One thing I must say about Majora's Mask: it is hard. Especially if it's your first time playing it. My goodness. It's terribly confusing...

But I do like fighting Goht.... XD It's only one of two bosses I've fought, but it's so much fun. I didn't like the Deku Warrior boss person; he was one tough nugget. >_>;; Especially since it took me five freaking minutes just to figure out how to hurt him, then another ten to kill that sucker...

I must do homework now.

winamp: "G.O.D." by Pierce[69]

Eh... Here's to hoping I don't get E. coli from my own damn cooking. I'm gonna go play Majora's Mask now. It's not been the best day, but I suppose it could've been worse.

But I have to remind myself: No bounce, no play. ;)

winamp: "Dead Bodies Everywhere" by KoRn

It's almost depressing. Hydro hasn't talked to me in a long, long time. I wonder if this is a sign of bad things to come, or if he's just being a moody bitch. (Can't blame him, the rest of Chapter 8 takes place on good ol' Earth, and the last I heard from him he was bitching about me not "elaborating" on his situation.)

Argh. Somehow, this always keep slipping my mind. Expect an small update either this weekend, or a large one during Thanksgiving Break. Of course, that means that I have no plans and therefore no life, but sometimes it's good just to have time, because there's so very little of it when you need it the most.

Have you ever thought long and hard about something, only to realize that before you had begun thinking about it, it made sense? But after you really started pondering the thought, it became more and more confusing? I was thinking about the future, and that it was so far away, but then I realized that it actually isn't, and before I know it I'll be out of college and looking for my first full-time job, trying to make a living, find a mate, get married, have kids (or adopt; there are enough children in the world without me adding my own brats to it).....

God, it's scary. The future is scary. Not because it's unpredictable, but because it is.

winamp: "Orange" by Seo Taiji

Bird, I would deeply appreciate that. Yes, it's the right one. Thank you for being so thoughtful with helping me get back my missing songs. ^_^

It was an good day today. What I mean by a "good day" is that there was a lack of bad things, or very few bad moments. Which is pretty sad, since a good day should have a lot of good things going on in it. >_> Plus, I don't have a lot of homework (not two-three hours' worth, anyhow), so that helps.

And Whose Line is it Anyway? is on tonight! w00t!

winamp: "Electroshock Stopclock" by Ochre

AFI - The Nephilim
Airbase - Logique
ANDREA PRIORA - Transcending Reality [Remix]
Bassic - Access Denied [2001 Remaster]
Bassic - Alien [2001 Remaster]
Bassic - Crypto
Bassic - Elemental
Bassic - Seduction [2001 Remaster] (All Bassic Unavailable)
Bosson - Where Are You?
Dance Dance Revolution - Paranoia Massive (Extended)
Darren H. & Anna Maria L. - I Can't Make You Love Me
Darren H. & Luciano P. - O Sole Mio
Deep Purple - Smoke on the Water
Depeche Mode - (I Feel) Love(d) (Slow & Sad)
Depeche Mode - Barrel of a Gun (Stone Cold)
Depeche Mode - Blasphemous Rumours (BIJ Mix)
Depeche Mode - Blue Dress [Secret Mix]
Depeche Mode - Comatose (For Fun and Prophet)
Depeche Mode - Dream On (Feeling Dreamy)
Depeche Mode - Dream On/I Feel Loved
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (G Mix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (RafBoy Mix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (RTT Mix II)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (Y.D. Mix)
Depeche Mode - Everything Counts (911Mix '98)
Depeche Mode - Freelove (Ultra Dance Mix)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (12" Mix)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (Nostalmix)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved [Intervox Mix]
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved [Vocal Jazz]

Ms. Merrill suddenly turned into Queen of Bitches. Dealing with her is the pits and the shits. Last Friday she handed us an example essay to give us something to look on and understand the format she wants us to learn. It happened to be a freshman's rough draft. Well, nearly 99% of the class noticed two repetitions of a large mistake she made. In two of the sentences, the student wrote "would of" instead of "would have". I noticed it, but I was torn between raising my hand and telling her or just keeping quiet and correcting it on my own. Well, Neil, a good friend of mine, was the courageous one and raised his hand and told her. She suddenly just blew up at all of us, especially him, saying that we had no right to correct her, that we could MAYBE think about correcting her after we went through seven years of college and got a teaching degree or whatever. And she just raved on and on about how we were just students and didn't know what we were talking about, that we had no right to correct her. It was a GRAMMATICAL ERROR! She's a FUCKING ENGLISH TEACHER! SHE SHOULD HAVE SPOTTED IT RIGHT FROM THE GET-GO! IF 30 ODD STUDENTS CAN SEE IT, WHY CAN'T SHE?! She gave that damn, horribly boring paper an A FUCKING minus when it didn't even deserve a C! What's worse is that she went over the essay OUT LOUD, and she kept REPEATING "would of" when she got to it. (That was before Neil corrected her.) And I don't care if teachers don't like being corrected; she should've caught that mistake so the freshman wouldn't've repeated it the second time around. And yesterday, Neil pointed out that the whole point of the essay was to tell us what the book was about, but this kid just went on and on about the two main characters and really nothing at ALL about the stinkin' plot. And she blew up at him AGAIN, telling him that she's only going to expect perfect papers from him from now on, and I just want to punch her in her FUCKING face. I mean, I hate being corrected, but in a case like that, I'd take it more lightly because Neil had an EXCELLENT point. It just pisses me off how some people are so holier-than-thou. Plus, Ms. Merrill thinks everything's got to be HER way and HER way only; any other way is just WRONG WRONG WRONG.

If you're a teacher, GET RID OF YOUR HIGH-HANDED ATTITUDE ABOUT BEING CORRECTED. IF YOU'RE NOT OBSERVANT ENOUGH TO SPOT SUCH OBVIOUS MISTAKES THAT A WHOLE CLASS OF SUPPOSEDLY "UNEDUCATED" STUDENTS CAN SEE RIGHT FROM THE START, THEN DON'T BE A TEACHER!

We don't need to go through 7 years of college to know that it's "would have" instead of "would of." Neil never presumed to be smarter than Mrs. Merrill; he only pointed out a mistake she missed. There was no need for her high-handed, holier-than-thou spiel.

Neil didn't even correct her with an attitude; he was polite about it. Not many people like being corrected; I definitely don't like it, but if someone told me that in a polite tone and wasn't criticizing or contemptuous, I would be grateful. We all have to humble ourselves. But of course, this doesn't apply to certain Bitchy Teachers From Hell.

And today? Everything's been going wrong. It rained all day yesterday and all last night, pretty heavily, too, and the roads were flooded, the school grounds flooded. Then someone thought they'd be really cute and call in a bomb threat. So we stood out in the rain for nearly the entire 4th period (just before lunch for 2nd lunchers), and then they made us go into the auditorium only after we were sufficiently drenched. They kept telling us we could go to the cafeteria for lunch, but then some teachers told us No, we couldn't go there because the other teachers were wrong, and it's just been a horrible day.

The poster for my English project is soggy and limp, I have pounds of homework; so much that my binders can't all fit in my rather large backpack, and I pray that my brother is anally raped in a back alley where no one hears his screams for help and if they did, they wouldn't help him. Either that or he gets VD and dies a horrible, nasty, despicably long death.

No, in case you're wondering, it's not been a good week. I'm tired, angry, and ready to call it quits before I even graduate from high school.

It's OK to be utterly FREAKED OUT when you get a referral from a site like this. @_@

Well, thank you, Clawed. ^_^ (Note to self: Must update bloglinks with Clawed and Fae-san.)

But now, it is time for sleeps. I may or may not blog about the Bitch Teacher from a Parallel Universe's Hell tomorrow.

Yes! Power to the P.O.'ed angel! XD You know, it took me a bajillion tries and a lot of mistakes (most of them involving me accidently restarting the game), but I finally beat the pinball score you left on my computer. :D The top score was 3,096,250 points, but now it's around 4,156,000. w00t!

I cannot describe the level of joy I'm feeling at the moment. :D My list of missing songs more than fits on the computer monitor now! Yes! Less than 50 songs to go now!

winamp: "Cows with Guns" by Bob Rivers
He mooed "We must fight! Escape or we'll die!" / Cows gathered around / 'Cuz the steaks were so high / (Bad cow pun)

Bird, I'll be done by the end of today. I just need "Insanity (Welcome Madness)" and the two BOC songs, then I'll be done. Thanks a trillion. You're one hoopy frood. :D

If this isn't cute, I don't know what is. Or it could just be my absolute fondness for the l'il tyke, er, monster. ^^;;

I'm too tired to really care about anything right now, not even Geometry homework. I stayed up 'til 11 PM to watch the premiere of AbFab (it was definitely worth it) and didn't fall asleep until sometime in the wee hours of the morn. <_<; D'oh.

I really should do something about my anger problems, but screaming incoherently helps a lot, though it's a bitch on the throat.

winamp: "Love Vigilantes" by New Order
The lyrics of this song remind me of AMBER: Journeys Beyond. o_O; Bizarre game about paranormal activities, ghosts, and death. XD Gen-chan, I wish the programmers had made it so the angel would get mad if you kept electrocuting yourself.

Muahahaha! >XD I finally know what the name of the group and album is! Remember that Korean rock group I kept exclaiming sounded a lot like KoRN? Well, thank you WinAmp! The group's name is Seo Taiji (if it is a group; could just be one singer), and the name of the CD is Ultramania.

The tracks are, in order, as follows:

Item <--- Not sure if that's the name or not; didn't bring up anything else.
Tank
Orange
Internet War
Pyo-joul (Plagiarism)
Dae Kyung Seong (Great Seoul)
Lego
Ultramania
Gi-Uk-Na-Ni (You're Remember?)

This makes me so happy. *^^*

winamp: "Orange" by Seo Taiji

Bird, I love you. Yes, please upload them.

There's been a horrible, horrible accident, you see.

You deprive a person of Dr Pepper too long, and they eventually get so used to it that it no longer matters whether or not they have caffeine as long as they have Advil. But the biggest mistake is giving a recuperating addict a whole 24-case of Dr Pepper. You see, the shock is so much that sleep.... Heh, sleep doesn't come easy.

Muahahahahahaha. Ha.

winamp: "The Bad Touch" by the Bloodhound Gang

New list, and definitely making a lot of progress. Except for Bassic being a complete buttmonkey and taking down just about all the downloadable songs that I had, there doesn't seem to be a lot of trouble. I think I'll work on the DDR songs today, and then progress to the little bits that I can get off AudioGalaxy.

!!trance!!! - Domo Origato Mr. Roboto [GTW]
2gether - The Hardest Part About...
AFI - The Nephilim
Airbase - Logique
America - A Horse With No Name
ANDREA PRIORA - Transcending Reality [Remix]
Anything Box - Living in Oblivion
Aqua (Toybox) - Tarzan and Jane
Bassic - Access Denied [2001 Remaster]
Bassic - Alien [2001 Remaster]
Bassic - Crypto
Bassic - Elemental
Bassic - Seduction [2001 Remaster]
Billie Piper - Honey To The Bee
Bosson - Where Are You?
Carter the Unstoppable Sex Mac - Lean On Me I Won't Fall Over
Color Theory - Snowing
Creedence Clearwater Revival - Bad Moon Rising
Dance Dance Revolution - Paranoia Massive (Extended)
Darren H. & Anna Maria L. - I Can't Make You Love Me
Darren H. & Luciano P. - O Sole Mio
Dead Can Dance - The End of Words
Deep Purple - Smoke on the Water
Depeche Mode - (I Feel) Love(d) (Slow & Sad)
Depeche Mode - Barrel of a Gun (Stone Cold)
Depeche Mode - Blasphemous Rumours (BIJ Mix)
Depeche Mode - Blue Dress [Secret Mix]
Depeche Mode - Comatose (For Fun and Prophet)
Depeche Mode - Dream On (Feeling Dreamy)
Depeche Mode - Dream On (Microchipfairy Mix)
Depeche Mode - Dream On/I Feel Loved
Depeche Mode - Easy Tiger (Kling Klang Mix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (G Mix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (RafBoy Mix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (RTT Mix II)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (Y.D. Mix)
Depeche Mode - Everything Counts (911Mix '98)
Depeche Mode - Fools
Depeche Mode - Freelove (Ultra Dance Mix)
Depeche Mode - Higher Love
Depeche Mode - I Am You (Devotee Mix)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (12" Mix)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (Nostalmix)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (Secret Garden)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved [Intervox Mix]
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved [Vocal Jazz]

Making some progress. *points down*

Thanks, Sailoreagle, I'll definitely need to download this sometime today or tomorrow.

Trying not to blog too much. There's a lot to do this weekend. Aside from downloading and homework, absolutely nothing. But let's just pretend I have a life outside of school and computers, shall we? ^_^

I saw Ghost in the Shell last night on Starz! It cost me an hour of sleep, but it was a good movie. I liked Bateau. ^__^

It makes me want Dr Pepper too, Gillian-san. *sad face*

winamp: "Tetris (Remix)" by fast idio
I played this game last night and did pretty well. Not as good as my mom, but I haven't been playing it every night for the past, what, eight/nine years?

I've had time to cool off, rethink my angry statements, and basically chill. Besides, when you're stuffed with pizza and soda, it's hard to be angry at anyone, even a shitty ass brother.

Yes, Zeruely, that is my favorite AFI song. And I'm slowly getting my missing songs back. At least it's something to do this weekend (other than homework; perhaps combine the two...?)

But that's the problem, sp4f; this isn't my computer. My dad has his own computer, my brother has his own computer, but this computer is everyone's (but my mom, since she doesn't use computers). >_< It pisses me off. This is one of two computers that has internet connection, and my dad won't let my brother in his room, so my brother has to use this one.

...Which pisses me off since he doesn't deserve a computer in his room since he probably won't even be able to pay his insurance next week. Life in this family is not even close to fair. Looks like the greedy and stupid get all the spoils. >_<

I pray to whatever God(s) there are that I may pass my Geometry Proofs test with an A. Stupid logic. The damned portrait is in whatever box I say it's in, bitch! XD

Updates: Approximately 35 songs recovered out of an estimated 160. That's about 20-21%. ...Damn. But some of them I won't be redownloading simply because I was going to delete them eventually, and it's just an inconvenient way of letting me know which songs I actually want to keep. >_<

But, seriously, if anyone has the My Secret Garden Remix of "I Feel Loved," please please PLEASE e-mail me? Or if you just know where I can download it, because I forgot the URL of the site I got it from, and it's a pretty rare mix.... Please, I would very much appreciate it and worship at your feet.

winamp: "Think and Sin" by Scary Valentine
Discovering that you have absolutely no taste for the whole goth scene itself, yet adore goth rock, is almost scary.

I'm not going to blog until at least 90% of my songs are back, whether redownloaded or not. Let's say, as an estimate, 160 songs went missing. That's about 145 songs I need back. I will be crossing off songs as I get them back. Some of them are going to be damn hard to replace, especially the Depeche Mode songs.

FUCK. This is what's missing, and MORE. It's been a while since I last saved my recent playlist.

(Luckily, some of them I found on back-up drives, but not many songs that are missing were backed up.)
(Updated: 11/09/01, 7:00 PM PST)

channel - Why Won't You Die
!!trance!!! - Domo Origato Mr. Roboto [GTW]
2gether - The Hardest Part About...
7.1 - Bring That Beat Back!
7.1 - Eurodancer
7.1 - Pianomania
7.1 - Subspace Leap
7.1 - Trance
ABBA - One Night In Bangkok
ABBA - Send Me An Angel
Ace of Base - The Sign
AFI - The Nephilim
Airbase - Logique
Airbase - The Phoenix Theme
Alien Ant Farm - Smooth Criminal
America - A Horse With No Name
ANDREA PRIORA - Transcending Reality [Remix]
Anything Box - Automatons
Anything Box - Living in Oblivion
Aqua (Toybox) - Tarzan and Jane
Aqua - Back From Mars
Aqua - Barbie Girl
Aqua - Bumble Bees
Aqua - Halloween
Aura - Make You Believe
Aura - Space Cream
Aura - Transfiguration [Evolution]
Aura feat. Dynamo - Viva la Musica
Barenaked Ladies - One Week
Bass 305 - Digital Bass 2002
Bassic - Access Denied [2001 Remaster]
Bassic - Alien [2001 Remaster]
Bassic - Crypto
Bassic - Elemental
Bassic - Seduction [2001 Remaster]
Billie Piper - Honey To The Bee
Blink 182 - All The Small Things
Blink 182 - Blow Job
Blink 182 - Degenerate
Blink 182 - Depends
Blink 182 - I Won't Be Home For Christmas
Blink 182 - Just About Done
Blink 182 - Man Overboard
Bloodhound Gang - I Wish I Was Queer So I Could
Bloodhound Gang - Lift Your Head Up High (ABYBO)
Bloodhound Gang - Mope
Bloodhound Gang - Shut Up
Blue Oyster Cult - Don't Fear The Reaper
Blue Oyster Cult - Godzilla
Bob Rivers - Cows With Guns
Bob Rivers - He Got The Wrong Foot...
Bob Rivers - The Beer Song
Bob Rivers - Walkin' 'Round In Women's...
Boingo - Insanity (Welcome Madness)
Bon Jovi - You Give Love a Bad Name
Bosson - One In A Million
Bosson - We Live
Bosson - Where Are You?
Captain Tractor - 1000 Goodbyes
Captain Tractor - Another Drinking Song
Captain Tractor - Canada Is Really Big
Captain Tractor - Drunken Sailor
Captain Tractor - Dublin Lullaby
Captain Tractor - Frozen Puck to the Head
Captain Tractor - Go To Hell
Captain Tractor - Jesus and the Thieves
Captain Tractor - Johnny's Ghost
Captain Tractor - Lord of the Dance
Captain Tractor - The Last Saskatchewan Pirate
Captain Tractor - This is not a Sad Song
Carlos Santana & Rob Thomas - Smooth
Carter the Unstoppable Sex Mac - Lean On Me I Won't Fall Over
Chichiri - Tomokazu Seki - Kachou Fugetsu
Chichiri - Tomokazu Seki - Ochanoko Saisai Hengen Jizai
Color Theory - Snowing
Creedence Clearwater Revival - Bad Moon Rising
Dance Dance Revolution - Boys (Euro Mix)
Dance Dance Revolution - Boys (Extended)
Dance Dance Revolution - Butterfly
Dance Dance Revolution - Butterfly (Extended Version)
Dance Dance Revolution - Butterfly [Pikachu Remix]
Dance Dance Revolution - Butterfly [Vocal Techno Mix]
Dance Dance Revolution - Dancing All Alone
Dance Dance Revolution - Dub i Dub
Dance Dance Revolution - Oh Nick Please Not So Quick
Dance Dance Revolution - Paranoia Massive (Extended)
Dance Dance Revolution - So Many Men
Darren H. & Anna Maria L. - I Can't Make You Love Me
Darren H. & Luciano P. - O Sole Mio
David Z - Junkyard Symphony
David Z - Meant for Me (Club Remix)
David Z - Meant For Me [Original Edit]
David Z - Sudz
David Z - Surf 60
Dead Can Dance - Cantara [Live]
Dead Can Dance - The End of Words
Dead Can Dance - The Host of Seraphim
Deep Purple - Smoke on the Water
Depeche Mode & New Order - Bizarre Love Triangle (Ext.)
Depeche Mode & New Order - Bizarre Love Triangle Remix
Depeche Mode - (I Feel) Love(d) (Slow & Sad)
Depeche Mode - A Question of Time
Depeche Mode - Barrel of a Gun (Stone Cold)
Depeche Mode - Blasphemous Rumours
Depeche Mode - Blasphemous Rumours (BIJ Mix)
Depeche Mode - Blue Dress [Secret Mix]
Depeche Mode - Breathe
Depeche Mode - Clean (Dealer Mix)
Depeche Mode - Clean (Violator 2000 Mix)
Depeche Mode - Comatose (For Fun and Prophet)
Depeche Mode - Condemnation
Depeche Mode - Dangerous
Depeche Mode - Death's Door
Depeche Mode - Death's Door (Blue Angel Mix)
Depeche Mode - Death's Door (Skeleton Key)
Depeche Mode - Dirt
Depeche Mode - Dream On
Depeche Mode - Dream On (Feeling Dreamy)
Depeche Mode - Dream On (Microchipfairy Mix)
Depeche Mode - Dream On [Intervox HyBeat Mix]
Depeche Mode - Dream On/I Feel Loved
Depeche Mode - Dreaming of Me
Depeche Mode - Easy Tiger (Kling Klang Mix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (Dance Mix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (Fast Mix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (G Mix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (Harmonium)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (Instru...)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (Modeness)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (RafBoy Mix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (Razormaid Remix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (RTT Mix I)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (RTT Mix II)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (Trance Mix)
Depeche Mode - Enjoy The Silence (Y.D. Mix)
Depeche Mode - Everything Counts (911Mix '98)
Depeche Mode - Fools
Depeche Mode - Freelove (Ultra Dance Mix)
Depeche Mode - Halo (Dark Tone Remix)
Depeche Mode - Higher Love
Depeche Mode - I Am You (Devotee Mix)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (12" Mix)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (CEM Remix)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (Classic DM RMX)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (Fireside Mix)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (From the Heart)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (Nostalmix)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (Prime Vocal Mix)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (Sea of Synth...)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (Secret Garden)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (Sexy Mix)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (Temptation Mix)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (VibroGlide Edit)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved (Warped Joy Mix)
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved [Demodulated Ext]
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved [I. Piano String]
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved [Inter. Wheel M.]
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved [Intervox Mix]
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved [IntervoxGloStix]
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved [Vocal Jazz]
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved [Welcome to...

All of that. Is. MISSING.

*belch* Ah, them's good eating. Chili ain't chili until it's hot enough to roast yer hair.

How To Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity (While Driving The People Around You Insane)

1. At lunch time, sit in your park car and point a hair dryer at passing cars to see if they slow down.
2. Page yourself over the intercom. (Don't disguise your voice.)
3. Insist that your e-mail address is xena-goddess-of-fire@companyname.com or Elvis-the-King@companyname.com
4. Every time somkeone ask you to do something, ask if they want fries with that.
5. Encourage your colleagues to join you in a little synchronized chair dancing.
6. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "IN."
7. Develop an unnatural fear of staplers.
8. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso.
9. Reply to everything someone says with, "That's what you think."
10. Finish all your sentences with, "In accordance with the prophecy."
11. Adjust the tine on your monitor so that the brightness level lights up the entire work area. Insist to others that you like it that way.
12.dont use any punctuation
13. As often as possible, skip rather than walk.
14. Ask people what sex they are.
15. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go."
16. Sing along at the opera.
17. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme.
18. Find out where your boss shops and buy exactly the same outfits. Wear them one day after your boss does. (This is especially efective if your boss is the opposite gender.)
19. Send e-mail to the rest of the company to tell them what you're doing. For example: "If anyone needs me, I'll be in the bathroom."
20. Put mosquito netting around your cubicle.
21. Five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend their party because you're not in the mood.
22. Call 911 and ask if 911 is for emergencies.
23. Call the psychic hotline and just say, "Guess."
24. Contact the NAACP and ask them if they accept donations payable by confederate money.
25. When the money comes out of the ATM, scream, "I won! I won! Third time this week!"
26. When leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking lot, yelling, "Run for your lives, they're loose!"
27. Tell your boss, "It's not the voices in my head that bother me, it's the voices in your head that do."
28. Tell your children over dinner, "Due to the economy, we are going to have to let one of you go."
29. Every time you see a broom yell, "Honey, your mother is here!"
30. And the final way to annoy people........

Fuuuck. >_< I don't want to organize my English notebook. I hope I have everything she'll be looking for... >_> Ms. Merrill likes us to keep all of our assignments, yet when it comes time to check the notebooks, she's only looking for a few assignments. If you have them, you get an A. If you don't, then... you don't get an A. This is midterms we're talking about; I need this A.

Plus... Geometry test tomorrow. Goshdamn. >_< I have an A in Mr. Dumbas-- er, Blazey's class, but it's only a 95.6%. So I need to do good on this next test. My grade depends on it. Stupid proofs. >_< Graaar.

Say, Zeruely-kun, hook me up with that AFI clique, yo. I'm down with Dream of Waking. XD

One of the profound discoveries I made last night was that envious means coveting another person's things, and jealous means resenting new rivals or competition. The things we learn....

And the previous post.... I don't know why I brought it up, but we read this article in Mr. Leingang's science class (in 8th grade) about a guy who worked on an oil rig or something like that, and had to undergo eventual pressure changes as they lowered or raised him. Well! One time, he was using the bathroom, and someone forgot to do something to the pressure, and he flushed the toilet, and his intestines were pulled out of his body through his anus. Miraculously, he survived, but since the doctors had removed most of his intestines, in order to get nutrients, he had to eat a lot of meals during the day. Anyway, I brought that up while discussing feudalism and the effects of the Christian Church during medieval times. Don't ask why. And then, I think it was Amber, made some funny remark that I cannot, for the life of me, remember now, but it had her, Neil and myself laughing so hard we could hardly breathe. Michelle didn't understand how we could think it was so hilarious. I ended up having to go use the restroom, and on the way out of class, Michelle called out, "Don't let your intestines get sucked out by the toilet!" When I got back, I was still giggling. We laughed so much, I was afraid I'd rupture something.

Oh. My. GOD. No. Fuck no. Shit. ARGH. >_< Just now I tried to play some songs on my list, but turns out they're MISSING. They're not on the D: Drive at ALL. They were there last night, and now they're not. There's 150 songs MISSING.

150 files of music do NOT go missing overnight!!!!!!!

....God, this was Patrick's doing. I can feel it.

I don't know what's worse; talking about people whose intestines have been sucked out of their anuses due to pressure changes or laughing about it until we couldn't breathe.

winamp: "1963" by New Order

I didn't see it coming. I really, honestly didn't. That's almost depressing. No, wait.... it is depressing.

It was a very long weekend involving K-PAX, TATU, and Vagrant Story. Now I must trundle off with a vicegrip on my right temple and hot lines of fire on my back. I may or may not blog very often anymore, seeing as my presence in the blog community is little more than a whisper while a train passes by.

winamp: "Leaving Town" by Dexter Freebish

This is why they're called games. He does make some good points about reaching the final plataeu of gaming, but... it's a game, and should be treated accordingly. Some people are obsessed (like I was), and some people just enjoy playing it because it's a game where you can design your own dream home or just screw around with people's lives like some lowly god.

It's not a religion, nor an infection. So don't rant about it like it is. Sure, people steal others' works for this game, but it's going to happen for anything put on the web, not just this game. Sure, some of the people who play this may be utterly antisocial, but that's their choice, and you've no right to discriminate against them for what they choose. If it doesn't hurt the masses, why not play?

Yet, to this person, this isn't a game, it's a crusade. "Few take the honorable path...." What honorable path? It's a friggin' game. There are people who pass off crap as real work of actual worth and deserving as such, but you'll get that from anyone. Whoever's shit does not smell, raise your hand.

I hate Katrina. She has the most godawfully annoying harpy voice known to man, and she's utterly rude 'n' crude. >_<## I want to kill someone, specifically her.

This weekend is much needed. Especially since I have a lot to do. >.>;

winamp: "Aoi Jyuu, Shiroi Nozomi" by Tasuki and Chichiri

*cheers up immensely*

A cardbord Enterprise, eh? Funny you should mention that. At the motorcycle show at the South Hill Mall last Saturday, there was a very nifty Goldwing (or was it a Valkyrie?) with the Enterprise painted on it, and on the back it read "Captain Kirk and First Mate Lori." XD Some people combined their favorite hobbies. Like wicker-weaving and motorcycles. There was a motorcycle made entirely out of wicker on display. Even had a real engine in it. And also a pan to catch the oil. XDDDD That was the realistic touch for me. Harleys are notorious for dripping (especially when made out of wicker). I wish I had a picture. Damn. >_<

Don't you just hate it when you get an absolute craving for something, yet after you make it and are ready to eat it, you realize you don't want it anymore? I just boiled two eggs and now I don't want them. (Not because they're cholesterol bombs, but because I don't want to taste them.) What a waste. And no one else is home to eat them. >_>

Reminders:
TATU meeting from 9:30 AM to 4:30 PM on Saturday at Hunt Middle School.
Maybe go see Monsters Inc. Sunday with Amber/Jenny/Gen-chan/Whoever wants to go
Study for Dandelion Wine test

The doorbell only rang six times during my candy duty. That's not acceptable. We still have three bags of candy, all unopened, plus half a pot full of candy. >_<# And I wasn't being stingy; most people got three-five pieces each. Stupid damned terrorists ruining our spirits and our holidays....

Jenny is one of those ultimately selfless people. She went trick-or-treating last night and got ten pounds of candy. Seriously. Then she divided it into five portions, and gave one portion to me, Gen-chan, Rachel, and two other friends, and kept no large amount for herself. Plus she brought me a Dr Pepper today. Some people are just born selfless. I wish I could be as selfless as that. I can be kind, but not to that kind of extent. ~_~ It's almost self-deprecating.

Oh well. I had better start improving my moods so I don't lose all the friends I have. I like the friends I have. They are very spiffy.

winamp: "Pretty Girls" by Prozzak

*screams angrily* If my brother leaves my Livin' Large CD out one more time I'm going to cut all the wires on his PlayStation 2 and piss on his bed!

ARGH.

I hate menstruation.

winamp: "The Nephilim" by AFI

Homework. Oh well.

"Ann Thracks? Who is this Ann Thracks that everyone keeps talking about?"

winamp: "1963" by New Order

I don't want to touch the other Dune books now. The Baron Vladimir makes me vomit. Not literally, but almost. He's so disgusting, and I hate him, but.... it looks like there's a lot more to the story than just the first book, and alas, I can't go with a series unread.... >_<

*tee hee*

Hydro: When she goes "Tee hee" you know it's bad.
Pam: Especially in a mood like this.
Hydro: Think happy thoughts. Dr Pepper in the freezer. Dr Pepper in the freezer. Dr Pepper in the freezer. Dr Pepper in the freezer.
Pam: Dr Pepper in the freezer. Dr Pepper in the freezer. Dr Pepper in the freezer. Dr Pepper in the freezer....

Too bad they don't have the "Ninja Zoolander" or the "Merman" commercial. "Merman! I'm a merman!"

winamp: "Blue (Extended Version)" by Eiffel 65
Yo listen up / Here's the story / About a little guy that lives in a blue world / And all day and all night / And everything he sees / Is just blue like him /

OK, turns out that VH1 special was not on TV, but on the radio, on Tacoma's local 80s station, 96.5 The Point. >_< I didn't know until 7:10 PM last night, after storming out of my dad's room realizing that the Behind the Music special was on Journey, not Depeche Mode.

For the record, I love those boys from Basildon.

Anyway.... it's been a so-so day. Mostly miserable, but there have been high points. My back hurts a lot. I mean a lot. The cramps this morning... they woke me up at 3 AM. My menstruation cycle waits for no one, not even me. >_<

winamp: "Jerry Springer" by Weird Al

Tonight, on VH1, there's going to be a Behind the Music on Depeche Mode. Yes, that's right, Depeche Mode. It's at 7:00 PM. I can't wait.

Secondly... *giggle* XD XD XD I don't know why it's so amusing, but....

There is a town in France called Condom, by the way. It's the center for the production of Armagnac, a type of brandy. Town officials say that they have to replace the sign bearing the name of their town five or six times a year. They are frequently stolen by British tourists.

XD XD XD

9 Coronas
Lyrics by Woofster
Parody of "My Sharona" by The Knack
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9 Coronas

The girl looks good to me
Good to me
She looked like Pamela Lee
After 9 Coronas

I began to kiss her
Undid her zipper
She looked like Claudia Schiffer
After 9 Coronas

When I met her at the bar
She said she was on Baywatch
When she got in my car
She looked a lot like Sasquatch

Bow Wow Wow Wow Wow
Waaaahhhh

9 Coronas

She kinda looked like Mr. Spock
"Live long and prosper"
But she was Courtney Cox
After 9 Coronas

We were hot with passion,
We were mashing,
'Cause she looked like Jennifer Annistan
After 9 Coronas

Late into the night
I rode her like a Harley
In the soft candlelight
She looked like Grant Farley

Bow Wow Wow Wow Wow
Waaaahhhh

9 Coronas

She was fat and stinky,
And kinda sticky
But she looked like Christie Brinkley
After 9 Coronas

She looked like Pee Wee Herman
"That's my name, don't wear it out,"
But she was Uma Thurman
After 9 Coronas

In our 23rd position
I think I got whiplash
She was really bitchin'
Except for her moustache

Bow Wow Wow Wow Wow
Waaaahhhh

9 Coronas

She was bigger than a Winnebago
A way to go
She looked like Lisa Kudrow
After 9 Coronas

She was no Cindy Crawford,
Cindy Crawford
Nothing rhymes with Cindy Crawford
After 9 Coronas

Open up another bottle
I started drinking more beer
So I could wake up next to Heather Locklear
After 9 Coronas

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yaaaaaaa

Pam: >_< Hydro, you make my head hurt. That's not cool.
Hydro: No, that's your untempered craving for caffeine. Me, I'm just chillin' here, waiting for you to write in the damn story.
Pam: Argh. Must. Have. Dr Pepper..... urgh.....
Hydro: You could always ask your mommy to take you to the store.
Pam: No. >_<
Hydro: You're so stubborn. You know, your dad is addicted to Diet Pepsi as you are addicted to Dr Pepper. Use that weakness against him.
Pam: If I'm ever hard up for caffeine, I drink his Diet Pepsi. But that stuff is nasty. Only for the caffeine content. Bleck. XP
Hydro: You and your tastebuds. Pitiful.
Pam: Oh, shut up.

winamp: "My Insatiable One" by Suede
He's my inflatable one! XDDDDD

Dad and I went to the motorcycle show at the South Hill Mall. We saw a lot of nice, vintage motorcycles; everything from a 1946 Harley to the new Triumphs and the 2002 Goldwing. Personally, I could never handle an 1800. Those things are longer than I am tall, and if I sat in the driver's seat I bet my legs wouldn't touch the ground. Choppers are more suited for my height, but I don't like the way the look. My dad said they were originally British motorcycles, and all I can say is that the British have poor taste in motorcycles. Those things look as ridiculous as giraffes (not to be rude to those long-necked animals, but it's true).

I also picked up the new Anita Blake novel, Narcissus in Chains. My dream demanded it. Yup. I had a dream where I was in the Fred Meyer's over on Pacific and 72nd, and I was searching all over for that damned book, and I couldn't find it. Finally I asked a clerk and she handed me the mask that went with the book. She wrote "education sale" on the back of it, and handed me a folded piece of paper. Every time I unfolded it and refolded it, a new page of the story would appear, so I could read it that way. And then my dream ended with my brother buying the book for me and me telling him I'd pay him back. That was certainly a funky dream. Anyway, I finished the book, and to be honest, I wasn't satisfied with the plot. But finally, after so long, the thing that I've been praying for to happen.... happened. It made my heart jump for joy. :D :D :D

I've returned to reading Dune, yet my question about it goes unanswered. Probably since I haven't asked it, but I was hoping the book itself would explain. I mean, I am about 150 pages in. Why does the Baron for the Harkonnens call his nephew, Feyd, my darling? ....That creeps me out a lot. I mean, homosexual situations in books don't really bother me (as long as it's not really detailed) and there are so few of those in most books that it's no problem, but when you take some fat piece of shit that is the Baron, and then his nephew, for crying out loud.... it becomes a problem. That's just... wrong. >_< Especially after the description of his weight. O_O Good Lord.

I still have homework, too. Damn Sophomore Coll. Prep. English Composition. Damn you and your hella long name. >_< Whatever happened to just English? Or English Honors?

winamp: "Let's Do It" by Joan Jett and Paul Westerberg
Birds do it / Bees do it / Even educated fleas do it / Let's do it / Let's fall in love

I erased this blog and started over about three times now. All previous blogs talked abut insecurity and bipolarity (if that's a word). But it's just pointless to let you guys know about my problems when the U.S. air strikes keep dropping bombs on Red Cross compounds.

winamp: "Mad as We Are" by Erasure

Life. Sometimes, it just ain't worth living. >_<##

Britishisms. :D

Speaking of which, I can't wait until the new episodes of Absolutely Fabulous start airing on Comedy Central. I've never seen the show before, but it looks hilarious.

winamp: "Undone" by simulogik

Kids can be so cruel. I know some of those people, and others I know by reputation. Is it accurate? I don't believe half of it. I don't feel sorry for the people mentioned on this page, either. This is one of those times I thank God I'm not popular, and I intend to keep it that way. The worst thing about this webpage is its grammar, then the lack of original insults, then the actual design of the page, and then the person who made it. I have no idea who it is, but s/he needs some serious help.

By the way, what does "86'd" mean?

winamp: "Megalomaniac (Excessive Force Mix)" by KMFDM

Sanosuke interview, with the English voice actor. Nifty. I've never heard it though, but I bet I'd still like his Japanese seiyuu better. XD Too bad I've only seen the first eight episodes. ;_;

Gen-chan, my brother told me to pass this on. He's trading/buying a new car from his friend, and it'll have more room for more people. He wants to know if you'd like a ride in the afternoon (I told him about your Drill Team practices). The only catch is that you'll have to pay for gas weekly, but if you just come over to our house every afternoon, you don't have to pay at all. That's exactly what he said. I'm just passing it along. The new car is going to be a Blazer, if the deal pulls through. (By the by, were you in school today? I know we don't have any classes together first through third periods, but I don't remember seeing you leave Mr. Blazey's second period.)

Though, I don't see how anyone would want to buy my brother's truck, especially after those dummkopf burglars stole his stereo and popped his driver's side lock. :\

Thank you. XD I have Osama bin Laden jokes, but they're actually programs, so I can't really post them (unless I upload them for download, which I actually might do if enough people are interested). Plus, the "9 Coronas" song. XD "Nothing rhymes with Cindy Crawford!" Glad you enjoyed it too, sp4f.

Today was great, although I must admit a weakness; I did have caffeine during lunch. I just feel so terrible about it now. It wasn't even Dr Pepper, so that makes it worse. I felt like a blasphemer. Eh. I made up for it in Geometry, when we had to make an "if-then" statement based on advertisment. XD "If it is Dr Pepper, then it makes the world taste better." We're going to study syllogisms tommorrow. I can't wait. :D I love syllogisms.

The story I'm working independently on isn't going that well. I can't think of any really good plots to use. I have the characters I'd like to use, but no good situations to put them in that would create "a good read." >_> Maybe I'll just abandon my dreams of ever becoming an author. I guess I just don't have "it."

Mustn't let myself forget; TATU meeting November 3rd, at 9:30 AM. >_<

winamp: "I Feel Loved" by Depeche Mode
It's not every day the original version of this song comes up to play.

One day in the great forest a magical frog was hopping down to a water hole. This forest was so big that the frog had never seen another animal in all his life. By chance today a bear was chasing after a rabbit to have for dinner. The frog called for the two to stop. The frog said, "Because you are the only two animals I have seen, I will grant you both three wishes... Bear, you go first."

The bear thought for a minute, and being the male he was, said "I wish for all the bears in this forest, besides me, to be female."

For his wish, the rabbit asked for a crash helmet, and immediately put it on. The bear was amazed at the stupidity of the rabbit, wasting his wish like that.

It was the bear's second turn for a wish. "Well, I wish that all the bears in the next forest were female as well."

Rabbit asked for a motorcycle and immediately hopped on it and gunned the engine. The bear was shocked that the rabbit was asking for these stupid things, after all, he could have asked for money and bought the motorcycle.

For the last wish the bear thought for awhile and then said, "I wish that all the bears in the world, besides me, were female."

The rabbit grinned, gunned the engine, and said "I wish that the bear was gay... "

winamp: "Master and Servant (Black and Blue Mix)" by Depeche Mode

Spiffy nifty. ^_^ I looked forward to reading the parody (usually the parodies are so much better; Space Balls, anyone?)

XD *cackles* Yes, that picture, Sailoreagle. :D

I've been working on a storyline for a book I want to write and send it to publishers; I mean, actually send it to publishers. Except... I can't think of any publishers that might accept my work (knowing who I am and how old I am), or.... what publishers might accept might work because they like it (either knowing or not knowing who I really am) .... I must confess ignorance in this area; I don't know much about sending publishers your work. Do you print it out, stick it in a manila envelope, and send it that way? Or in this day and age of technology, send it over online? I have no idea. I'll have to find out.

The worst thing about working on a story with publishing it in mind is that you can't dick around with anything. No slacking, no cheating, no cutting corners and killing off useless characters. *coughcough* I shouldn't say useless; no character in a book is useless, but characters that have fulfilled their roles and are just dead weight. And I really have to think out a feasible plot, plus do my research on certain topics to be sure I don't sound like a 15-year-old girl. It's tough, man. It's even worse with this headache, but I'm sure it's nothing that Advil can't help.

But that's the beauty of using a futuristic/fictitious setting; you don't have to play by no stinkin' rules. :D :D :D Yay!

winamp: "Cocaine Socialism" by Pulp

I've started reading Dune. Yeah, that tells you something about my willpower. Be back later; the caffeine headache's killing me........

winamp: "The Game" by Disturbed

Oh no. Oh no my mom is NOT making fresh kimchi. Oh God, please not this.... >_<

Dammit. The very day I start a diet, my mom unknowingly (yet unwittingly) begins to cook all my favorite Korean foods.

.......Gaaaaaaaah.

I finished Stranger in a Strange Land during 6th period, after the test. To be honest, I enjoyed the first half more than I did the second half; I didn't really grasp all the concepts and allusions about religion, and I didn't really want to. I wish it hadn't turned into a whole piece about religion, because I didn't see it coming in the first half. I suppose overall I enjoyed it, but... I didn't realy like Mike's religion. Not because I disagree with it, but because I could never enjoy sharing myself with a lot of other people, physically and mentally. I like my privacy. So what if I'm enjoying my own little comfortable habitat; it's what I'm used to.

Still, it did poke fresh thoughts into my mind. I think I'll take a breather before I begin Dune, though. Wouldn't want to blow my brains out and ruin science fiction for me. I'm going to dislike not reading, but it's better to take a break than strain my brain and kill all enjoyment of science fiction (there's only so much a person can handle in a short amount of time, especially when said science fiction turns into religious discussion).

What really sucks, though, is that I want to discuss the book with other people, yet.... none of my peers/friends/acquaintances have read it (only Gen-chan, and she's maybe a little less than halfway through it). >_< Don't you just hate it when you want to talk about something, but no one has any idea what you're talking about? I feel like that a lot. >_>

This would really be a lot better if I had the picture to go with it, but oh well:

American Flag: $25
Gasoline: $2
Lighter $2.50
Catching yourself on fire because you are a terrorist asshole: Priceless.

XD My dad just had to share that with me last night, as well as "9 Coronas" and "Message From Boeing to Osama." ^_^;; When, I suppose, I should have been studying for the history test. Oh well. I'm confident; I didn't need a 'reference page.' XP

I've started a diet today. Yeah. I can afford to lose a couple of pounds. So, it's fruits and vegetables, plus barley tea, water, and maybe an occasionally indulgence. Yes, this means that I will be giving up Dr Pepper. But it's also a test of will power; if I can stay caffeine-free for the duration of my diet, then I will know I'm strong enough to control my addiction, and not let my addiction control me. XD That reminds me of the Sphinx from Mystery Men, but we won't go into that.

And, of course, the layout doesn't help, but hey; it'll make or break my resolve. :P

winamp: "Cat in the Kettle" by Unknown Artist
Hey. That's not chicken in your chicken chow mein (which, originally, is American).

Been amusing myself at Useless Knowledge. Actually, I don't think most of the stuff there is useless at all. But that's just my humble opinion.

I dare you to guess the word of the day. I'll give you a hint: it has to do with the book I'm reading.

winamp: "Zenstation" by Depeche Mode
book: Stranger in a Strange Land by Robert Heinlein

My God. This is so nifty: The 8th Deadly Sim. The previews also rock. Think of all the fun-filled afternoons you could have with Osama bin Laden Sim.

winamp: "Velcro Fly" by ZZ Top
You need just enough / Of that sticky stuff / To hold the seams / On your fine blue jeans

*cackles madly* XD For those of you who've played Resident Evil 2, you know that there's this room with one of those mirrors that are actually windows, but only on one side. Well, finally, we got to the other room, and Gen-chan checked out the mirror (which was a magic mirror!), and I said, "It's a magic mirror!" and as soon as I said that, a licker-thing popped out at Leon, and we both screamed to high Heaven. XD Oh, the joys of zombies and mutated creatures... and do you remember when we tried to leave the police station via the downstairs gate? XD Those zombies sure scared the hell out of me (as did most of the things in that game).

Oh, oh. Here comes my mom sporting one of my shirts. Honestly, can't she leave my wardrobe (what little there is left) alone? But what really bugs me is that this is Washington I'm living in, yet I have only one sweater and a few (thin) long sleeve shirts. Gah. You'd think I'd expect it to suddenly get blazing up here. Ooh! Guess the weather now. You got it. Cloudy, lookin' like rain. >_>

I got the greatest idea for a story last night, and if I ever decide to put it on paper (or on screen, whatever), I will definitely send it in to a publishing company to see if they'd publish it. I don't know; I'd have to change my style a lot. >_< I'm just too afraid of reviews and critics to really want to publish anything. But, The Story first....! Which I did work on last night. ^_^ Yay for me. I'm also editing Chapter 7 for Omino, so don't all of you two readers fret.

It seems like a lot of science ficton authors who wrote in the 60s and such did that, Icchan. o_o Or at least most of the ones I've read. Is it that much fun to poke at organized religion? XD

Did I ever mention that they got rid of the pond/march down the street so that they could build an aritifical pond for drainage? -_- I'm sure that we needed it (when it rained, it poured, and boy did the street flood), but honestly....... And I really wish they hadn't torn down the little woodlot behind our house. ;_; It was nifty fun to sit at the dinnertable and eat and look out at a smallish woods. >_< The view was lovely. Now all I see are houses. (Sometimes I can even see what they're watching on TV. No, I really don't spy on my neighbors).

Last night I dreamed that Larry 3000 was in my dream, drinking from one of the tea cups that my mom brought back home, as well as the tea she bought, and some dude was trying to steal our food, but then Trunks and Goten kicked his ass out of there, and I laughed so hard I woke up laughing. o_o

You were right, Hydro. Now they have Samurai Jack T-shirts. XD Well, one anyway, of varying sizes.

Hydro: Of course I'm right. I'm always right.
Pam: -___x;; Not in The Story, you're not.
Hydro: ¬.¬ That doesn't count. That may just be something to pass the time for you, but it's work for me, dammit.
Pam: Sorry, sorry.

Raar. I have nothing to do today. I already decided what I want for Christmas (from my parents, anyway). Some various computer games (I can never get enough), and Nintendo's GameCube with Super Smash Bros. Melee and Luigi's Mansion. Just those things. But they'll be expensive. Hopefully I can get the GameCube, at the very least. Playing Link in Super Smash Bros. Melee is going to be tight. XD

winamp: "Crying In The Rain" by Erasure
Everybody hurts when you're playing the game of love