O;
Aww... thankee, Gen-chan. *^^* That's... how many now? 3 compliments
that I can remember since the time we became good friends? O.O And all
during the same school year! Pam is on a roll! She might even be on a whole
loaf! Woohoo! XDDDDDD Go, Pam, go!

Anyway, I downloaded two of the three songs I wanted to, and I think I've
thought of two more I wanted. The one that goes "Do a little dance, make
a little love, get down tonight!" I don't know what it's called, but I'll find it.
Oh, and the other one is "Stayin' Alive."

...

XDDDDDDDDDDD

Domo arigatou, Mr. Roboto, domo! ^.~ I love that song! XDDDD Secret secret,
I've got a secret! XD

And just remember.... "Any way you walk it, are you walking?"

Top Five Songs About Masturbation From the Eighties

O_O;;;; This is what I found on my search for ZZ Top lyrics.

*laughs herself to death*

Currently Playing: "Smooth Criminal" by Michael Jackson
XDDDDD *leers*
...
XDDDDDDDDDDD *screams fangirlishly*

Hey, look at the hooks
on your pants makes you wanna dance.
I say yeah yeah
I say yeah yeah
There ain't never a catch, all you got to do is snatch,
do the velcro fly
do the velcro fly

You need just enough of that sticky stuff
to hold the seams of your fine blue jeans.
I say yeah yeah.
I say yeah yeah.
There ain't never a catch, all you got to do is snatch,
do the velcro fly
do the velcro fly

Well, it feels so right when you squeezed it tight,
when you reach the end do it over again.
I say yeah yeah
I say yeah yeah
There ain't never a catch, all you got to do is snatch,
do the velcro fly
do the velcro fly


On Continuous Repeat: "Velcro Fly" by ZZ Top
@___@ My dog looks like a shaven rat. >< Oy vey.

Oh. Yeah. We swam today. Ha, ha, ha..... I failed the swim test.
I only swam half way before I almost ran into Amber because I was
swimming at a diagonal angle. So now I'm in the Beginners Class.
We get to do "bobs" and use the kickboards. Oh Gawd, I long for
my dolphin swimming abilities of the tender age of five. @______@
Another reason to go to California; I was a helluva lot better swimmer
there than here. >< Of course, I was only five at the time (the
same age when I tasted my first Dr. Pepper; ah... the memories...).

Well, someone adopted one of my dachies yesterday. ^___^ Vagabond
was adopted, the cream-coloured male dachie. XD I'm very happy. I have
to start working on a mutt litter. Amber hexed a cream-coloured mutt litter
for me, but it wasn't in my natakunomiko Hotmail account, so I'm gonna
check my iambubbles account at ppgworld.com or something. ^^;; If I can
remember my password. @____@

I had Disturbed's "The Game" stuck in my head since fifth period. And I had
to go really badly near the end of sixth period, so I didn't concentrate on the
review game as much as I usually do; I didn't win myself an extra credit point
for the science test tomorrow. x____x *prays for an A* There ain't no way I'm
gonna take that final exam at the end of the year. NO WAY. O_O

I kinda noticed my blog entries are usually big chunks instead of the little blurbs
I usually do. That's because I'm either working on my Dogz 4 site, or I'm writing
in The Story (yes, GC, our story), or in my Legend of Zelda fanfic. @___@
Like the one millionth one I've done. I deleted the other ones. Yes. Even the
ones over 100 pages. ^^;; Hey, I can afford to throw away some of my work.
It was bad.

I'm surprised. I haven't played The Sims for almost a week now. ^^;; I feel kinda
bad for not keeping up with the downloads at The Sims Resource or 7 Deadly
Sims, my two favorite sites. x____X Oh well. I'll get back into it eventually.

Zeruel.... O.O That WinAmp skin was hella scary. *convulses and dies, twitching
spasmodically*

*dances as best as she can* ^____^ I'm happy for some unexplained reason.
I have no idea. No homework, two Dr. Peppers chillin' in the freezer, the promise
of working on the two stories... :D

I have three songs I'd like to download. o_O But I can't download them until
after my dad makes a call to the insurance company. -___- Stupid ass brother
is always in the wrong place at the wrong time.

1) "Velcro Fly" by Z.Z. Top
2) "Comatose" by Depeche Mode
3) "Mr. Roboto" by Styx

o_o I've never even heard "Velcro Fly" before, but hey, it's worth a shot. XD
I heard "Mr. Roboto" last night, and "Comatose" just reads like a good song.
^^;; o_o I swear Dennis DeYoung says "Hikitsu" in that song. I've been able
to tell Dennis from Tommy Shaw for a long time now. Believe it or not, Tommy
sounds a helluva lot like Chichiri. O_O;;; XD At least, in "What Have They Done
To You?"

Well, I'm off to work on the stories now. I'll be on Napster in maybe an hour. If
you want to reach me, my username is CrispyCrunchySano. ^^;; I can't remember
my password for my NatakuNoMiko account, so... yeah. XD

Currently Playing: "Another Brick in the Wall (Part 2)" by Pink Floyd