*screams angrily* If my brother leaves my Livin' Large CD out one more time I'm going to cut all the wires on his PlayStation 2 and piss on his bed!

ARGH.

I hate menstruation.

winamp: "The Nephilim" by AFI

Homework. Oh well.

"Ann Thracks? Who is this Ann Thracks that everyone keeps talking about?"

winamp: "1963" by New Order

I don't want to touch the other Dune books now. The Baron Vladimir makes me vomit. Not literally, but almost. He's so disgusting, and I hate him, but.... it looks like there's a lot more to the story than just the first book, and alas, I can't go with a series unread.... >_<

*tee hee*

Hydro: When she goes "Tee hee" you know it's bad.
Pam: Especially in a mood like this.
Hydro: Think happy thoughts. Dr Pepper in the freezer. Dr Pepper in the freezer. Dr Pepper in the freezer. Dr Pepper in the freezer.
Pam: Dr Pepper in the freezer. Dr Pepper in the freezer. Dr Pepper in the freezer. Dr Pepper in the freezer....

Too bad they don't have the "Ninja Zoolander" or the "Merman" commercial. "Merman! I'm a merman!"

winamp: "Blue (Extended Version)" by Eiffel 65
Yo listen up / Here's the story / About a little guy that lives in a blue world / And all day and all night / And everything he sees / Is just blue like him /

OK, turns out that VH1 special was not on TV, but on the radio, on Tacoma's local 80s station, 96.5 The Point. >_< I didn't know until 7:10 PM last night, after storming out of my dad's room realizing that the Behind the Music special was on Journey, not Depeche Mode.

For the record, I love those boys from Basildon.

Anyway.... it's been a so-so day. Mostly miserable, but there have been high points. My back hurts a lot. I mean a lot. The cramps this morning... they woke me up at 3 AM. My menstruation cycle waits for no one, not even me. >_<

winamp: "Jerry Springer" by Weird Al

Tonight, on VH1, there's going to be a Behind the Music on Depeche Mode. Yes, that's right, Depeche Mode. It's at 7:00 PM. I can't wait.

Secondly... *giggle* XD XD XD I don't know why it's so amusing, but....

There is a town in France called Condom, by the way. It's the center for the production of Armagnac, a type of brandy. Town officials say that they have to replace the sign bearing the name of their town five or six times a year. They are frequently stolen by British tourists.

XD XD XD

9 Coronas
Lyrics by Woofster
Parody of "My Sharona" by The Knack
========================

9 Coronas

The girl looks good to me
Good to me
She looked like Pamela Lee
After 9 Coronas

I began to kiss her
Undid her zipper
She looked like Claudia Schiffer
After 9 Coronas

When I met her at the bar
She said she was on Baywatch
When she got in my car
She looked a lot like Sasquatch

Bow Wow Wow Wow Wow
Waaaahhhh

9 Coronas

She kinda looked like Mr. Spock
"Live long and prosper"
But she was Courtney Cox
After 9 Coronas

We were hot with passion,
We were mashing,
'Cause she looked like Jennifer Annistan
After 9 Coronas

Late into the night
I rode her like a Harley
In the soft candlelight
She looked like Grant Farley

Bow Wow Wow Wow Wow
Waaaahhhh

9 Coronas

She was fat and stinky,
And kinda sticky
But she looked like Christie Brinkley
After 9 Coronas

She looked like Pee Wee Herman
"That's my name, don't wear it out,"
But she was Uma Thurman
After 9 Coronas

In our 23rd position
I think I got whiplash
She was really bitchin'
Except for her moustache

Bow Wow Wow Wow Wow
Waaaahhhh

9 Coronas

She was bigger than a Winnebago
A way to go
She looked like Lisa Kudrow
After 9 Coronas

She was no Cindy Crawford,
Cindy Crawford
Nothing rhymes with Cindy Crawford
After 9 Coronas

Open up another bottle
I started drinking more beer
So I could wake up next to Heather Locklear
After 9 Coronas

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yaaaaaaa

Pam: >_< Hydro, you make my head hurt. That's not cool.
Hydro: No, that's your untempered craving for caffeine. Me, I'm just chillin' here, waiting for you to write in the damn story.
Pam: Argh. Must. Have. Dr Pepper..... urgh.....
Hydro: You could always ask your mommy to take you to the store.
Pam: No. >_<
Hydro: You're so stubborn. You know, your dad is addicted to Diet Pepsi as you are addicted to Dr Pepper. Use that weakness against him.
Pam: If I'm ever hard up for caffeine, I drink his Diet Pepsi. But that stuff is nasty. Only for the caffeine content. Bleck. XP
Hydro: You and your tastebuds. Pitiful.
Pam: Oh, shut up.

winamp: "My Insatiable One" by Suede
He's my inflatable one! XDDDDD

Dad and I went to the motorcycle show at the South Hill Mall. We saw a lot of nice, vintage motorcycles; everything from a 1946 Harley to the new Triumphs and the 2002 Goldwing. Personally, I could never handle an 1800. Those things are longer than I am tall, and if I sat in the driver's seat I bet my legs wouldn't touch the ground. Choppers are more suited for my height, but I don't like the way the look. My dad said they were originally British motorcycles, and all I can say is that the British have poor taste in motorcycles. Those things look as ridiculous as giraffes (not to be rude to those long-necked animals, but it's true).

I also picked up the new Anita Blake novel, Narcissus in Chains. My dream demanded it. Yup. I had a dream where I was in the Fred Meyer's over on Pacific and 72nd, and I was searching all over for that damned book, and I couldn't find it. Finally I asked a clerk and she handed me the mask that went with the book. She wrote "education sale" on the back of it, and handed me a folded piece of paper. Every time I unfolded it and refolded it, a new page of the story would appear, so I could read it that way. And then my dream ended with my brother buying the book for me and me telling him I'd pay him back. That was certainly a funky dream. Anyway, I finished the book, and to be honest, I wasn't satisfied with the plot. But finally, after so long, the thing that I've been praying for to happen.... happened. It made my heart jump for joy. :D :D :D

I've returned to reading Dune, yet my question about it goes unanswered. Probably since I haven't asked it, but I was hoping the book itself would explain. I mean, I am about 150 pages in. Why does the Baron for the Harkonnens call his nephew, Feyd, my darling? ....That creeps me out a lot. I mean, homosexual situations in books don't really bother me (as long as it's not really detailed) and there are so few of those in most books that it's no problem, but when you take some fat piece of shit that is the Baron, and then his nephew, for crying out loud.... it becomes a problem. That's just... wrong. >_< Especially after the description of his weight. O_O Good Lord.

I still have homework, too. Damn Sophomore Coll. Prep. English Composition. Damn you and your hella long name. >_< Whatever happened to just English? Or English Honors?

winamp: "Let's Do It" by Joan Jett and Paul Westerberg
Birds do it / Bees do it / Even educated fleas do it / Let's do it / Let's fall in love

I erased this blog and started over about three times now. All previous blogs talked abut insecurity and bipolarity (if that's a word). But it's just pointless to let you guys know about my problems when the U.S. air strikes keep dropping bombs on Red Cross compounds.

winamp: "Mad as We Are" by Erasure

Life. Sometimes, it just ain't worth living. >_<##

Britishisms. :D

Speaking of which, I can't wait until the new episodes of Absolutely Fabulous start airing on Comedy Central. I've never seen the show before, but it looks hilarious.

winamp: "Undone" by simulogik

Kids can be so cruel. I know some of those people, and others I know by reputation. Is it accurate? I don't believe half of it. I don't feel sorry for the people mentioned on this page, either. This is one of those times I thank God I'm not popular, and I intend to keep it that way. The worst thing about this webpage is its grammar, then the lack of original insults, then the actual design of the page, and then the person who made it. I have no idea who it is, but s/he needs some serious help.

By the way, what does "86'd" mean?

winamp: "Megalomaniac (Excessive Force Mix)" by KMFDM

Sanosuke interview, with the English voice actor. Nifty. I've never heard it though, but I bet I'd still like his Japanese seiyuu better. XD Too bad I've only seen the first eight episodes. ;_;

Gen-chan, my brother told me to pass this on. He's trading/buying a new car from his friend, and it'll have more room for more people. He wants to know if you'd like a ride in the afternoon (I told him about your Drill Team practices). The only catch is that you'll have to pay for gas weekly, but if you just come over to our house every afternoon, you don't have to pay at all. That's exactly what he said. I'm just passing it along. The new car is going to be a Blazer, if the deal pulls through. (By the by, were you in school today? I know we don't have any classes together first through third periods, but I don't remember seeing you leave Mr. Blazey's second period.)

Though, I don't see how anyone would want to buy my brother's truck, especially after those dummkopf burglars stole his stereo and popped his driver's side lock. :\

Thank you. XD I have Osama bin Laden jokes, but they're actually programs, so I can't really post them (unless I upload them for download, which I actually might do if enough people are interested). Plus, the "9 Coronas" song. XD "Nothing rhymes with Cindy Crawford!" Glad you enjoyed it too, sp4f.

Today was great, although I must admit a weakness; I did have caffeine during lunch. I just feel so terrible about it now. It wasn't even Dr Pepper, so that makes it worse. I felt like a blasphemer. Eh. I made up for it in Geometry, when we had to make an "if-then" statement based on advertisment. XD "If it is Dr Pepper, then it makes the world taste better." We're going to study syllogisms tommorrow. I can't wait. :D I love syllogisms.

The story I'm working independently on isn't going that well. I can't think of any really good plots to use. I have the characters I'd like to use, but no good situations to put them in that would create "a good read." >_> Maybe I'll just abandon my dreams of ever becoming an author. I guess I just don't have "it."

Mustn't let myself forget; TATU meeting November 3rd, at 9:30 AM. >_<

winamp: "I Feel Loved" by Depeche Mode
It's not every day the original version of this song comes up to play.

One day in the great forest a magical frog was hopping down to a water hole. This forest was so big that the frog had never seen another animal in all his life. By chance today a bear was chasing after a rabbit to have for dinner. The frog called for the two to stop. The frog said, "Because you are the only two animals I have seen, I will grant you both three wishes... Bear, you go first."

The bear thought for a minute, and being the male he was, said "I wish for all the bears in this forest, besides me, to be female."

For his wish, the rabbit asked for a crash helmet, and immediately put it on. The bear was amazed at the stupidity of the rabbit, wasting his wish like that.

It was the bear's second turn for a wish. "Well, I wish that all the bears in the next forest were female as well."

Rabbit asked for a motorcycle and immediately hopped on it and gunned the engine. The bear was shocked that the rabbit was asking for these stupid things, after all, he could have asked for money and bought the motorcycle.

For the last wish the bear thought for awhile and then said, "I wish that all the bears in the world, besides me, were female."

The rabbit grinned, gunned the engine, and said "I wish that the bear was gay... "

winamp: "Master and Servant (Black and Blue Mix)" by Depeche Mode

Spiffy nifty. ^_^ I looked forward to reading the parody (usually the parodies are so much better; Space Balls, anyone?)

XD *cackles* Yes, that picture, Sailoreagle. :D

I've been working on a storyline for a book I want to write and send it to publishers; I mean, actually send it to publishers. Except... I can't think of any publishers that might accept my work (knowing who I am and how old I am), or.... what publishers might accept might work because they like it (either knowing or not knowing who I really am) .... I must confess ignorance in this area; I don't know much about sending publishers your work. Do you print it out, stick it in a manila envelope, and send it that way? Or in this day and age of technology, send it over online? I have no idea. I'll have to find out.

The worst thing about working on a story with publishing it in mind is that you can't dick around with anything. No slacking, no cheating, no cutting corners and killing off useless characters. *coughcough* I shouldn't say useless; no character in a book is useless, but characters that have fulfilled their roles and are just dead weight. And I really have to think out a feasible plot, plus do my research on certain topics to be sure I don't sound like a 15-year-old girl. It's tough, man. It's even worse with this headache, but I'm sure it's nothing that Advil can't help.

But that's the beauty of using a futuristic/fictitious setting; you don't have to play by no stinkin' rules. :D :D :D Yay!

winamp: "Cocaine Socialism" by Pulp

I've started reading Dune. Yeah, that tells you something about my willpower. Be back later; the caffeine headache's killing me........

winamp: "The Game" by Disturbed

Oh no. Oh no my mom is NOT making fresh kimchi. Oh God, please not this.... >_<

Dammit. The very day I start a diet, my mom unknowingly (yet unwittingly) begins to cook all my favorite Korean foods.

.......Gaaaaaaaah.

I finished Stranger in a Strange Land during 6th period, after the test. To be honest, I enjoyed the first half more than I did the second half; I didn't really grasp all the concepts and allusions about religion, and I didn't really want to. I wish it hadn't turned into a whole piece about religion, because I didn't see it coming in the first half. I suppose overall I enjoyed it, but... I didn't realy like Mike's religion. Not because I disagree with it, but because I could never enjoy sharing myself with a lot of other people, physically and mentally. I like my privacy. So what if I'm enjoying my own little comfortable habitat; it's what I'm used to.

Still, it did poke fresh thoughts into my mind. I think I'll take a breather before I begin Dune, though. Wouldn't want to blow my brains out and ruin science fiction for me. I'm going to dislike not reading, but it's better to take a break than strain my brain and kill all enjoyment of science fiction (there's only so much a person can handle in a short amount of time, especially when said science fiction turns into religious discussion).

What really sucks, though, is that I want to discuss the book with other people, yet.... none of my peers/friends/acquaintances have read it (only Gen-chan, and she's maybe a little less than halfway through it). >_< Don't you just hate it when you want to talk about something, but no one has any idea what you're talking about? I feel like that a lot. >_>

This would really be a lot better if I had the picture to go with it, but oh well:

American Flag: $25
Gasoline: $2
Lighter $2.50
Catching yourself on fire because you are a terrorist asshole: Priceless.

XD My dad just had to share that with me last night, as well as "9 Coronas" and "Message From Boeing to Osama." ^_^;; When, I suppose, I should have been studying for the history test. Oh well. I'm confident; I didn't need a 'reference page.' XP

I've started a diet today. Yeah. I can afford to lose a couple of pounds. So, it's fruits and vegetables, plus barley tea, water, and maybe an occasionally indulgence. Yes, this means that I will be giving up Dr Pepper. But it's also a test of will power; if I can stay caffeine-free for the duration of my diet, then I will know I'm strong enough to control my addiction, and not let my addiction control me. XD That reminds me of the Sphinx from Mystery Men, but we won't go into that.

And, of course, the layout doesn't help, but hey; it'll make or break my resolve. :P

winamp: "Cat in the Kettle" by Unknown Artist
Hey. That's not chicken in your chicken chow mein (which, originally, is American).

Been amusing myself at Useless Knowledge. Actually, I don't think most of the stuff there is useless at all. But that's just my humble opinion.

I dare you to guess the word of the day. I'll give you a hint: it has to do with the book I'm reading.

winamp: "Zenstation" by Depeche Mode
book: Stranger in a Strange Land by Robert Heinlein

My God. This is so nifty: The 8th Deadly Sim. The previews also rock. Think of all the fun-filled afternoons you could have with Osama bin Laden Sim.

winamp: "Velcro Fly" by ZZ Top
You need just enough / Of that sticky stuff / To hold the seams / On your fine blue jeans

*cackles madly* XD For those of you who've played Resident Evil 2, you know that there's this room with one of those mirrors that are actually windows, but only on one side. Well, finally, we got to the other room, and Gen-chan checked out the mirror (which was a magic mirror!), and I said, "It's a magic mirror!" and as soon as I said that, a licker-thing popped out at Leon, and we both screamed to high Heaven. XD Oh, the joys of zombies and mutated creatures... and do you remember when we tried to leave the police station via the downstairs gate? XD Those zombies sure scared the hell out of me (as did most of the things in that game).

Oh, oh. Here comes my mom sporting one of my shirts. Honestly, can't she leave my wardrobe (what little there is left) alone? But what really bugs me is that this is Washington I'm living in, yet I have only one sweater and a few (thin) long sleeve shirts. Gah. You'd think I'd expect it to suddenly get blazing up here. Ooh! Guess the weather now. You got it. Cloudy, lookin' like rain. >_>

I got the greatest idea for a story last night, and if I ever decide to put it on paper (or on screen, whatever), I will definitely send it in to a publishing company to see if they'd publish it. I don't know; I'd have to change my style a lot. >_< I'm just too afraid of reviews and critics to really want to publish anything. But, The Story first....! Which I did work on last night. ^_^ Yay for me. I'm also editing Chapter 7 for Omino, so don't all of you two readers fret.

It seems like a lot of science ficton authors who wrote in the 60s and such did that, Icchan. o_o Or at least most of the ones I've read. Is it that much fun to poke at organized religion? XD

Did I ever mention that they got rid of the pond/march down the street so that they could build an aritifical pond for drainage? -_- I'm sure that we needed it (when it rained, it poured, and boy did the street flood), but honestly....... And I really wish they hadn't torn down the little woodlot behind our house. ;_; It was nifty fun to sit at the dinnertable and eat and look out at a smallish woods. >_< The view was lovely. Now all I see are houses. (Sometimes I can even see what they're watching on TV. No, I really don't spy on my neighbors).

Last night I dreamed that Larry 3000 was in my dream, drinking from one of the tea cups that my mom brought back home, as well as the tea she bought, and some dude was trying to steal our food, but then Trunks and Goten kicked his ass out of there, and I laughed so hard I woke up laughing. o_o

You were right, Hydro. Now they have Samurai Jack T-shirts. XD Well, one anyway, of varying sizes.

Hydro: Of course I'm right. I'm always right.
Pam: -___x;; Not in The Story, you're not.
Hydro: ¬.¬ That doesn't count. That may just be something to pass the time for you, but it's work for me, dammit.
Pam: Sorry, sorry.

Raar. I have nothing to do today. I already decided what I want for Christmas (from my parents, anyway). Some various computer games (I can never get enough), and Nintendo's GameCube with Super Smash Bros. Melee and Luigi's Mansion. Just those things. But they'll be expensive. Hopefully I can get the GameCube, at the very least. Playing Link in Super Smash Bros. Melee is going to be tight. XD

winamp: "Crying In The Rain" by Erasure
Everybody hurts when you're playing the game of love

Whee. Ambiguously Gay Duo videos!

If you like "I Feel Loved" for its "car commercial" sound (as I hear it), you might enjoy a more milder version of it. It's got quite an "orchestral feel" to it. Intervox has done great remixes of "I Feel Loved" and "Dream On," as well as New Order's "Crystal." I recommend "I Feel Loved [Intervox Piano String Mix]." I think that's probably the best "I Feel Loved" remix. But try the remixes for "Crystal," too. They're spifferific.

The kitchen sink's out. :\ We need a new garbage disposal. Not my fault. Seriously.

winamp: "Sex and Candy" by Marcy Playground

I tried to play Resident Evil 2 (for N64, hoo hah!), but after the first save point in the police station I got scared and didn't want to play anymore. I remember those licker-things. o_o I went down the hall to fight it, but at the last moment, my nerve failed and I shut the game off. I hate dying in video games. Oh well; it would've been fun to watch Claire bleed blue blood. And that particular game scares me a lot; not because of all the gore and violence (well, maybe), but because... it's... eeh. It freaks me out. Especially when things suddenly jump out at you. Tells you how much nerve I have. ^^;; Maybe I'll tackle it later. Eh. It's hard to play with those funky controls, though; it's a lot different on N64. I think that's why when I first started out as Leon I ran full-tilt into the zombies and got eaten. XD

I'm very bored today. There's nothing to do, and hardly anyone is online. I wish my brother hadn't sold a lot of the N64 games. I have this insatiable urge to play Banjo-Kazooie. oO;; What sucks even more is that I also want to play SimTown, but I can't find the CD. The last time I saw it, I was in 8th grade. -_-;; I let a friend borrow it, and I remember her giving it back, but after that.... I don't remember it at all. ;_; I miss that game.

I should do my homework, but I don't feel like reading more of Dandelion Wine. God, that book can be utterly boring. Maybe I should go try and tackle Resident Evil 2 again.

winamp: "I Wish I Was Queer So I Could Get Chicks" by the Bloodhound Gang

So, you may be wondering (or you may not be, depending on whether or not you actually care ^_^ ) how I fared against Robert. Well, at the last minute, he chickened out. Yep. He didn't bother to approach me at all. In fact, he fair avoided me the entire day. So that just goes to prove that the big he-men are the first to fall. Hoo hah.

Thanks for the support, Arashi-san. ^_^ I know I shouldn't worry about these things because they won't matter later on, but it still pisses me off how some people treat life like a popularity contest. And the sad fact that most of the time, it is.

-_-

Amen, brother!

Don't you just hate it when you're trying to paste something you've copied and you press the wrong button, then the music suddenly cuts off and you're scared your computer is getting ready to flip you the bird?

We cleaned out my closet last night. Ah, the memories. I had a schoolbook (mathematics, to be specific) from seocnd grade in there. From second grade. I think that was the same year I fell off the swings and hit my head badly enough to scare the school into sending me to the hospital to check for brain damage. My brother said (because he was in fifth grade at the same school at the time) that he'd heard rumours that I was dead. -_- Gee, how quickly bad news travels, eh?

Heinlein's making my head hurt. I don't get that whole Foster's religion thing.

winamp: "Rockit" by Herbie Hancock from the Zoolander Soundtrack

My head hurts.

winamp: "The Last Supper" from Jesus Christ Superstar

Took this animal survery, and I am most likely a Wild Dog or a Penguin.

...No. XP I am quite happily submerged into Stranger in a Strange Land, although during 6th period I got so annoyed I couldn't concentrate.

Yes, I am in a slightly calmer mood than earlier. But the fact of the matter is that people like Robert make my brain hurt from trying to think on their level. Can anyone tell me what is so godawfully important that you have to constantly disrupt the class with your chitchat? I know as teenagers we feel that the most trivial matters are important (and vice versa), but dammit! After being told for the umpteenth time to shut their fucking mouths, you think they would.

And the teasing sets in. God, I hate the teasing. Teasing viciously for laughs from your snotty friends is the sport of the weaker individual. I admit, I gave in and insulted him back, but I have to say my insults were far more on the mark than his. God. I hate him. I hope he dies of intestinal cancer in a part of the world where morphine is undiscovered/scarce.

It makes me wonder, though, if I am any better than him by rising to the bait. I couldn't help it, though. I hate it when people pick on me because of what I like or what I look like. I mean, damn. At least I didn't go around last year pretending to "jizz" on people. That's disgusting. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I should be stronger, though; I shouldn't have let my anger cloud my dignity. Now, if I lose, I'll never hear the end of it. Never. I have to win. I just have to.

...Yet in a way... I feel terrible. This next part is going to be "deep" and "philosophical" (or whatever the hell passes for it), but... what if I'm just taking out my social frustrations on him because he, president of the freshman body last year and president of the sophomore class this year, plus Homecoming Duke, is socially accepted and I, One of the Geeks and One that Can Be Remotely Intelligent, am not? Should I care? I really don't want to have an ulterior motive to kicking his ass; for once, I'd like something to be simple and uncomplicated.

If I could get away with it and not feel guilty about it afterwards, I would definitely murder him. Yes, it would taint my soul and I'd probably go to hell...

Murder is so final, though. I think torture would be much in order for him. God knows he deserves it for being such a bastard. I don't care if "deep down he's just an insecure little kid." Dammit. He needs his ass kicked and I for one hope I can do it properly.

No, we're not going to physically fight. I have a feeling I'd win, though, my rage is that strong. It's even more childish than that.

winamp: "Beat It (Moby's Sub Mix)" by Michael Jackson

I am pissed beyond being pissed. This isn't anger, this isn't rage; there's not a word in the English language that could describe the intense feeling of loathing and disgust that I feel right now.

People like Robert Chenier make me want to do drugs. Lots of drugs. If I beat him tomorrow, maybe I'll get him to SHUT THE FUCK UP.

So I have to go and get ready for tomorrow. I hope to God I beat him so that I don't have to listen to him ever again. If he gives me shit, I'll give him back threefold.

I slept in 'til 9:30 this morning. ^___^ I was very happy that I didn't have to wake up. In fact, when my eyes snapped open at 6:30 AM, I rolled over onto my side, laughed at my alarm clock (which was switched off, but I've a habit of waking up a couple minutes before my alarm goes off), and then went back to sleep. XD

I scored a 15 on the Serial Killer test. ^^;;

Thank you, Arashi-san. ^_^ As for me, I drink so much Dr Pepper that it's probably flowing through my veins instead of blood. XD

I know! Whoever wrote that essay had problems, even if it was intended for PSAT use. >_< My goodness. They had to kick out some sophomores because there wasn't enough tests for all the juniors. Well, I'm sorry, but that's not really fair of them to do that. I wasn't one of the sophomores who had to get kicked out (thankfully I registered a week and a day before the test). I didn't understand some of the math questions, but I feel good about the English parts, even that damnable essay section. Reading all the revision choices made my head hurt. The essay wasn't even in a practiced style. Not one that I've learned, anyway. -_-;; Thank God for learning patterns of analogies in 8th grade. ^o^

;_; The edges of the cover for Stranger in a Strange Land are scuffed! It's ripped a little near the top, and some of the first few pages are a bit wonky. T__T *sighs* I like keeping my books in excellent condition. ^^;; Well, some of my Stephen King books are a bit worn (especially The Shining; I let my brother borrow it and he returned it half dead), but that's only because I read them too much. XD Especially the Dark Tower series. Blackhouse is out, but.... it's only in hardback. I want to get The Talisman and Blackhouse in a set, so I can read them both at once. I don't like being kept waiting (which is difficult for me concerning the Dark Tower series; I <3 Eddie!). I've been neglecting reading the Heinlein novel, though; people keep talking about how good Dune is, it makes me impatient to start it. So, until people shut up about Dune, I won't be able to concentrate on Stranger in a Strange Land. It's just who I am. That may sound funny, coming from a person who will have five books going simultaneously, but both are new books; it makes it a bit more challenging to keep the right names and people in their respective books.

Biology project. Gaaaaah. >_<# It's not enough to get some rest between projects, is it? I'm tired of being a sophomore, and they say being a junior will be much harder. If it is, please shoot me now so that I may be spared more agony. While the work itself isn't difficult, they just love to shove big assignments all in large lumps, don't they? Neil Gaiman had it right when he said bad things were cowards, and only attacked you in packs. >_<;;

I should seriously stop bitching about schoolwork. I need to think about getting a real job. I'd love to do any job that has me working in an office (like filing papers or something; it's really very appealing to me at the moment, I don't know why). Especially if it was a police station. That would be tight. XD But seriously; they'd never let a 15-year-old girl file papers in a police station. Not even if I was 16. Dammit. I could work part-time. ;_; I just don't want to work at a restaurant or some boring food place such as that. I have relatively bad people skills. ^^;;

I saw the movie Soldier last night on TBS, and my God, it was good. I don't mean good as in good graphics or something, but the... depth of it.... Delicious. It's been a while since I last cried during a movie (even though this movie was technically "for guys"), but... Todd was just superb. Like a super icy Roland.

winamp: "Not Dead Yet" by Styx
I'm bouncing on a land mine / Baby, one leg left / And I can still crawl / And I'm not dead yet

Late arrival tomorrow. Praise Lawd.

I fought too hard with the EQ sliders and lost. ~_~ I couldn't bear to throw away two months of work, I guess, so this is what I end up with. It's... too purple. Ugh. I'm going to hide this from the world. >_>

Now, I must work on the Duo skin. *cringes* Argh. But not today; this skin alone was enough to make my head hurt. I had to take Advil. Seriously. OK, maybe the Advil was more for my back than my head, but you get the idea.

winamp: "Anxiety" by quadrophonix

Lifted from Gillian-san, who got it from Erica, etc.

[are you left handed or right handed?] - Right-handed.
[are you smart?] - In a sense. (Ha, say that phrase fast.)
[what's your middle name?] - Susan.
[how many personalities do you have?] - I like collecting them like bells.
[how many piercing do you have?] - Two.
[tattoos?] - When I'm 18 I will.
[do you like v-8?] - Never had it, so I don't know
[what was your first word?] - Daddy. But my first "babyword" was DadooDadoo. Guess what it stood for and I'll give you a prize. No, not Daddy.
[are you superstitious?] - When I have the luxury of being so.
[do you read your horoscope?] - Sometimes.
[do you believe in that stuff?] - See above answer.
[can you do a cartwheel?] - I'd break my back.
[do you have bangs?] - No.
[do you have contact lenses] - God no. I should suffer with glasses than ever come close to touching my own eye. >_<
[do you have a retainer or braces?] - I wear my retainer at night, although it wasn't always that way. I have had headgear, though. No, it's not fun, and too many nights I'd cry myself to sleep from the pain in my mouth. Yes, it does hurt that much.
[what do you drive?] - A bicycle (not as well anymore) and my feet.
[do you snore?] - Do you?
[do you drool in your sleep?] - Show me a person who hasn't, and I'll show you a person who's lying.
[do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge?] - What's a few calories between mailing letters to friends?
[do you keep a journal?] - I do, but for the past three months there's only been one entry per month.
[what languages do you know?] - Mainly English, but I strive to learn bits and pieces of other languages.
[what's the best awards show?] - Whatever one awards all my favorite artists and condemns the pop stars.
[do you like onions?] - No, but I've been better about eating them. (They're so slimy in some foods.)
[do you like cotton candy?] - When I was five.
[do you like pina coladas?] - Never had one.
[what instruments can you play?] - Flute, piano, and I learned a little about French horn and tenor sax (although carrying something home every day that was about my height quickly got tiresome)
[what do you sleep in?] - Clothes.
[how many pillows do you have?] - Two, counting my hamster pillow. XD
[do you like to dance?] - Not very well, but I do dance to please myself.
[do you like to sing?] - All the time.
[are you any good at it?] - To no one and not even myself.
[how many CDs do you have?] - More than 40.
[do you like to talk on the phone?] - God, no. I never have anything to say.
[how many times have you moved houses?] - Once... but I was two.
[do you like where you live?] - Sometimes.
[is your room messy?] - Yes.
[how many people go to your school?] - I'm saying about 1500, probably more.
[do you like your writing?] - When I take the time to make it look nice.
[what do you smell like?] - Right now? Lady's Speed Stick, and freshly washed Sanosuke shirt. :D
[are you organized?] - Organized enough for me.
[do you sleep with a stuffed animal?] - My new hamster pillow. Before that.
[do you sleep with socks on?] - Ew.
[are you ticklish?] - Too much for my own good (I can't even scratch the bottom of my feet anymore...)
[are you shy?] - Yes. ^^;;
[do you talk to yourself?] - Often.
[got any lucky charms?] - Charms? No. Lucky items... they'd serve me better if I took the time to carry them around, I suppose
[do you have a basement or an attic?] - Attic, and a "crawlspace".
[did you go to preschool?] - No.
[are you a morning person?] - ........Sometimes. (Don't hurt me.)
[what's your favorite outfit?] - At the moment, my nifty plaid shirt over my "barbed wire" shirt with my pair of Arizona jeans. ^^;
[whats your IQ?] - 157, if you can trust these internet tests.
[do you believe in God?] - Yes.
[do you believe in ghosts?] - I can't decide at the moment.
[do you believe in bigfoot?] - Tch. He's my brother.
[do you believe in the Loch Ness monster?] - Yes!
[whats your favorite feature (on yourself)?] - My skin where it's clear (it's so nice and tanned, although I don't know how).
[what do you do when you're nervous?] - Fidget or say I'm nervous. -_-;
[how old do you wish you were?] - Younger. I don't want responsibility yet. I like freedom.
[have you ever gone skinny dipping?] - Oh, geez, that's sick.
[have you ever thought you were gonna die?] - Yes. Once in the shower. ^^;; An airplane was flying overhead (this was just after the Sept. 11th incident), and I wondered if it crashed into my house. If it did, I'd die naked. I don't want to die naked.
[where's the farthest place you ever traveled?] - South Korea. As a baby.
[where do you wanna go?] - Somewhere away from this galaxy would be nice.

It's 3:37 PM. Do you know where you are?

winamp: "Mope" by the Bloodhound Gang

Colored pencils. Pencil crayons? What the heck kinda name is that? You crazy Canadians. XD

...It's over. Thank God, it's over. It took about three hours to get through five sections of it. And it's just a practice practice test.

Anyone watch Samurai Jack last night? New episode. Too bad they changed the time from 8 PM to 9 PM; I could've used the extra sleep. Oh well. It was a great episode. A little predictable, but good. One of the bounty hunters was Huntor, from the miniseries on Dexter's Laboratory, Dial M for Monkey. Huntor even had his elephant there, although the elephant on Samurai Jack was mechanical. Nifty, huh?

I meditated last night (or as much as I could with "Relax" blaring from my stereo), burned incense, lit a candle, turned off the lights, stretched. My back felt great this morning, but during one of the breaks for the PSATs I stretched again, and something in my lower back spasmed. Not good. I seriously need to see a chiropractor, although I doubt I will.

Biology project, Geometry test... still a lot more to go.... I better get to work on those Dandelion Wine worksheets, too.

I'm about a third of the way through Stranger in a Strange Land. I bought three books on Sunday when Gen-chan and I went to the mall; Obsidian Butterfly, Stranger in a Strange Land, and Dune. Gen-chan picked them all out and I just agreed. I was too hungry for more books to really peruse the store. So far the Heinlein novel's been great; a lot less blood, gore, and sexual innuendo than Obsidian Butterfly, which is very relieving.

Right now I should be rejoicing because the PSATs are over, but I'm just worried about dinner. My brother bought tortilla shells instead of taco cheese. >_< That's a very large difference. Oh well; he brought home some Dr Pepper to tide me over for a while. Yay. Even evil incarnate has its uses, no?

Just to scare a classroom, all you have to do is shout, "Oh my gosh, ANTHRAX!" and everyone goes nuts. You shouldn't toy with people that way, but dammit, people are easily tricked. And I don't exclude myself, either.

Blog replies later, if there are any to reply to. I've been very lazy about that. Maybe it's time to hang back a little and forget technology, and just try to be like other animals. Yes, other animals. They don't sweat things like homework and pop culture. Survival is what it's about, isn't it? Are we so much better than animals, or have we just been spending all our time thinking of new ways to kill each other?

winamp: "Dancing All Alone" from Dance Dance Revolution

This hamster is rather adorable. Not as cute as my Sunflower I (or Sunflower II, for that matter), but cute nonetheless. Did I mention my mom also brought me a hamster pillow back from the "TechnoMart" she went to with my cousin, Gee-hun? She didn't give me the pillow until yesterday, though.

Which reminds me; the DDR pad that my mom bought doesn't work for PlayStation. We tried seeing if it hooked up the computer (which it's supposed to, since the installation CD has a Windoes logo), but it doesn't either. My dad assumed it belongs in the joystick plug or something, but I remember where I've see that many little pegs; the mouse port on the laptop or whatever. But seriously; playing DDR on my laptop won't be my cup of tea.

My throat hurts, like I've just screamed at the top of my lungs. And no, I haven't. Dammit, I need some Whose Line? Praise the Lord it comes on for two hours tonight. I cannot wait. And I sincerely hope that this parmesean chicken pizza tastes good. If it doesn't, I think I'll puke on my brother.

winamp: "Blood, Sex and Booze" by Green Day

I'm just not feeling well today. Maybe it was the lack of sleep due to Obsidian Butterfly, or that I'm worried about the PSATs (Me? Stressin' over a test? Lawd, Lawd.), but.... just not feeling very well at all. Not like myself. Which is strange. It's an odd feeling, like I'm someone else today. I wonder who I'll be come tomorrow.

I've too much to worry about. I've got a test for Dandelion Wine this week, a Geometry test, a Biology project, plus the PSATs tomorrow, and also a History test Monday. So it's not gonna be too great for me this week.

Plus.... I feel like I'm being exploited in Geometry and Biology. The only reason why anyone would love to be my partner is because I love taking as much work as possible onto myself. I don't know if this is some sort of guilt complex or a masochistic tendency, but I can't abide to let others do equal or more amount of work than me. It does not compute, I don't grok that, etc. etc.

*sigh* ~_~

And did I mention I felt a little sick when I had my daily dose of caffeine? I hope this isn't a serious medical problem. They wouldn't understand. I need caffeine.

winamp: "One Week" by Barenaked Ladies
book: Stranger in a Strange Land by Heinlein

Those are really nice images, Wingo-san! And the tutorial link? Priceless. *_* Unfortunately, I've never read any of Roald Dahl's ghost stories. ;_; And I can't find my copy of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

I'm gonna go over to Gen-chan's house today to play Dance Dance Revolution. We both got DDR pads. Unfortunately, I don't have a PlayStation 1 (sadly, only a PlayStation 2, and it's my brother's). The pads came with sample CDs, so I'm guessing we'll use those until Gen-chan buys the game. ^^

I took a look at the practice test for the PSATs (a practice test for a practice test; redundant, but convenient, no?), and I was quite surprised to find that I knew the majority of the questions. Some of it was just the easy, simple "common sense" sort of problems (especially analogies and vocabulary), and the math problems, some of them were basically trial and error, or "at-a-glance" types. Huh. I'm still nervous about taking the actual PSATs, because I want to do good on them, even if it's just a practice. My dad said a girl once got a perfect score on the SATs. I want a perfect score as well. It'll be hard, and I probably won't get one, but I have to make the effort.

I'm going to eat plenty of fish, go to sleep extra early, and eat breakfast (!!!!) Monday night through Tuesday morning. ^^ The PSATs will take two hours, I think, and we damn well better get a break afterwards to rest out fried braincells.

winamp: "It's Not Me, It's You" by Prozzak

Ha! Ha ha ha! I bet you didn't expect to see another update at Omino within a week of the last one, did you?! Well! Ha! There is! Chapter 6 is now up! Bwahahahaha! I'm so proud of myself. ^_^ It is a fairly short chapter, though; in Microsoft Word, it's only nine pages. Most chapters are usually eleven to twelve pages (some of them are above fifteen pages, though).

winamp: "Drunken Sailor" by Captain Tractor

My mom's back!!

My "emo-bu" (my uncle) sent me a rock Korean CD, I think. I just started listening to it now. I have no idea who the group is or what they're saying, but the music rawks. My uncle plays bass guitar for a band, so I'm guessing this is one of his CDs. My mom bought me a nifty plaid shirt, a large butterfly clip, a scrunchie, some other clothes... and my cousin, Gee-hun, sent me three sets of earrings. *_* They're very pretty earrings.

If only I could convince my mother, I could wear all three sets at the same time. I've always wanted more than one hole in each ear. ^_^ I'll tell her it's because I'm interested in "looking pretty and being a real girl." That'll get her to agree halfway with me. >:D I'm evil, I know, but only when it suits my purposes.

cd player: Korean Heavy Metal
Strangely, this sounds a lot like the music KoRN might use. oO;;

David Sylvian! *swoon* "Forbidden Colours" used to be one of my favourite songs. ^^;;

Don't forget; if you're the 15,000th visitor to Crispy Crunchy dot Net, then you can request a skin, a wallpaper, or a sketch. And don't try refreshing, either; we can tell.... O ° O

Whenever I get cold, the feet are the first to go. o_o I don't mean figuratively, but... literally. My feet get cold first, then my right hand. My left hand almost never gets really cold. I wonder if this is a side effect from years of second-hand smoking.

o_o You know what really sucks? Clumpy chicken alfredo. But runny chicken alfredo sucks, too. Yeah. I'm still new at this "meals that aren't cooked by microwaves" deal.

winamp: "Double Life" by Styx
Nowhere to hide though we both might try / I'm schizophrenic and so am I

My mommy comes home today! :D

winamp: "Catch 22" by Erasure

My own layout makes me thirsty. >_< All right, that's it. I'm logging off now, just 'cos I need a caffeine fix. That's what so great about caffeine. Actually, there are a number of things that make caffeine so great, you know?

First of all, it's legal. Perfectly legal. So you don't have to worry about no coppers busting in on your caffeine parties. Secondly, it's usually fairly cheap, and you can buy it in most grocery stores. Third, it needs no real preparation, especially if it's in soda form. No cooking, no worries about noxious fumes and hazardous substances. And lastly, it has no terrible side effects, other than stunted growth (and hey, it's not like I was gonna get any taller than this anyway) and sometimes mild insomnia if drank (drunk?) at night. But it is addicting. I can't go a single day without some form of caffeine, unless I want a beautiful headache come nightfall. This is serious, I guess, but what the hell.

Oh yeah, aside from rotting my teeth, I'm gonna rot my brain with Pokémon! Yay!

...Yet I have no cavities. XD

winamp: "Master and Servant (Slavery Whip Remix)" by Depeche Mode
Finally, after all these months....!

Eh? I got a referral from Shounen Knife? But.... don't they do Buttercup's theme song? @_@ Huh?

The PSATs are next week, on the 16th, which is the same date that my aunt is coming up from California, and also the same date of my first Geometry test. I already talked to Mr. Dickhead, er, Mr. Blazey about it, and I can take the test Wednesday during class. So, that's settled, at least.

I need to be reminded to eat plenty of fish Monday night, and go to sleep around 8:00 PM to get plenty of rest. And just for luck, I'll prob'ly bring Code along, too.



Thinkin' about ditching this one, or at the very least, redoing the entire playlist. I started it back in July, and have been doing very little to it since. ~_~ I finished the playlist back in July, and everything done since has been done today, so it's pretty obvious how much things have changed (or, the very least, that it doesn't match quite so well).

And I never intended it to be quite so purple... but Adobe Photoshop makes it look more blue than purple when I'm working on it, but when I go to save it as a .jpg or a .bmp, then it goes purple. Hmm.

The only spicy food I can't stand too much of is wasabi. ^^;; I can only handle a little; maybe more than a normal person could, but MAN! it hurts the sinuses something awful, eh? *pours entire bottle of Tabasco sauce into chili*

winamp: "Stand" by R.E.M.
Stand in the place where you live (Now face north) / Think about direction wonder why you haven't before

So, we waited about an hour for our I.D. cards. >.< We got there just in time for the "Active Duty in Uniform Has Priority" rule to kick in. My brother whines more than my dog does when she wants a bone, and that's pretty sad. And my I.D. card picture makes my eyes look too small for my face. That's... erg.

My back hurts again. And I need caffeine, dammit. I shouldn't have had to get up before noon on a Friday off. >_<

winamp: "Bizarre Love Triangle [Razormaid Remix]" by New Order
Every time I think of you / I feel a shock right through / With a bolt of blue

Wow. You can't rush inspiration, nor can you rush Evil Dream Sequences™, either.

winamp: "Race or Reason" by Zeruel

Tomorrow I go and renew my military I.D. I don't know if I mentioned this, but it's been expired since July 16th, and I've used it three times since. ^^;; My dad says that, back when he was still in the airforce, the superior officers would sometimes give "false badges" to some underlings and have them walk around to test the people who're supposed to be guarding entrances. Usually these fake badges had a picture like Mickey Mouse on it or some such thing, to be outrageous, and my dad said he was surprised at how many people got past security with those Mickey Mouse badges.

I probably blogged that before, but I've a terrible memory for unimportant dates (no wonder history is easy; all the dates aren't really recent...), but I myself managed to get by security with an expired I.D. card during Threat Condition C on McChord. ^^;; Makes you wonder a little, eh?

winamp: "The World is Not Enough" by Garbage
You know, Bond must have over 100 venereal diseases by now. >_>

Well, there goes Snoopy. >_> *watches Tina tear the poor stuffed dog's head off* Y'know, I lose more stuffed animals this way.....

winamp: "The Rainy Season (Hydrophonix Mix)" by Kooz

I dunno. Originally I was saving this for Blood, Sex and Booze/Vituperation's one-year anniversary, but then I just felt the need to stare at cans of Dr Pepper. It's very hard learning to type Dr Pepper without the period, you know. >_> They dropped the period in the 1950's, just one of the little factoids I discovered while rootin' around for pictures of cans. You know how hard it is to find some? I mean, modern Dr Pepper cans on fairly easy-to-get-rid-of backgrounds. But I did find one. ^_^ Plus, some neat pictures of Dr Pepper In Space!!! (From the movie Mission To Mars)

I did have to tinker around with the HTML a lot, but I did manage to at least change tables around. Yes, it was extremely difficult for me to do that, what with limited HTML skills I have and the sucky FrontPage 2.0 I work with. But it worked out OK, so here 'tis.

Gee, this layout is making me really thirsty. I guess it could be seen as a form of torture, no? ^.^ (I figured enlarging the word would catch your eyes.) XD

Somehow, it's always funnier that way. XD

*HUG*

Anyway... three-day weekend. I relish the fact that I'll be sleeping snugglycuddly in my medium canopy bed. My room is so nice when it's clean. I just realized that. ^_^;; But it smells a bit like stale incense in there (if there is such a smell), so I suppose I should burn more incense to get rid of it. Does that make sense? It does in my mind. @_@ Oh well. We'll see, won't we....

winamp: "Boom, Boom, Boom, Boom" by the Venga Boys

I should do something to cheer myself up, but at the moment all I can think about is the cleaning spree my dad'll put me on this Friday, since we have no school. ~_~ It almost makes me want to go and do something horrendously stupid, like break my big toe while trying to do three front-snap-kicks faster than-- Oh, wait, my brother already did that. -_- He boasted he could do three of 'em in the time it took me to do one (but he couldn't; I had the best sidekick in my class, too), and he ended up breaking his big toe. Smart, huh?

I could watch Project A-ko again. Dr. Bepper, anyone?

winamp: "Break Me Shake Me (Acoustic Live)" by Savage Garden
I never thought I'd change my opinion again / But you move me in a way that I've never known

Yesterday's post down below, since Blogger was being decidedly difficult about publishing properly.

I'm in an extremely disgruntled mood today. First of all, I really didn't want to get out of bed this morning, for some reason; I ended up pressing Snooze twice. Usually I only press it once. I should've taken my wanting to stay in bed as a sign of something wrong, but...

About 7:11 AM we discovered that thieves hit my brother's truck last night and stole a whole lotta shit out of his truck, not to mention ripping up his dashboard and popping out the lock on the driver's side. They left their pliers, so we know how they got in. -_-;

Then, it seems like everyone's doing their damned hardest to get on my nerves. I'm sorry that I have a short fuse, but it's was already a long day by third period. ~_~ Then, Mr. Blazey stays the dickhead that he is. Yep.

So, then I come home, have a small snack, watch The Kids in the Hall and Whose Line? before going upstairs to play a little Pokémon. Then I clean my room. That takes about an hour and a half; I ended up dusting all my little bells and figurines on the shelves, reorganizing my books, and stuffing miscellaneous items into my drawers.

Then, I discover that my CD player has messed up; I was trying to (manually) press the Next button, but it keep skipping back to Track One. In fact... any button I pressed skipped it back to Track One. I pressed the Q-Sound button. Back to One. I pressed the Radio button. Back to One. You get the idea. I pounded a fist on it several times, but alas; it only stayed fixed for about five seconds. -_-; So, then.... just when I give up all hope and feel like throwing the damned thing into my mirror, I try using the Remote Control. Ta-da! No more problems. So now I can't manually change things on the CD Player; I have to use the Remote Control. Not such a big deal, but the principle of the idea... you know? But I won't bother my dad about it; he's too far gone with my brother's problem.

Afterwards, I finish vacuuming and rearranging my lifelike stuffed animals on the floor. I come downstairs and let Tina out, then I grab the Dr. Pepper that's been chillin' in the inside freezer for several hours. So here I sit, sipping my liquid caffeine and trying to get the smell of dust out of my nose. It's been a very trying day.

headphones: "Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go" by WHAM! (Zoolander Soundtrack)
Yes, I already have an obsession with this CD. Go-go away. :P

I AM OZ!!

Thought you'd never see that again, eh?

I just finished cleaning the bathroom, which I did right after making dinner. <_< I made dinner at 4:00 PM. Four o'frickin'-clock in the afternoon. Normally we don't eat dinner until 5 or 5:30, but.... something in me just wanted to rush rush rush, dammit, so put the pedal to the metal and let's zoom zoom zoom. I have no idea what's up with me. Maybe I inhaled too much Soap Scrub or some shit like that. It does smell nice....

The Dangers of Drinking. (From Ernie) I wonder if a certain friend should see this.... XDD

Wingo-san, the skin's coming along nicely. ^_^

So, I said to myself, "Pam, what is going on with your life?" and then I answered, "Well, I'm not really sure. This is an awkward year for me; I have so much to do to catch up, plus I have to start worrying about driving." Then I replied, "I bet you're more than a little nervous from thinking about learning to drive, huh?" "Oh, you bet," I responded. "I'm too scared about getting in an accident to worry about being a speeder." "Oh, don't be so wimpy! I bet there's nothing to it! Besides, learning to drive a car is much easier than learning to drive a motorcycle, which you plan to take classes for this summer." "You're right," I acknowledged.

And that was that. I still need to worry about getting a job. Preferrably one that doesn't have me sitting behind a phone answering it. God, I hate uppity parents. >.< Turns out I ended up on the same phoneline with one of my Mortal Enemies' mother, and that wasn't cool. But I did find out where she got her snooty attitude from. It took all my willpower not to call her a pretentious bitch and hang up. -_-;; I couldn't anyway, though; Mrs. Garitano would've had my guts for garters.

Oh, and here's the most unbelievable statement ever: My brother is going community service.

...Turns out seniors are required to do at least 20 hours or so of community service. My brother? Helping society? Lord, Lord, finally old debts repaid....

The good side to all of this vituperation and rambling? There's Dr. Pepper a-plenty in the house. I love my dad to pieces. I'd be lost without him. He left a note saying he knew I'd probably be dead by today without an infusion of caffeine, so he bought another case for me. He spoils me, I admit, but he can be pretty tough on me, too. Oh well; it's all for my good, huh?

cd player: "I Started A Joke" by The Wallflowers (Zoolander Soundtrack)
I started to cry / Which started the whole world laughing / If I'd only seen / The joke was on me

I know realize that the source of my being unwell comes from lack of caffeine. There's no Dr. Pepper in the house, and I absolutely cannot spend more money unless I want to be cheap come Christmas time. Dammit. >_< Oh well, I didn't completely spoil myself today; I picked up a nifty "I'm No Angel" keychain for Gen-chan at the mall, too. ^_^

Wingy, you said it. >_> You know, I hate having taken after my dad, because he once told me that he was a regular pizza face with extra cheese when he was a teenager, and now look at the legacy he's left me.... -_-; Oh well, I suppose my acne could be a lot worse; think of the people who have it covering their entire face. o_o Still... the ones on the chin are annoying, because when I did play the flute for band, the metal would really irritate it. >_>

Damn. I would so love a nice cold Dr. Pepper right now. >_< Watch, twenty years from now I'll be dying from some terminal disease, and all because I didn't have Dr. Pepper. Believable? No. But could it happen? Hey, anything could.

Crap. I'm like C3P0. What does that say about me?

Hydro: You're whiny and weak. XD
Pam: C3P0 is cool, man. Spiteful and priggish, but cool...
Hydro: You're just saying that.
Pam: Dammit, you're right.

By the way, Omino's been updated with only one chapter, but the next one's already in progress.

cs: "Relax" by Powerman 5000
Whoa. "Relax" goes punk rawk. XD

Ugh. I don't feel so good, but I did get the Zoolander soundtrack today, so yay for me. The movie is as funny as.... something that's absolutely hilarious, so go see it if you don't mind a shallow plot or guys wearing a lot of make-up and being girly. o_O In fact, I should go see it again. XD

Oogh... >_<

cs: "Waiting For The Night [Violator 2000 Mix]" by Depeche Mode
I'm waiting for the night to fall / I know that it will save us all / When everything's dark / Keeps us from the stark / Reality

Going to the movies today. Trevor's got work, and I remember Jenny-Marie saying she had something to do around noon... which it is at the moment.... So, that leaves me and Gen-chan.... w00t. Zoolander!

Cheese pizza; ain't nothing like it drowned in crushed red pepper. XDDDDD Mmm.

I need to take a shower, call the theatre, arrange for a ride for Gen-chan... Dammit, if I'd been born one or two years earlier, I wouldn't have to worry about a ride.... >_<;

cs: "Stuck in a Moment (You Can't Get Out Of)" by U2
Bono's also in the MTV All-Stars "What's Going On?" ^___^

Well, Envy.nu is being as slow as a turtle stuck in molasses on a winter day, so I won't be updating Omino tonight. I do have Chapter 5 all coded, and have already begun Chapter 6, so don't be alarmed (as though anyone would be -_-; ).

cs: "The Funny Farm (They're Coming to Take Me Away)" by Doctor Demento
They're coming to take me away Ha Ha / They're coming to take me away Ho Ho / Hee Hee Ha Ha / To the funny farm / Where life is beautiful all the time

*waves back* XD

The laundry's safe; turns out I forgot to empty the lint screen, and I thought the dryer was broken because I didn't understand what the flashing signs meant. ^_^;;

cs: "True Faith (Pet Shop Boys Remix)" by New Order
w00t.

Fuck! The laundry! O_O

Oooh! I'd like to participate! Lessee.... The song would be "I Don't Care," and the artist would be Savage Garden. I really wish I had a link to a reliable download, but I got it off Napster (before it croaked).... ^^;;

As for the update at Omino... make it one chapter. I seriously have a shit load of homework to do; questions for Dandelion Wine, required reading, I have to type up the final draft of my Pericles/Funeral Oration essay, plus I have Geometry homework. >_<

I can't do too much of it tomorrow because I'll be hanging out with Gen-chan, Jim (or Jenny-Marie, if you will), and possibly Trevor (unless he has to work). We're going to see Zoolander, and possibly hang out afterwards. I need to call to get the times, then contact each of them and tell 'em that my dad can probably give us a ride to the theatre, but we'll beed a ride back (unless it's the theatre over on Hosmer, or the new one near I-5; then we could just walk back to my house afterwards).

Icchan, I'm terribly sorry about last night. >_< Dumbass brother.

You know... I regret starting Pokémon Crystal over. ;_; I had 221 pokémon on my first game. Now I only have 18. And I had no idea that Neil was a pokémaniac. o_O He's been pretending not to know a single thing about Pokémon the entire time I've known him (about a year now). I just found out yesterday, too.

cs: "Techno Seasons (Stereo Remix)" by Preylude

Yes, do expect to see updates at Omino. ~_~ I lied when I said it'd be updated every week. Pfft. Hasn't seen an update since July.
More fool me. I will update this Saturday with three-five new chapters. I swear it on all that is Dr. Pepper-ish.

cs: "The Game" by Disturbed
Is she not right? / Is she insane? / Will she now run for her life for the battle that ends this day?

Cute. XD

Wow. The Redwall selector. :D

# 1 Mice - Martin, Matthias, Mattimeo
# 2 Shrews - Log a Log, Nordo
# 3 Squirrels - Jess, Silent Sam, Dannflor Reguba
# 4 Badgers - Constance, Lord Brocktree, Sunflash the Mace
# 5 Hares - Basil Stag Hare, Tammo
# 6 Hedgehogs - Ambrose Spike, Tansy, Trimp
# 7 Moles - Foremole, Dinny
# 8 Ferrets/Weasels/Stoats - Swartt Sixclaw, Badrang the Tyrant, Vilu Dasker, Ferahgo the Assassin
# 9 Rats - Cluny the Scourge, Gabool the Wild, Damug Warfang
# 10 Otters - Deyna/Tagg, Grath Longfletch, Finnbarr Galedeep
# 11 Foxes - Urgan Nagru, Slagar the Cruel, the Marlfox
# 12 Wildcats - Ungatt Trunn, Tsarmina, Malkariss

Crap. I remember this, only it was the movie, and Gen-chan and I watched it. It was completely boring. >_<

That reminds me--

Hydro: What reminds you?
Pam: I don't know. The happiness of Erasure.

--, last night, on Saturday Night Live, they had a mock show of Who Wants To Be A Millionaire?, and they had repeated interruptions such as "Disney has taken running water away from you" or "Disney has taken ABC away from you" or something. XD And then later on they said that Disney had a complete shutdown, and the scrolling text stated, "How does it feel, huh? Do you like it, huh?" XD I laughed me arse off, nearly.

So, I just thought I'd mention that. ^_^;; Also, they had Garth Brooks (sp?) host the show, and Chris Gaines was the musical guest. And one of the regular SNLers was taking to Garth about Chris, saying that Chris "smoked meat sausages," that he was ugly, and such. XD Garth had such a look on his face...! Normally I don't watch SNL, but there was nothing else on. ~_~

And now for something completely different.

I said "Look man, come down here." He got down there, said "Whatchoo want?" I want ONE BOURBON, ONE SCOTCH, ONE BEER! Well, I ain't seen my baby since I don't know when, I been drinkin' bourbon, whiskey, scotch and gin. Gonna get high, man, gonna get loose! Leave me a triple shot of that juice! Gonna get drunk, don't you have no fear, I want ONE BOURBON, ONE SCOTCH, ONE BEER!

OK. ^_^ Done.

cs: "One Bourbon, One Scotch, One Beer" by George Thoroughgood

No Nintendo products? Whoa.

Something I got from Bird, who got it from Ragabash-san. You know how these things work.

1.Do you like having your picture taken?
No, but I suspect largely in part because I'm not photogenic.

2.Have you ever done a photo shoot, professional or non?
Um, sorta.

3.If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go and why? Expense paid?
I have no idea. Um. London. Because I love British accents and partly because I love large cities. And definitely if it's all expenses paid.

4.Who would you take with you on this little adventure?
Um, not really anyone, but probably either Gen-chan or the old man.

5.What would you say is the most daring thing to do in a lifetime?
Be different from the social crowd.

6.Would you ever do that?
I'm doing it.

7.Have you ever done crossword puzzles?
Yes, but I don't like them as much as word searches.

8.Ever actually completed one?
Yes.

9.Pick up the closest book and write a sentence at random from it:
Suck my cock. (Different Seasons, Apt Pupil, by Stephen King)

10.Do the same with a lyric from either a cd or the radio.
We don't need no education / We don't need know thought control / No dark sarcasm in the class room

11.Have you ever tried to analyze your own dreams?
Yes, but...

12.Would you put up posters in your room?
Only if they're not of people. I can't stand famous people staring at me.

13.Can you sing?
Everyone can sing. Can I sing well? No.

14.Do you ever sing to yourself while doing everyday tasks?
When I'm alone and feeling a bit put-out.

15.What's your favorite color of post-it note?
Don't really use 'em.

16.How many cassette tapes do you own?
Three; four counting the religious preaching tape I got when I went to see Eternity. ^^;;

17.How many cd's do you own?
Over 40.

18.Ever bought a cd for just one song?
No, but I did buy one CD just for two songs. And ended up liking just about all of them.

19.What would your perfect day consist of?
Sleep, a nice breakfast, a good read, a couple hours of fun with video games, a funny movie, Dr. Pepper and lots of it, and then a marathon of Whose Line Is It Anyway?, followed by dreamless sleep.

20.Have you ever lied to get off the phone or out of talking to someone on line?
Who hasn't?

21.Have you ever written a survey?
No.

22.How about a song?
Yes.

23.Or maybe a poem? If so share it or one of them:
Yes. My haiku: Verily, I see, that Jell-O is the devil, of which no man knows

24.Is your vcr flashing 12:00 all the time?
No. If it was, I'd break it so it wouldn't. ^_^

25.Do you read your horoscope?
Occasionally.

26.If so, do you base your day on it?
No; usually it's afternoon by the time I get to it.

27.Would you rather chew gum or use mouthwash and why?
I don't really chew gum and I have the urge to swallow mouthwash, but I guess I'd rather chew gum. Why? I don't know; maybe because if I swallowed it I probably wouldn't get sick, but it would stay in me for a looooong time.

28.Do you floss?
About as often as I admit I'm wrong and like it.

29.Are you addicted to napster like me?
No. Audiogalaxy and Mp3.com

30.How many times a year about are you sick?
Crap. Not very much. Only if I didn't get any shots. ^^;;;

31.Ever been in an airplane?
Yes.

32.If so where were you flying to?
California.

33.What radio station to you listen to most?
96.5 The Point (80's music)

34.What color are your shoes?
White, grey, blue, and a touch of yellow.

35.Was fuzzy wuzzy a bear?
I used to have a book of those poems and limericks, including the one about the mouse in the soup. Fuzzy Wuzzy was a bear.

36.Do you know how to play dominos?
...Er.... Kinda/sorta.

37.Or do you think I just mean pizza by that?
One time we waited an hour for delivery and they never showed up, so we never order from them.

38.Speaking of pizza, what's your favorite kind? (toppings and/or place to get it from):
Bouboli, when you get to make your own pizza, and generally I like cheese, mushrooms, and lots of crushed red pepper. ^_^;;

39.What color are your eyes?
Dark brown

40.How many surveys have you filled out this lifetime?
Too many, but they're fun.

41.Describe your bedroom, include all details:
Pink and white. Even the carpet is pink (er, champagne mauve). Lots of awards and a space poster on the wall. Um. A picture of an F-22. Pictures of me in various grades. A desk. A dresser. A mirror. A blackl keyboard. A grey blow-up alien.

42.Name one person your life is made better by:
My dad. :D

43.Would you or have you ever shaven your head?
No....

44.How about someone else's?
I don't like touching other people's hair, so shaving it would be sorta out of the question.

45.Can you do math with ease?
Unfortunately, yes.

46.What size is your computer screen?
1024x768 (tried to go back to 800x600, but it makes me feel like I have bad eyesight now). Pffty. 18 inches? I'm not sure. Somewhere between 15-20 inches.

47.If you could only talk to one person online who would that be?
The old man. I'm not ashamed of it. He's already one of my best friends. XD

48.Name your favorite type of music and why:
Um..... 80's. Because dammit, it's a good listenin', that's why.

49.Are you a vegetarian?
No, I eat the flesh of other creatures. Raar. Call me inhumane, but dammit, God prefers lamb to veggies and fruit, right?

50.How about an aspiring actor/actress?
As an actress, I suck when I try. As a person, I act when I don't mean to.

51.What famous person dead or alive would you interview if you had the chance?
Aristotle. *_* I can't think of anyone else other than Marcus Aurelius. XD *hearts that name*

52.Which movie can you watch and say the lines along with the actors?
Mission to Mars. ("Jack the Ripper.") XD

53.Name one your passions in life:
Writing.

54.What's your least favorite time of day?
Mid-morning. It's so dreary and nothing's really happening.

55.Who's your favorite member in a band, singer, guitar, bass, drummer, and why?
Darren Hayes of Savage Garden, or David Gahan of Depeche Mode, or whoever is the lead singer of Erasure, because them boys got THE VOICE.

56.Do you use hairspray or gel?
No, but yesterday I used hairspray, gel, and mousse(sp?) just to get my hair to stay in a butterfly clip. -_-;

57.Describe your favorite meal:
Taco filling in tortilla wrappings; all the ingredients fresh and prepared by me and my dad. No onions, too.

58.What color is the inside of your head when you close your eyes?
Blackish read with a thin streak of white in the very center.

59.Ever listen to classical music?
Occasionally.

60.Have you ever said lol in real life without thinking about it?
Yes, actually. I pronounced it "loll" and I regret it.

61.Do you find you use internet language when writing notes irl?
Sometimes, if I'm taking down questions as homework, I'll abbreviate so I can get back to my book, dammit.

62.What songs would be on your ideal cd?
If a CD could hold as many songs as I liked, probably half my list (which is about halfway to 700 songs)

63.Say one thing you've learned today:
That Mr. Blazey is a dickhead and no one likes him, and it seems that only I feel really sorry for him. Oh, and that dead snakes in jars are icky.

64.What is the best present you've ever given someone else?
The present of leaving them alone forever, I guess. I'm not a good friend.

65.What is the best present someone else has ever given to you?
Their respect.

66.So hey, what's your full name?
Pamela Susan [No Last Name Given]

67.Describe yourself while drunk:
Drunk? No. High? Extremely giggly, a crowd pleaser, and a joker.

68.How big are the windows in your house?
I love the skylight. I used to love the view of our backyward and the woodlot behind it, but now there are houses instead of trees, so it's not as good anymore.

69.Do you wear a watch?
The longest I've ever worn a watch is 12 hours. ~_~;;

70.What's the kinkiest thing you've ever done with someone else?
Um. Uh. Pretend to kiss cheeks?

71.What's the largest age difference between you and someone you've dated?
2 years. Although we never actually dated.

72.How many mirrors do you have?
One, just above my dresser, so my ugly mug is the first thing I wake up to in the morning. (No wonder I'm usually grumpy!)

73.Write one sentence stating what you want people to say about you after you've passed on:
We'll miss her, and we actually mean that.

74.Have you ever sailed?
Not really.

75.How fast can you run?
Somewhat decently.

76.What do you believe in?
That all humans have some need to believe in something, whether it's the Red Sox or God.

77.How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
Less than 5 minutes, if I don't focus too much on this wild tangle called hair.

78.Do you shower daily? If not how often?
No, every other day.

79.What one thing would you change in your life if you had the power to do so?
My feelings about my appearance.

80.Describe the ideal superpower and what you would do if you had it:
Telekinesis. If I had it, I'd stop bad guys from doing bad things.

81.Are candles romantic or a fire hazard?
They smell good, don't they? ^_^ Fire always seems to smell nice.

82.Name something you've done in the last 24hrs no matter how big or small:
Giggled like a schoolgirl. Maybe because I am one.

83.Do you wear necklaces, bracelets, anklets, earrings. rings?
Yessuh.

84.What colors are you wearing right now?
The blue of jeans, olive green, and my X/1999 shirt. ^_^

85.How often do you change the sheets on your bed?
Once a month, I guess.

86.Have you ever gotten lost? If so explain:
In Korea, when I was but three or so, and I left our house by way of front door. My parents searched for hours, and then found me next door playing with their children. ^_^;;

87.What's on your computer desk?
Brave New World, Microsoft crap, a half-full can of Dr. Pepper, our F-22 Raptor mousepad, the mouse, my left foot (XD), a beanie Pikachu, various games and CDs, various disks and the like.

89.When you are talking do you ever use your hands to do quotation marks in the air when saying certain words?
Quite often.

90.Which landmark would you climb if you could?
Mount Rainier. Represent the home state, yo. XD

91.Do you own or have you read, or thought of reading any self-help books?
I've thought of it.

92.Ever seriously questioned your sanity?
If I am sane, good sir or ma'am, then shoot me and spare me the miserable existence of reality.

93.Can you breakdance?
No, but Antoine can. XD He's cool.

94.What's in your fridge right now?
Food (although that in itself can be debated), liquids, and a bowl of dried carrots. :9~

95.How many people do you live with?
Three other people and one dog. Or I could say two other people, one dog, and some odd excuse of a brother.

96.Have you or would you ever do anything more than kiss in a public area?
I don't look it and I would NEVER.

97.What is the strangest thing you've ever done?
I have no idea. Ask Gen-chan.

98.Name an instrument you've never played but would like to:
Electric guitar. Ooh baby baby. :P

99.Have you ever been on TV or the radio?
TV? Yeah. Radio, no.

100.What is the worst thing anyone could ever do to you?
Get intimately close to me, then rip me apart. Actually, it happened in 8th grade, and I'll never forget it. I've forgiven the person, but.....

101.Are you a fast typer?
Quite so.

102.How high have you counted before getting bored?
Past a thousand; I was counting my grandma's snores some odd years ago.

103.Describe how you sleep.
Preferrably on my back or left side, stretched out; unless it's cold, then I'm curled up nicel.y

104.Are you straight, bi, gay?
To say I'm straight would be like saying I only like Dr. Pepper and not love it. I'm sure that I must have some homosexual tendencies, but for the most part I'm attracted to gay guys. XD

105.Do you ever do something else while on the computer? If so what?
Write.

106.What is the most expensive item you own?
My necklace, I guess, since I don't really own Zule. It's gold and I got it from my mom about six years ago, I'd guess. I've hardly EVER taken it off, only for Tae-Kwon-Do.

107.How about the least expensive?
Books, but they're solid gold to me.

108.What's your favorite card game to play?
:D :D :D Blackjack or War.

109.What do you do online?
Surf, chat, download, ogle. (In that order, pretty much.)

110.Name some stores you've bought clothes in before:
Hot Topic. JC Penney's. Sears. Ross. Eh. Anywhere that has clothes I like.

111.Have you ever read a book and not understood it? If so which one?
The Cardinal of the Kremlin. >_>

112.Have you ever watched a movie and not understood it? If so which one?
Well, Dead Poets Society, but I've never seen all of it, so that might be a reason.

113.Do people pick up your slang language more than you pick up theirs?
Yes, I'd like to think so.

114.Are you easily influenced by other people, or currant trends?
Only if I take it in my mind to be influenced.

115.What makes you unique in your own opinion?
-_-; Because I'm me and no one else is, just like you're you and no one else is.

116.Name your worst quality:
I see the best in people after I see the worst in them.

117.Name your best:
Empathy, but I cry too easily.

118.What would you like to do with your life?
Do something important, like write a good novel or such./

119.Do you blowdry your hair?
No.

120.How many clocks are in your room?
One.

121.Are they all set on the same time?
Yes. XD

122.Have you ever intentionally set a clock ahead or behind the actual time?
Yes. It's called Daylight Savings.

123.What do you think about when you first wake up in the morning?
'No way, I was only asleep a minute!'

125.Do you bite your nails?
Unfortunately, yes. But it's gotten much better.

126.Would you ever leave little notes to your gf/bf?
Stupid. Just talk to the damn person.

127.Ever been to a farm?
Yes.

128.Tell me about your dream last night:
I got a paper cut while trying to squeeze two sheets of paper into one. Yes, that was my dream, and no, I'm not that boring.

129.Ever seen a shooting star?
No. Stars don't shoot.

130.Say one thing about yourself you've never told anyone:
If I said it, no one would know but my dog. Do you mean type it? And if I did, then everyone who read this would know.

131.Do your days fly by or seem to last forever?
Lately, the weeks just go by like ZOOM.

132.Have you ever stayed in a fancy high class rich hotel?
No. I'm bourgeois; of course not.

133.Have you ever stayed in a rent-by-the-hour motel?
Pfft. They have those? Bleeh.

134.What in your opinion is the best advertising slogan out there?
Well, shoot. I'd say "Got Milk?" but it doesn't even work on me, so... ^^;;;

135.When they start sending rockets to the moon for us civilians, will you be on the list to go?
The moon? No. It's smaller than the earth, and I guess a lot of people would want to go, so it'd be crowded. Send me on a one-woman mission to some far away place. *_* I'd like that.... Greet new friendly life.... Gosh..... ~_~ I'm all depressed because I won't live to see the day.... if there is a day...

136.How are you feeling right now?
My back aches still, but not as bad and I have a muscle relaxant pad on it and also I took Advil. Plus, caffeine in Dr. Pepper form helps. *^^*

137.Have you ever written anything on your skin?
Yes.

138.If so what?
Reminders, usually. A phone number, once.

139.Which website do you frequent most often?
....Blogger, I guess.

140.What color is most of your clothes?
Blue. XD

141.Do you own any plants?
My mom does. I just think she feels she could do better by them.

142.Are things as bad as they seem?
Are things as good as they seem?

143.Descibe the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you:
It hasn't been done yet, but I'll let you know when the time comes.

144.Ever looked directly at the sun?
Only because I wanted to know what it looked like in person.

145.Have you ever made a pin hole camera to watch the eclipse?
????

146.What's your favorite cereal?
Honey Nut Chex. ^o^ w00t!

147.Who do you miss?
Lori. Divine Being, I should have written more often.

148.Name something you just can't forget no matter how hard you try:
Looking out the backyard window and seeing my dad clutching his arm while blood squirted onto the lawn.

149.Describe the worst fight you've ever been in whether physical or verbal:
Ooh. Wow. Um, it's personal. Very.

150.Say something else about yourself you've never told anyone before:
All right. I've never told anyone that I was Martha Stewart.

Icchan, yes.

Oh hush, you. ^^;;

Okay, it's me time now. This survey took forever. Bye!

cs: "A Horse With No Name" by America

Damn 59% straight! XDDD

Oh oh
Wee-ell-Now!

Relax don't do it
When you want to go to it
Relax don't do it
When you want to come
Relax don't do it
When you want to come
When you want to come

Relax don't do it
When you want to to go to it
Relax don't do it
When you want to come
Relax don't do it
When you want to suck it to it
Relax don't do it
When you want to come
Come-oh oh oh

But shoot it in the right direction
Make making it your intention-ooh yeah
Live those dreams
Scheme those schemes
Got to hit me
Hit me
Hit me with those laser beams

I'm coming
I'm coming-yeah

Relax don't do it
When you want to go to it
Relax don't do it
When you want to come

Relax don't do it
When you want to suck it to it
Relax don't do it
When you want to come
When you want to come
When you want to come
Come-huh!

cs: "Relax [Original New York Mix]" by Frankie Goes to Hollywood

Hush, you. I don't actually use them. But mail-order Nad's.... think of how far we've come since the Stone Age, and how damned our souls must be. XD

From now on, I insist that everyone call me Pammy Sue. I think it has a sort of Southern twang to it, don't you think? XD Yes, my middle name is Susan, and no, I don't look like a Susan at all. XD

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Mr. Trebilcock has fallen from my good graces, after commenting that being a Depeche Mode fan in the 80s was like being a Britney Spears fan now. -_-# It'll be a while before I decide to favor him with my good cheer and unusually unnerving quotes. Maybe it was, but that's no excuse for wounding my heart.

cs: "Shakin' (Like in Fever)" by the Infinite Beat

I actually felt pretty good this morning. I'm glad tomorrow is Friday, though. I can't wait for the weekend. I'm pooped already.

You just had to rub your new plug-ins in my face, eh? -_-;

I've seen a lot of cute guys around school. Lately, anyway. It's important to me that I start keeping my eyes open so I don't miss an opportunity to flirt. Does that sound... sluttish? Well, I guess it does, but I don't want guys to think of me as just a female version of them. That's not really what I want. ^^;;

I'd like to find myself a decent guy that wouldn't mind discoing at school during lunch, or humming Golden Oldies under his breath during class. One that likes culture but not pop culture. Open minded and gives everything a chance. I think I have too many expectations, but what the hell; someone's bound to come close, eh? Just lately I've been feeling lonelier than ever; I don't think a boyfriend is the right answer, but a close guy friend would be nice.

Hydro: >_> Suddenly interested in guys, eh? Discovered the other gender of the species again, hmmmm?
Pam: Don't look so smug, you know; I'm not letting you go that easily.
Hydro: Dammit, I'm a prisoner. No, even worse; prisoners have some freedom, anyway. I can't even choose what I think anymore.
Pam: XD

cs: "Siren Song" by Erasure
Try to feel the splendour of it / Embrace the honesty of nightfall

I suppose I should try and blog about things that are far more exciting than my dull existence, but as they say, all people are vain in one way or another, and while I think my life sucks, it's the most interesting topic I know. ...Which is actually quite sad, since I do have a boring life.

Still, Nad's will always be there. And I can share my Nad's with my friends, too.

Ooh. Darren's wrapped up recording the solo album, and it's nothing like normal Savage Garden stuff. And there's this new song, "What's Going On," obviously dedicated to the incidents on September 11th (even though he originally is a part of Artists Against AIDS Worldwide). In my eyes, he could do no wrong. The new song (originally by Marvin Gaye) got a lot of "pop, rap, and rock" people to mix it...

Hmm... something tells me I should like to hear this song, in its original form, of course. :D

cs: "Rain" by Erasure
What is there to do? / Only rain / Falling down from the sky

So, the whole thing with Mikie actually worked out; he was on last night from 7 PM to 9 PM, but for some reason AIM was being decidedly dickheadish and he wasn't showing up on my Online Buddy List. So, yeah. He did his part and I did mine, plus we got a new addition to our group today, Randy, and now the poster's all done except for the Works Cited section, which I'll be doing shortly after I do my Biology homework.

Plus, I need to finish up one Geometry problem. Gah. Sometimes I just feel so utterly stupid in Geometry. I don't think I'm good at it at all. >_< I'm too left-brained, really, to be any good with this sort of thing. *sigh* Still, I must as well give it my best shot, ha ha... -_-#

*LOL* Well, glad to hear it brightened your day. ^_^

HYDROOOOOOOO. XDDD Be a dear and send The Story to me. I'll be editing more chapters for Omino.... eventually. ^^;; Looks like I never got around to updating it once a week. XD This Saturday, when everyone's at Homecoming, I'll be doing it. Either that or playing TLOZ and making Link jump off really really high cliffs. :D I love the way he screams. XD

My dog still has fleas. Even though we gave her flea medicine and a flea bath. -_-# I'm getting a little annoyed, because I'm too paranoid of fleas to want to cuddle with her during the evening when I'm watching a round of cartoons. *sigh* ~_~ Tina, if only you weren't such a fleabag.... XD Now I don't mean that in a bad way....

Shoobidy doo. For some reason, I have the urge to dance around like a rabid raccoon. Is that so bad, really? Well, I don't think rabid raccoons really dance, but hey.... I could pretend, couldn't I? That's what it's all about...

But what it really boils down to is meeting requirements. I need to take Running Start as a senior or something so's I can fill in more requirements such as electives. <_< I'm worried. I want out of here ASAP, you hear me?

cs: "Every Man I Love Is Married, Gay or Dead" by Kacey Jones

Sweetheart, be my honey, a lily a la lune.... The fireflies above me, a will-o'-the wisp, a lovely perfume, a vision in white, a flame in the night, in perfect harmony.... We'll go down to the water, and sail on a looking glass sea...

Wow. I completely forgot to do my Biology vocabulary. It was due today. Yeah.

cs: "Looking Glass Sea" by Erasure

Still no sign of Mikie. I'm beginning to plot how, exactly, he should die for this. I'm not ever going to willingly be his partner again. ¬.¬# And even if I was forced to, I'd do a crappy job just to make sure he gets dragged down with me.

Mikie still isn't on. I e-mailed him and told him to be on after 8 PM. But he should have been on. I am beyond pissed. This is an anger and an annoyance beyond anything. This project is due Thursday, and if we're to equally share the work, then he has to print the pictures and do his half of the research.

Which, by the way, I've done one section of his reseach because it was convenient and also because he hasn't "shown up" yet. Just the thought of it makes me want to narrow my eyes and growl dangerously.

My printer isn't accepting the cartridge of Cyan ink I've put in it. So now I'm really depending on Mikie to show up. If he doesn't.... his ass is grass and my wrath is the lawn mower.

cs: "Blood, Sex and Booze" by Green Day
I'm in distress / Oh mistress I confess / So do it one more time / These handcuffs are too tight