It's the big blow-up alien in my closet. o.o There are aliens out there. Zeruel, you are a link pimp. XD I get so many referrals from you, it's not even funny. Wait, yes it is. XD

Taking this test... Since there's a lot of info on this, I'll just post the first and last parts. ^^;;

The Idealist Portrait
All Idealists (NFs) share the following core characteristics:

Idealists are enthusiastic, they trust their intuition, yearn for romance, seek their true self, prize meaningful relationships, and dream of attaining wisdom.
Idealists pride themselves on being loving, kindhearted, and authentic.
Idealists tend to be giving, trusting, spiritual, and they are focused on personal journeys and human potentials.
Idealists make intense mates, nurturing parents, and inspirational leaders.

Highly ethical in their actions, Idealists hold themselves to a strict standard of personal integrity. They must be true to themselves and to others, and they can be quite hard on themselves when they are dishonest, or when they are false or insincere. More often, however, Idealists are the very soul of kindness. Particularly in their personal relationships, Idealists are without question filled with love and good will. They believe in giving of themselves to help others; they cherish a few warm, sensitive friendships; they strive for a special rapport with their children; and in marriage they wish to find a "soulmate," someone with whom they can bond emotionally and spiritually, sharing their deepest feelings and their complex inner worlds.

Idealists are rare, making up no more than 8 to 10 percent of the population. But their ability to inspire people with their enthusiasm and their idealism has given them influence far beyond their numbers.

o.o;; I don't know what to say. I really don't think I'm half the things they say Idealists are... ^_^;;

I am addicted to Pokémon, and that is the truth.
I am addicted to caffeine, and that is the truth.

Hydro: You are an idiot, and that is the truth.
Pam: XD Hydro! *huggle*
Hydro: ¬¬;;

cs: "I Feel Loved [Intervox Piano Mix]" by Depeche Mode
As the darkness closes in / In my head I hear whispering / Questioning and beckoning / But I'm not taken in

Pokémon! XD I don't know what inspired me to start playing (again *coughcough*), but man! is it addicting! @__@ I stayed up 'til two last night playing, and I only beat Koga, the Ninja Gym Leader dude. ^^;; I wanted to beat Sabrina, but Psychic pokémon are waaaaay too strong for my measly ones. So I gotta level 'em up. Beedrill's at 37 or 38, I think, and I want to get it to at least L45, and the others at 40, before I go to face her. Psychic pokémon are weak against bugs (Beedrill) but strong against poison (Beedrill). -__-;; And Beedrill's defense really sucks. Perhaps I should quit rambling. XD I want the GameCube too, and I want Super Smash Bros. for it. For N64 SSB was REALLY fun, and is a Player's Choice Game, too. XD I work best with Link (it's true; white boys can't jump, but he's good) or Pikachu (surprisingly, Pikachu kicks major ass in that game; too bad it's easier to throw it off the arena), but I can win with any character. Link and Pikachu are the only ones with scores over a million in the 1 Player Game, though. ^^;;; I practice with them a whole lot more.

Same here. The little arrows are gone. Question marks remain. *points at the tables to the right and shakes head*

A new reader! =D Hey Matt! I gotta add your blog to my list now. ^o^ Kick ass.

Wai! Killvern's.... kinda back! OK, alive at least! :D

Shinky layout.

Tired. >____> So tired...............

I feel bad for my dad. He gets up around 6, goes to school, comes home for lunch around 11:20, goes back to school, comes home for another ten minutes are 1:40-2:00, and then goes off to work until midnight. Through the entire week. Today he missed an hour of school so he could take a nap because he's so damn tired. I feel bad. Very bad.

cs: "Violet" by Savage Garden
Did I ever tell you that Darren's my future husband? Oh yes.

Omino has been updated, for all three of you loyal readers. Hopefully I won't be lazy. Expect a new chapter roughly every week. That's if I'm not lazy. But you already know the answer to that.

Damn. Pokémon Blue for GameBoy seems a lot easier than I remembered it to be.

Transferring my MP3 files to a whole 'nother drive. Yes, I really do need all 4.84 GIG of the drive.

cs: "Shakin' (Like in Fever)" by the Infinite Beat

*weak chuckle* Has the package been delivered? And, I quote the whiny little brat named Commadis (sp?) from Gladiator, "Am I not merciful?"

Spiffy.

Eh, it was okay.

Women are evil. Most often they think they're cunning and vile, but they're really quite stupid and cruel. Anyone who thinks that she can get this out of a man is quite stupid. No offense to men.

If I get on the computer tomorrow, I'll send the skin to Zeruel so he can update Anime-skins.

Wingo-san is back. Yay!

My Smurf name is Junkie Smurf. -___x;;

So dreadfully pissed with life. I will complain about the cards I've been dealt. I should be enjoying Depeche Mode at the Gorge in George right now, had Fate been kinder. Dammit. I love them to death.

I'm angry at the world. Teenage angst. But not only that, I'm tired. So deeply tired that I could lay down and not get up again, which isn't a bad idea. I want to just flop over and not get up. I mean, what's the point? You get up and you get knocked back down. People say you only lose when you don't get back up, but who wants to spend the rest of their lives being tripped? Just crawl, and it won't be as easy to knock you down from a high standing. Since you're not at a high standing anyway when you crawl.

I'm pissed at my brother. What a godammed fuckin' asshole. We SPEFICIALLY agreed that he'd get a DVD player for his computer and I'd get a CD-ROM burner. Well. He bought a PlayStation 2 and doesn't need a DVD player in his computer anymore. So while I was away camping, he was trying to talk Dad into letting him install the CD-ROM burner into the computer in his room. Lucky for me that didn't happen, but now I don't get the CD-ROM burner; it goes in my dad's computer.

My God, I feel like grabbing my head and just pulling out my hair. I don't care if I come off as another teenager with angst problems. I'm never going to anyone for my problems, I won't take anything for my problems. I rather enjoy the suffering because I deserve it. You know?

87% Un-telligent!
which is significantly higher than the current average of 60%

Here is the custom report of your personality that led our team of geeks to conclude (with confidence) that you are resourceful and sly woman:

"The subject shows an astounding level of intelligence, and her sense of observation is one of her best qualities. Considering this, she shows a lot of potential, but that's only part of the equation.

"Also, as much as we hate violence, an occasional mauling is one way to solve day-to-day problems like unpleasant coworkers or pesky door-to-door salesmen; she just isn't tough enough, sir, and she avoids any solution that involves violence.

"Finally, the subject displayed a poor (and a little bit boring) sense of humor, a godlike (and annoying) sense of morality, and a barbaric self-confidence. The balance of these three traits is important; high levels of confidence, medium levels of morality, and a good level of humor make for the strongest individuals."

Final Score: 87% Un-telligent

^^;; I guess having mercy makes you more untelligent, neh? Though I don't think I have a poor sense of humour, and certainly not boring. XD *cackles*

Hydro: Mercy, eh? What mercy?!
Pam: *glomps* HYDROOOO!
Hydro: ¬¬ Don't touch me, you foul wench.
Pam: XD I love you too.

Those bastards. First they tear down the wood behind our house, and now they clearing up the little pond and thicket down the street. Will they leave no part of my life green and leafy?! ~_~

Hee. ^_^ When I get back from camping, I'll download the other songs. And thanks for the compliments, but GC did them. ^o^ You post it on Anime-skins, if you like, just download it here. I don't have much time to stay on; chores again. ¬¬; Hope that answers your question, Ansatsusha! ^_^

Whoa. O_O You're a very lucky old man, yo. Well, even if you had lost your eye, an eyepatch would have been TIGHT. XD Chicks dig eyepatches. I'm glad you didn't, but you should've known to wear eye protection when whacking pieces of glass! >:O

...What happened to Wingo-san and Ruby-san? They've been gone for a LONG time. ;__;

TOTORO! XD I remember watching that when I was eight. I don't remember most of it because I thought it was boring. ^^;;

Yay! ^o^ That layout looks spinky, ETToby!

*refresh* *read* *giggle* *refresh* *read*.... (Link courtesy of Ragabash-san)

Shit, Gen-chan. We have a problem. I can't log into the CCdotNet account at Envy.nu. >.<###

Well, I've got a lot of chores to do, not to mention packing for the camping trip. Icchan, it has been sent. *evil cackle* Oh, how I do love surprises for other people. XD

Time to go. Good-bye, y'all, and see you on Monday/Tuesday! ^o^

cs: "Rocket Girl" by e-Zen
Reminds me of something that could be on Sim City 2000.... *_*

OK, one more blog, and then I'm gonna stop. Now that Virtue.Nu is up, I might as well get some opinions, neh? ^_^ We'll be updating the Temp. CC dot net soon, maybe before we leave Friday. >_>

*blinkblink* Gen-chan, my mom just informed me that I'm spending the night tomorrow at your house to go camping with your family. I learned about this just now. *blinkblink*

cs: "Space Cream" by Aura

Argh. I should stop. ^^;; I have about twenty remixes of "I Feel Loved", including the original. This isn't just downloading, this is obsessing. @___@ So I'm going to stop.

Until tomorrow, anyway. XD

Oy vey. I've written a lot. @_@ About seven pages (and I'm still writing more) today, and prob'ly five last night, and who knows what's going to happen tomorrow. ~__~ The ninth story's putting on weight nicely, but I don't want to feed it to death and wear it out. I'm trying to master the technique of expanding a part or a conversation; usually the chapters have a lot of little pieces in them, and I'm beginning to think that's not quite how I want it. So I'm attempting to draw out each part and try to make it realistic. I don't know. >.<# I just feel lazy if I don't.

Hydro's going to be going off to another world [the lucky bastard], so he won't be joining me for a couple days or so, while he settles down in that new world. Of course, he hasn't left yet, but he's going to soon. ~_~ I wish I was leaving.

I've discovered I like dance music, more specifically Euro Dance, but any kind of danceable beat. o.Ô;; Which is scary since 1) I don't dance, and 2) if I do dance, it's never in public. ^^;;

Wow. I'm blogging twice in a day. That's kinda unusual. Lately my the majority of my blogs have been a one-day long-blog sort of thing. -_- Blame it on The Story.

cs: "I Feel Loved (CEM Remix)" by Depeche Mode

Just went surfing through Dreams of Sakura X Shrine.... @__@ I've been a bad girl and not keeping up with the asukas like I should've. >_> Damn. What happened to Satsuki? I liked her a lot better without the inflation problem.

*sigh* T___T I got to 34% download complete and then it started dying on me. So I stopped and tried again, but it would only download in bytes. BYTES. O_O I'm trying again today. I want that song, dammit. AND I WILL HAVE IT. Ò_Ó [Evil Freaky Glare™]

Neh, ETToby, I would comment how wonderful your new layout looks, but I think Virtue.nu is down again. ^^;;

Tired. @_@ I went to bed relatively early (around midnight again), but woke up at 9 this morning. T___T My dog, Tina, was scratching at my door.

cs: "I F33L L0V3D [[[[nor@fied]]]" by Depeche Mode
L337!

Neh... ^^ I feel happy. Not only did Project A-ko tapes 2 through 4 come yesterday, I'm also expecting the first episode to arrive soon. ^o^ As soon as it arrives I'll have the whole Project A-ko series on tapes. It's also six tapes, the four episodes and then the Versus battles, but they're muchly good, if not given to a lot of gratuitous panty shots. ^^;; Nonetheless, A-ko is hilarious. XD

>_> Also, I only stayed up 'til 12:40 AM last night. I feel so proud of myself. Maybe it's because I finished The Great Beyond (our eighth story) and started To All Eternity, our ninth story. ^_^;; I've already got the first four pages done, and already I pity poor Doran. x_x Eh.... makes you wonder why some people are "evil."

Of course, I'm going to be writing again all day (and Gen-chan won't let me finish the first chapter, so she'd better get on within a couple hours -_- ) and downloading as well, so I really wouldn't like to be IMed unless it's something important. ^^;; I've got my download list complete, I need this AFI song because the lyrics read as a good song, and I need another Depeche Mode song. ^o^ After that it's off to MP3.com to check on my fave artists and then to search for some happy hardcore music. XD

And do I even need to comment how particularly stunning this layout looks? I'd sign the Gbook, but then I'm afraid of becoming a guestbook whore. ^_^;;

>_> Darn it. I'm sorry to hear that. The Sims Livin' Large is a great add-on, complete with alien abductions and roaches. It better work, or I shall bink it to no end for you. ^o^

Icchan, have you checked your mail? >_> 'Tis important...

o.Ô Fiiiiiiiish..... We have fiiiiiiish.... But for cryin' out loud, who puts tuna fish in kimchi soup? -_-;; That's just gross, man. Spam I can understand; lunch meat I might tolerate. But tuna fish?! BLECK! GROSS! I'd rather eat the instant Chajang Myum that Mom has in the garage. And that stuff is gross, too; the store bought kind always is. Unless you go to a Korean restaurant for it fresh, it's always gross. It's gross warm, cold, and store-bought, but it's SOOOOO friggn' good nice and hot and fresh. ^^;; I'll prolly eat some spicy noodles or something. x_x No, not your Cup o' Noodles (how can anyone eat anything that tastes like cardboard soaked in warm piss?), but the nice, spicy noodles that come from a local Oriental store. ^o^ This is one of the reasons why I enjoy being half-Korean; the food. :9

cs: "(I Feel) Love(d) [Slow and Sad Mix]" by Depeche Mode

I've been writing and downloading pretty much all day. >_> And after all that, I have only one thing left to say.

...Whitebread, shut yo ass. XDDDDDD

cs: "Shakin' (Like in Fever)" by the Infinite Beat
Shakin' like in fever / Ooh ooh Whooh / 'Cos I'm your believer / Ohhh -oh / So come on

No, I'm not dead. ^^ Sorry, you'll just have to wait.

Hydro: You've only been gone a day. Who cares?!
Pam: -_- People have wondered where I've been when I was gone a day.
Hydro: *rolls eyes* Maybe if you didn't live on the computer...

Anyway, Gen-chan already blogged about it, but forgot the whole...

Koudelka [in the game, to Edward]: Granted, you are a good fighter...
Gen-chan: And you're hot as hell. *both cackle*
Koudelka: And I won't deny the fact that you've got that killer instinct...
Pam: Or that you're hot as hell. *both cackle*

^^;; Oh, and you forgot to add the bit where Elaine stuck a bunch of needles in Koudelka, then I said "You son of dog and camel." XDDDDDD

;_; But what happened to Roger Bacon? T___T

You forgot space cream. *cackle* XD

I hate laundry, too. Specifically because half the time 90% of the clothes are my brother's, and he's always saying he'll do his own laundry. Hell, he can't even make his own lunch, dammit. -__-;;

XD XD XD Spiffy!

Neh.... I got a new pencil when GC and I stopped by Rite-Aid. We also spent prolly twenty minutes perusing the birthday card section. ^^;; Her dad got worried and came to pick us up, so we didn't have to walk back. Which I wouldn't've minded; I need some exercise but have no motivation. XD Hooray!

Hydro: Just another wasted teenage youth...
Pam: But I've got Dr. Pepper and the secret to happiness! =D
Hydro: ....?
Pam: Dr. Pepper! XD
Hydro: -__-;;

Largo, a teacher?! Sorry, but I wouldn't want him for a teacher other than for the laughs. ^^;; School is a place of learning, and that's the only reason why I go; so I can learn some shit and then get outta this place. XD

BTW, we broke 400 in our eighth story! PH33R! XD XD XD

Oooooh. I have ten remixes of "I Feel Loved." ^^ That's one less than how many remixes I have for "Enjoy The Silence."

...I need more. XD I dig David Gahan's mad sexy voice.

cs: "I Feel Loved [Intervox GloStix Remix]" by Depeche Mode
It's a dark night of my soul / And temptation's taking hold...

Whoa. I got a referral from this place. o_O; Not a search engine query; a referral.

Dude, that's... well, I don't know if that's dudely or not.

RK RK RK RK!!! XD SANOSUKE!!!!!

Gen-chan, I'm sorry about last night! ;__; The battery died as soon as I set the phone down to check and see if anyone was spying at my door. And then all night long, it kept beeping low battery. ~_~ That'll teach me not to switch phones after three hours. XD

Why does it seem like every time I wake up no one is home? Oh, that's right, nobody IS home. Damn. I have to take care of the dog and do loads of laundry? ~_~ When I carried the laundry basket from upstairs to the downstairs bathroom to shove it in the washer, I could not see over the pile, thus proving that 1) I will forever be short, and 2) SOMEONE NEEDS TO HELP ME DO THE DAMN LAUNDRY!

*deep breath* *smile*

Anyway... I didn't use my wrists too much last night, seeing as I didn't get on Fealty (GC and I were talking up 'til midnight, and would've talked longer had not my phone died on me), but I should take it easy. ~_~ I still have so many ideas, though. Light blue sunglasses for Hydro! ^O^

Hydro: XD What's gonna happen?
Pam: ...Um... nothing that you should know. *innocent smile*
Hydro: .... o_o;; ....
Pam: ^___^ Hydro! ^o^
Hydro: You're planning something evil, aren't you?
Pam: To quote a character that hasn't even been used yet, Doran the Black, I shall say in my defense, "I'm not evil, just misunderstood."
Hydro: .... o.O;; I should be scared, shouldn't I?
Pam: "I laugh at your feeble mortality!" *throws head back and laughs evilly*
Hydro: ~_~ I knew it. Someone's going to die. It's me, isn't it?
Pam: ....Nooooo... 0:D I wouldn't say so.
Hydro: All right, you're going to hurt me really badly then. I can see the Evil Glint™ in your eyes.
Pam: Tee hee. ^_^

ELVIS IS ALIVE AND IN DES MOINES HELLO CHOCOLATE PUDDING!

cs: "I Feel Loved [Intervox Piano Mix]" by Depeche Mode
Ye gads, this mix makes me feel so depressed. >_>

Ooh, that's not good; now there's a grinding sort of cracking feeling when I twist my left arm. @.<;;

cs: "Don't Say Your Love is Killing Me" by Erasure
You know how much it means to me / I do have feelings deep inside / But would not hurt your foolish pride

My goodness. @_@ I'll never do that again.

Hydro: It's black.
Pam: Dark brown.
Hydro: Blaaack.
Pam: Dark browwwn.
Hydro: It's black and you know it.
Pam: No, it's dark brown and I know it.
Hydro: For crying out loud, look in the mirror! Your hair's freakin' black!
Pam: Dark brown!!!!!! XO
Hydro: Black.
Pam: -_-; I'm not going to argue with you, you person with enuresis!!!
Hydro: O_O
Pam: ....um...
Hydro: You promised you wouldn't tell! *cries* And I was a kid, anyway, I couldn't help it!
Pam: See, folks, you learn fun words when you read the dictionary. Like a scientific term for a person with a bed-wetting problem.
Hydro: I wasn't even ten yet! It's understandable!
Pam: Sure it is. Uh-huh. You're a big kid now, aintcha?
Hydro: Stop teasing me, you... you...
Pam: I'm a bastard, I know. XD *huggle* I'm sorry, Waterboy.
Hydro: ¬¬##

All right. That's the last time I stay up 'til two in the morning because of Laptop Adventures in FreeCell. @____@;; I wrote a lot, and most of it doesn't make sense to me. It was a bunch of gibberish. I wanted to read some more of the dictionary, I was almost tempted to start in the E's, but then decided I should probably go to sleep. x.x

...BTW, Gen-chan, I got paid last night. >XD Ka-ching!

And I have absolutely nothing else to say, other than OH MY GOD, THIS DR. PEPPER TASTES SO HEAVENLY!!!!!!!

cs: "In God's Country" by U2
Sleep comes like a drug / In God's Country / Sad eyes, crooked crosses / In God's Country

Changed my desktop, changed my WinAmp Playlist, and I'm thinkin' about doing some editing on Chapter 4 for Omino, which is down right now for some unknowable reason. Today I'll be busy. >_>

Plus, I gotta work on those three WinAmp skins. ~_~ Oy vey.

cs: "American Nightmare (Instrumental)" by Scary Valentine

Well, Zeruely-kun, smarts don't come easy, you know, and I've got a reputation to maintain. After all, I'm known as the girl who puts the right words in your mouth before you even know you're gonna say them. XD I do it to teachers all the time. Especially Mr. Williams; I consider it a hobby of mine. ^___^

Neh... crashed last night around 2:00 AM. @_@ After writing frenziedly in The Story, of course. My laptop just couldn't cut it, so I had to shut it down. Fealty, alway breaking down on me like that. Getting too hot to handle things. *sigh* ~_~ So all my nifty keen ideas had to be stifled until I could get on today. I really need to get to sleep earlier. @_@ I've been waking up around noon most days now. That's not good. >.>

Finished the typing job for my dad yesterday. He'll pay me this weekend. Also found out he's building two new computers for me and my brother, and he's going to put a DVD player in my brother's and give me a CD burner. And he'll also be selling this one and giving me the hard drive. ^_^ He saysI need it; my mp3s take up about 2.25 gig at any given time; usually more. XD A helluva lot more if I didn't regularly delete songs. ^^;; 7 gigs in my drive isn't enough. Although my dad has a odd sense of humour; he gave me the E:/ drive and named it Pam. (Pam) E:/ drive. Pammy Drive. Ha ha. Just another way for him to make fun of me. XD Oh well. New computer! ^o^

Neh, Gen-chan, you better scan that picture. Hydro refuses to talk to me because of that suggestion I made, that we should kill him. ^_^;; Well, once a character serves out his usefulness, you gotta put him down, and we don't have any deaths planned for the next story, so I figured he'd be a good candidate. ^^;;

Hydro: ¬¬ How could you do this to me?
Pam: XD You're talking to me.
Hydro: Never mind that; seems like every chance you get, you want to kill me.
Pam: Sorry, d00d, that's just the way the toilet flushes.
Hydro: *sigh* You've been smoking crack again? And you're not sharing? For shame.
Pam: v_v Murf. Don't fear the reaper, d00d. >=D
Hydro: ~_~ You have this thing against people with blue hair, don't you?
Pam: Quite the contrary; I love 'em. XD *hug*
Hydro: Don't kill me. I'm too beautiful to die.
Pam: Neh, Gen-chan won't let me. XD
Hydro: Thank God, er.... Destiny!

....WTF?!

Oh my God. XDDDDD!!!! This guy, that I linked a while ago, won the Webby Awards for Weirdest Site. *ROTFLMAO* Only he moved from Geocities. XD *LMAO* XDDDDD

cs: "Assassins" by Positively Dark

*sigh* I know. >_> That's not even the whole story. Mount Tahoma used to provide daycare for the teenage mothers with children, and they even have classes for pregant girls only, to teach them how to care for their babies, I guess. ~_~; They got rid of the daycare after they found out it was prolly only encouraging the students to multiply like rabbits. Oy vey.

Yeah, I know, Arashi-san, but it pisses me off how people can be so self-righteously priggish. I definitely don't think that their site is worth anything. Their FAQ page really makes me seethe with anger. >_<

Ahh.... Malevolence. >=D It's just one of those words, that when you say out loud, it makes you want to grin and bear your teeth like some feral animal. Nyahahahahaha!

Sorry. ^_^ But y'know, my new favorite word is 'insufferably.' It's quite spinky, don't you think? XD If I had to make a list of my favorite words, insufferably would be near the top, right below appealing and above meticulously. XD Damn, I need to read the dictionary again. I can't really think of any fun words.... But malevolence is a fun word. I'll wait patiently for the site. ^.^ Scrutinizing is another fun word, and so is apropos. XD

Now I have this strange urge to grin and laugh evilly. XDDDD Bwahahahahaha...

Wai! Thankee sai, Dora-chan! I'll start looking right away! ^o^

cs: "It's Not Me, It's You" by Prozzak
Seems the old equation's holding true / One from two equals blue / And nice guys always lose

Ooh.... something I picked off Sandra's journal... ^^;; It's kinda poetic and whatnot, IMNSHO, but who cares. These are fun to do.

If I were a stone, I would be...obsidian.
If I were a tree, I would be...an apple tree!
If I were a bird, I would be...an eagle.
If I were an insect, I would be... an ant.
If I were a machine, I would be... a computer.
If I were a tool, I would be... a hammer.
If I were a fruit, I would be... strawberry.
If I were a flower, I would be... a daffodil.
If I were a kind of weather, I would be... a storm.
If I were a mythical creature, I would be... a dragon. They're cool, man.
If I were a musical instrument, I would be... an electric guitar. I dig them riffs, yo.
If I were a kind of profession, I would be... an author.
If I were an animal, I would be...a dolphin.
If I were anything in the world, I would be... someone else.
If I were a color, I would be... a nice blue.
If I were a fragrance, I would be... something that doesn't smell like anything.
If I were an emotion, I would be... laughter. (Is that an emotion? Oh well, it is now.)
If I were a state or feeling, I would be... contentedness!!
If I were a vegetable, I would be... cauliflower. XD~
If I were a sound, I would be... archaic chanting.
If I were an Element, I would be... water.

There's no more Dr. Pepper. I should bike or walk to the store, since my dad swore he wasn't going to buy any more until Sunday. Damn my brother; he drank the last two. >.<#

cs: "Atlantis (Pulse Remix)" by echoproject

Neh, I'll be going to Mount Tahoma Senior High, again. ¬¬; Most of the kids are here like to call it Mount Maternity for reasons I'm sure must be obvious. ^^;;;

My God, that's good. *whimper* Dora-chan, please be my layout beeyatch. I feel so inadequate. T__T

*LOL* That SD professor picture is cute. XD

*nod* I don't see how they can attack homosexual men, and then not say anything about homosexual women. I hold no grudge against either of them, but I'm kinda angry about that. They use Bible verses to attack homosexual men, but since there don't seem to be any verses on homosexual women, they leave them alone. How pathetic is that? (And just so I don't get angry flames, once again I don't hold anything against either sexual preference; I'm just using that to argue my point here.)

However, hilarious dealies like this make me laugh. XD

OK, this next part is going to be for Gen-chan, but you can read it if you want; not like it'll make any sense. ^_^; Oh, and it's hella long, too.

Since I'm not done with my part (eight pages and counting now), I'll give you the gist of what's been happening so far.

-Stiletto sneaks in successfully, since the COR members are so dim-witted and unsuspecting. (But we love 'em anyway.)
-Virtuoso has insomnia and can't sleep, so he goes to visit his father in the West Wing (or, as Link put it, the insane ward).
-Stiletto is still undetected and on his way to the brig to rescue his "beloved." XD
-He experiences paranoia. =D Torrents pitches a hissy fit (well, sorta) and tells Stiletto what happened.
-Virtuoso goes ballistic and starts shaking his poor vegetable father like a ragdoll.
-Deus comes back and the force of his resurfacing flings Virtuoso like a piece of lint. XD
-Everyone with powers feels the rush. XD
-Blade gets a bad tummy ache and thrashes around his room while he Divines what's going on at the moment. o.O;;
-People hear him yelling in agony.
-Stiletto and Torrent hesitate.
-The whole dormitory floor is awakened by the hubbub; Aria beats senselessly on Blade's door.
-Blade finds out that 1) Stiletto and Torrent are escaping, 2) Wraith and Felony are lovers *gasp*, and 3) that it's all Karma's (better known as Destiny) fault.
-But he's in severe pain. Serpentine helps him. She and Aria go to the infirmary.
-Tomorrow (it's still nighttime) is Aria and Essence's birthday.
-We found out that Virtuoso has emotions other than contempt and anger.
-Deus unwarps Stiletto and Torrent because he's cool like that.
-Stephan and Scimitar (who's always coming in the middle of things and getting confused, the poor bastard) carry them down to the infirmary.
-And, because I'm so sentimental like that, it's 0001 hours when Aria finds out that her beloved Stiletto is back to normal. Happy birthday, Aria. XD

And that's all. ^____^ I also incorporated some of the "hate" that Aria feels for Essence since she's got her man and Aria doesn't. x_x;;

Neh. I think I'll finish that typing job. And possibly work on the Tooryu, Duo, and Miss Ayumi skins. @.<;;

cs: "Dreamer" by II Future

Whew, that just killed any inspiration that I was going to use to write in The Story. (Gen-chan, I wrote six pages last night. Stop playing GT2 and write, dangit!) >_> Gah, reading over it, my rant seems hypocritical and wrong on some points, but fuck it. Nobody's perfect.

cs: "She Won't Be Home" by Erasure
She looks around / There are snowflakes on the ground / Here comes another lonely Christmas...

Now, about this link....

I have never read anything so self-righteous, so incredibly holier-than-thou than what these pompous prigs have twisted. I wonder if God would enjoy watching them viciously attack and discriminate against their fellow man.

I simply cannot believe that these people were "tricked" and "befouled" into being homosexual, and that they "saw the light" and "changed their ways," blaming it on the other person. The fault lays with those weak enough to lay blame, you imbeciles. I can't believe how stupendously brash these people are in their self-assurance that they are correct and ever so much better than everyone else for spreading the word.

First of all, the word "fag" is slang for a homosexual man. Learn some English; you want people to think you're discriminating against those poor teenage boys who act as servants for prefects in Britain? Because that's what a fag is, anyway, in relation to a person. Not slang.

Secondly, the word "faggot" refers to a bundle of sticks. Repent, oh ye bundle of sticks, and see the error of thy ways? Doesn't quite make sense. If you're so damn sure of yourselves, then why don't you learn to at least be a little more literally and politically correct, hmm?

How dare you presume to believe that you are so utterly right in your ways that you would go out of your way to say that God hates "fags"? Of course, you quote scripture that seems to "back up" your "theory," but then again, even the Devil can quote scripture to suit his purpose, am I not correct?

I simply cannot believe that nobody on this site seems to have even thought of "Judge not, lest ye be judged" or "Do unto another as you would have done unto yourself." I'm sure none of you prigs would enjoy it if people made parodies of your site, and they're are! This one and this one!

So naturally you're going to sit on your high horse and believe that you are right and everyone is wrong simply because they don't think like you do. God gave us a choice; if we make the "wrong" one, then so be it. It's not in your place to decide who goes to hell or not, and you better believe it.

And furthermore, how dare they use this boy as an example to "spread the good word." Did they even ask permission of the parents or guardians if they could "endorse" him? I don't think so. I see nothing on the page confirming that.

*deep breath to calm down*

I just can't understand why people can't let others alone. I'm sure there have been incidents of homosexuals raping boys and men and such, but you don't think that doesn't go on in our prisons? What about them? Because they sinned they're forced to being anally raped? Don't anyone tell me they deserve it.

And just because there have been incidents like those doesn't mean that all homosexual men are rapists.

Their FAQ page makes me sick.

I know I've come off as holier-than-thou in this rant, but with good reason. I'm so sick of hearing all this. Why can't both sides just sit down and shut up, for goodness sakes.

All right, I'm done. I'm throwing myself to the wolves (also known as your comments). Tear away at your will.

You better believe I'm outta this place for college. At first I couldn't stand the thought of leaving dear ol' Washington state, but now I'm eager as a fucking beaver, man. >_> Neh...

And this link, which I got from Zeruel.... I shall rant on later. I have a $40 typing job to attend to right now, and I'm only taking a quick break for my left wrist. It hasn't begun hurting yet, but I still have anotehr 98 questions to type and organize. ^^;;

*gasp* I'm so loved. *^^*

*big bear hug* I know it's not as good as the real thing, but feel better. We're here for you to talk to if you need us.

I had to make lunch for me, my dad, and my brother, do the dishes, clean up the kitchen, clean up my brother's messes, take out the garbage, take the the garbage can out to the sidewalk, and now I'm doing a typing job, and I have to take the recycling can out to the sidewalk later today. >_> I'm tired and I haven't even been awake three hours!!!

D'oh. The only good thing is that I'm now going to get an allowance and that means I can actually start buying stuff and repaying people for their kindness. Yay! Pam is not a lazy bum anymore!

Hydro: You never were. Who's been doing all the chores around this joint? You.
Pam: Shut up. I'm trying to gain a sense of self-worth here, so don't point out the flaws.
Hydro: o.Ô;;

cs: "Viva la Musica" by Aura featuring Dynamo

Y'all are freaks. I took the Purity Test at the beginning of the school year (I think in October), and I got 85%, and I took it again just now, and I got 85%. ^^;; Yes, I really am as innocent as I claim to be.

Hydro: *ROTFLMAO* That's a good one, Pam.
Pam: ¬.¬#

cs: "Mars" by Preylude

...Do you know how frustrating it is fighting against the computer in Mario Kart 64? Sure, I have enough skills so that I can snag First Place pretty much every time, but when the computer cheats, that's where I draw the line. Toad and Yoshi (my character) came in at the exact same time in Sherbet Land. 1 minute, 30 seconds, and 30 milliseconds. Guess who got first?

...Toad. That mothersuckin' little son-of-a-bitchin' asshole. Just because his name comes before Yoshi's in the alphabet, I reckon. Does it even matter that I was clearly in front of him? Literally! He was hanging off my ass, the little jerk-off, when we pulled into the finish line. I'm so pissed right now, I could scream. He ruined my chances of a perfect 36 in the Star Course on Extra. Grr.

Anyway, enough of that. I found my Super Smash Bros. game, too. It was stashed in one of my brother's tupperware containers. Dumbass lied to me. And he's also been taking the Dr. Peppers that I put in the fridge and not replacing them. Next time I catch him doing it I'll castrate him with the pizza cutter.

Tell me about it. Couple hours later he came back and apologized for snapping at me. I never seem to get any recognition for anything I do around this house. I end up doing all the laundry now (and not just folding it anymore, either), I put the dishes in and take them out of the dishwasher, I let the dog in and out (even though my mom is in the same frickin' room as the sliding glass door, dammit), but still, that's not enough even though my lazy ass ADULT BROTHER does nothing but goof off and collect trash in his room. >.<# Gah. I feel like clenching my hands tightly now.

And I too shall worship the $12 boxers. Feel like a king, yo.

Happy birthday, Ragabash-san. ^^ May it be pleasantly full of thoughts of Yuuto and shiny daggers and such.

This is a long post because I haven't done a long one in a while, you dig? I have nothing to say, except I've read all of Exploitation Now and I'm gonna add it to my links soon. Neh.

Maybe there's just something entirely enticing, but at the same time depressing, about being home alone until 5:30-6:00 PM.

book: Martin the Warrior by Brian Jacques
song: "Slipping Away" by NIN

It's official. I'm wasting my life and my youth. When your father tells you so, you know the shit has hit the fan.

But what the hell am I supposed to do? All week I'm home alone, stuck taking care of the dog while everyone goes off to work or summer school.

Fuck it. I'm going to go and play N64. I'm sick and tired of everyone getting on my case.

cs: "Closer" by NIN

Bring me my gun of itching desire / Bring my bullets and I will fire....

cs: "Told You So (Rhythm Beat Mix)" by Depeche Mode

Ignore death up to the last moment; then, when it can't be ignored any longer, have yourself squirted full of morphia and shuffle off in a coma. Thoroughly sensible, humane and scientific, eh?

--Aldous Huxley (1894-1963)

cs: "AngelFire" by The Synthetic Dream Foundation

Oh, this is priceless:

Patrick (my brother) to Tina (my dog): "Quit walking on me, I'm not a chair!"

...

I must have been adopted, I'd swear I was if I didn't have so many of the same traits as my dad.

Gen-chan, when you thought you were finished, you weren't. Everything I could want is done except the buttons. -_-;; You know, for the eqmain and the posbar and the volume bar....

To make matters worse, Zule gave me the Blue Screen of Death about halfway through the playlist, and then I had to redo everything. Lousy computer; I can't wait 'til my dad builds me a new one in September or so. -_-; And then I'll get to name it, too. Yay.

cs: "Tsunami" by Preylude

Kick ass layouts, yo. @_@

Zeruel: Just go see the damn movie. XD And there are spoilers below. In this post, too. Read at your discretion.

*SPOILERS*

Reinselft & Gen-chan: I didn't say the movies actually sucked, it was worth the ticket price and the two hours, but I don't think that they did as much with the plot as they could have. I just found it terribly convenient that those who weren't needed were just killed off so blatantly and so... stupidly. >_> Jane's death was understandable (ha ha, she did like Neil! ), but I thought Neil's death was just... >_> Damn autopilot; why couldn't he have lived? And the black guy. I can't remember his name for the life of me, but he was my second favorite. *^^* Neh, it was good overall (like I said, it was superb to a T ), but the plot wasn't in my bag. ~_~;; But I'm glad Grey died! =D

*END SPOILERS*

Yes, my wrist is much better now. ^__^ But I'm sorry your wrist is so poopy. >_> There's no pain when I type, although sometimes at night I can feel it throbbing a little, like when I was reading The Shining last night. @_@ Don't type with it (type one handedly if you must), and take Advil. Oh, and caffeine helped me. XD More specifically the Nectar of the Gods (a.k.a. Dr. Pepper).

Freud would say it means sex. XD

Ahh.... I woke up feeling somewhat good, and ice cream for brunch is just nummy. XD~ Mmm. What am I going to do today....

GEN-CHAN, IF YOU PLAY KOUDELKA AND BEAT IT WITHOUT ME.....

headphones: "Heavy Metal Poisoning" by Styx

Just got back from Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within.

...Oh, yeah, the movie was superb to a T. But. The plot sucked. And I mean, sucked. I didn't like the plot. No no. I didn't like the main character. Big surprise. If you asked me, she should've died. Died horribly. Died in a fashion that was befitting how she lacked in character. Neeeeeh. >.<#

Hydro: She's just mad because her favorite character died. And if you know Pam, you know who she liked best.
Pam: Why all three of them? ;__;
Hydro: *patpatpat*
Pam: Dammit, I wanted Aki to die. >.<
Hydro: *hug* Shhh, it's OK. All of them are in a better place now...
Pam: *sigh* ;__; I loved Neil.
Hydro: It's OK...
Pam: This happens every time I pick up a book or watch a movie. My favorite character or one of them dies. Ultimately. It's a conspiracy. We'll call it ECAP. Evil Conspiracies Against Pam. >.<
Hydro: Calm down, it's OK...
Pam: *sigh* T___T

Well, my wrist is better. Better by a lot. So much better that I can type now. ^__^ Thanks to y'all who offered some support. Your mental powers to will it to heal helped. >XD

Hydro: >__>
Pam: ^___^

And thanks to those who answered my questions. I am feeling good now. Aside from the bad plot movie. ^__^

cs: "The Great Beyond" by R.E.M.
I'm breaking through / I'm bending spoons / I'm keeping flowers in full bloom

IT CAME! IT CAME IT CAME IT CAME IT CAME IT CAME IT CAME IT CAME IT CAME IT CAME IT CAME IT CAME IT CAME IT CAME IT CAME!!!!!!

*huggles her new Kilroy Was Here CD* Well, I'm waiting to be picked up. We're going to go see Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within. It looks good, but hey; appearances can be deceiving. ^___^

cs: "Mr. Roboto" by Styx
You're wondering who I am (secret secret I've got a secret) / Machine or mannequin (secret secret I've got a secret) / With parts made in Japan (secret secret I've got a secret) / I am the modern man!

My God, can this be the end of Rico?

book: The Running Man by Richard Bachman
song: "Think and Sin (Instrumental)" by Scary Valentine

I shouldn't be on, but curiosity killed the Pam, so she needs to have her questions answered. Thanks to anxiety, I stayed up 'til 3 AM last night worrying about college when I haven't even begun my sophomore year in high school yet. Ha fucking ha. ^___^ Please put my worries to rest.

1. Are you allowed to stay in the college dormitories over summer vacation, and if so, does it cost more? In fact. please just tell me how the hell "room & board" works. i.e. how much furniture (if any) is provided with a room, does it cost extra for internet access, etc. Educate me in these matters please.

2. How likely is it that a person with a 4.0 all through high school (optimistic, aren't I?) with some extra cirricular activities will get a full-paying scholarship or close enough to one? (I'm gonna apply for the Gates-Millennium scholarship, but now that my dad has a job, in a few years I may not qualify.)

There. I'll prolly have more later, but this is too much work with only my right hand. Ih well; I'm learning to type with all my fingers now. Yay. That'll teach me to overtype my poor left hand to death. WTF? Why does my left hand hurt when I'm right-handed?

Please excuse any typos I overlooked. I hate typos. ^__^

cs: "Atlantis (Pulse Mix)" by echoproject

fuck it left wrist ain't much better. gawddamn paranoia. don't want to cripple my left hand. right hand's getting pain, too. shoot. hate being invalid, dammit, I MUST WRITE!!!!!!!

Will not blog for several days. Can't use left hand at all anymore. Am typing with right hand. Will be back Tues. or Wed.

BTW, Gen-chan, what test? @_@

...Neh... Where did Bird go...? ;__;

Actually, I would believe that. @_@ Until a couple days ago, every night I remembered what I dreamed about I didn't get very good sleep. It seems like I'd wake up with a headache (similar to one caused by lack of caffeine) and feeling sore at the neck. But I think Thursday I woke up after a vivid dream and actually felt refreshed, and the last two nights I've been dreaming and still waking up perfectly refreshed. o.o And last night's dream was about getting lost into the woods and finding a boa constrictor (although I thought they were in rainforests, but what the hell ^_^ ) wrapped around a large spotted egg. Very very odd. Most of the time I hate lucid dreams; seems like everyone I know is usually "the observer" in my dream. v.v Being in control of your dreams sounds like fun, but it's not. I make bad choices all the time. @_@ Bad choices that get me killed in my dreams. And sometimes stupid choices, like trying to take the egg from the boa constrictor. ^_^

Hee hee. Largo. ^_^

My left wrist really hurts. o.o And my right hand is experiencing little pinpricks on pain.

cs: "Highlands" by Bassic

O_O Dude.

...S-P-I-F-F-Y.

cs: "Race or Reason" by Zeruel

*dances around* Whee! I'm home, so alone, all alone....!!!

Note: That is NOT a cue for creepy sociopathic stalkers. Thank you.

Mmm.... cherries.... home grown, too! *munch*

Hydro: It would help to spit out the pit, you know.
Pam: o.o What a novel idea.
Hydro: *slaps forehead*
Pam: I'm just yankin' yer chain, Waterboy; don't get your panties all in a twitter!
Hydro: They are not panties; they are--
Pam: Leather thongs, then.
Hydro: It must be Boy Meets Boy. It must be. *sigh* It was a cold day in hell when Gen-chan recommended it...
Pam: I love you too. ^_^
Hydro: Stop that! You're scaring me.
Pam: Awww... You're my friend, too, Hydro.
Hydro: ¬¬ In order to protect whatever dignity I have left, I will say nothing.
Pam: Hee hee, you're so silly.

Finally. No one's home. Now I can run around as much as I want and not be asked if I'm smoking anything. ^___^ Plus, I can finally watch South Park in the family room. :D I just remembered it was coming on tonight.

Whee. No matter how hard I try, I simply can't resist downloading from MP3.com. >.> I'm addicted. Yay!

cs: "Cold Storage" by quadrophonix
Hydro: Exactly where you belong.
Pam ...Hmm....!!! *downloads Zeruel's song*

My ISP is being very very poopy. If it keeps dying, it's gonna have a bad case of YGD. ^___^

I actually slept well last night. I didn't wake up with a headache. You know, on the nights that I have two dreams, I always sleep well. I read somewhere that Dreaming Sleep was Good Sleep™, and I guess sometimes it's true. The sleep will be even better if your dream is lucid, by which the speaker meant you're able to control your own actions. The first dream wasn't too lucid (but it was realistic enough), but the second dream was like some kinda nightmare action thing. o.Ô;;

Both involved school buses. ^^;;

I'll go into detail later. I haven't had my Caffeine Fix yet, so my head is beginning to hurt slightly. But I did have good sleep, so that was all right. ^_^

BUY THIS! O_O Or I'll sic Code on you!

XD Well, Maria-san, I was planning to use that picture for a layout, but I like the one that's up right now, so it may be a while yet. ^_^

OK, I'm off for some Dr. Pepper and chatting with friends, yo. Talk to me? AIM: Nataku no Miko

cs: "Access Denied [2001 Remaster]" by Bassic
Access denied / Access denied

Got the test from Dora-chan (once again! XD ). Personality disorders. Yum.

Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

o.o Antisocial... low? >.>;;

Hydro: You have so many problems. XD
Pam: I know. Should I be worried?
Hydro: Ah, who gives a damn.

cs: "Cold War" by Styx
'Coz time has a way / Of even bringing moutains / Down / Down / Down

I've come to acknowledge the fact that while I may have plenty of masochistic tendencies, writing reveals that gleeful little sadist. ^__^ Gen-chan, you can thank the old man when I tell you the ideas we (rather, he) came up with yesterday for the current story. >;D

BTW, finally got around to updating my playlist again. @_@ It changes daily.

No, seriously, it does.

cs: "Domo Origato Mr. Roboto [GTW Remix]" by !!trance!!!

*wince* Sorry to hear about your ankle. ^^; Isketch, huh? Wingy and I used to play that nonstop a while ago. XD

Exactly. o.o The internet is a great tool to meet people. I mean, maybe I'll never see any of you guys in real life ('cept if I go to California, maybe, and New York XD ), but y'all are great friends. ^^;;

Tee hee. Girl power. :P Yeegh, now I gotta go wash my mouth out. XD

New linky to be adding. ^_^

Barney, huh? >.> That's a little creepy; Lawrence used to have us visit this all-knowing powerful purple dragon named Barney when we needed advice. Raziel (our resident jerk and all-powerful friend) would take us to him. ^^;; It was kinda lame, but hilarious at the same time. *sigh* I haven't heard from anyone but Christoph so far this summer. *whimper* I need to game. ;_;

Anyway, rented Dude, Where's My Car? last night. Yeah, it was my choice to get it, but hey, I like stupid movies. ^^;; I admit it. And it was pretty funny. The Nordic dudes were cute. XD And Jesse and Chester kept saying "shibby" all the time. :D

After we stopped by the video place, we went over to my brother's friend Patrick's house. We talked a little, and he asked if I was still on the computer a lot. I told him yeah, and he said that I needed to get a boyfriend. ~_~ Why is everyone else interested in my love life, but I'm not? Grr. So then we left, came home, watched the movie, and then I went to my room to read The Dark Tower IV, but then I realized I left it in my dad's motorcycle from when we got back from the meeting yesterday, so I read Dreamcatcher.

Pretty exciting, huh? ^^ Tomorrow's my mom's birthday, so I'm doing the laundry *shuddertwitchgroan* and she and dad are going on the Spirit of Washington Dinner Train, so most likely I'll be home alone tomorrow night.

Whew. Still not done. I got this from Dora-chan, who got it from someone else, and you know how it goes. ^^;

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
~ Tongue. Nose rings remind me of bulls. o.Ô;;


2. Be serious or be funny?
~ Funny. Life is a long, hard road, so dance like no one's watching and love like it'll never hurt. ^^;; Jim told me that.
Hydro: Well, you certainly dance like no one's watching. XD
Pam: *glower*


3. Whole or skim milk?
~ o.o Whoa, there's different kinds of milk?!

4. Single or Taken?
~ Single. Definitely single. ~_~;


5. Simple or complicated?
~ Either way, I got a 90% chance of being confused half the time. ^^;;


6. Law or anarchy?
~ Um... usually I'm a lawful person unless I don't feel the law's right, so I'm gonna say lay with anarchic(sp?) tendencies. ^_^


7. Flowers or angels
~ Flowers; no one knows what angels look like anyway. :P


8. Grey or gray?
~ Grey for hound, gray for colour.


9. Read or write?
~ O_O YOU MEAN I CAN'T HAVE BOTH? ....All right, read. >.<# But only because reading usually doesn't give you carpal tunnel syndrome. ^_^;; (Hee; I'm working on The Story now. XD )


10. Color or black-and-white photos?
~ Colour; black and white is just too blagh.


11. Sunrise or sunset?
~ Sunset. ~_~ Getting up at sunrise is no fun. Like this morning. Sunrise came around 6:00 AM, and it was fully bright outside, and I was like, "Dude, that's not cool" and tried to go back to sleep.


12. M&M's or Skittles?
~ Ick, Skittles. Definitely M&Ms. ^_^


13. Rap or rock?
~ Rock. Rap is just screaming about sex and drugs and hos, man.


14. Stay up late or wake up early?
~ Neither. I like to keep a medium. ^_^


15. TV or Radio?
~ Radio. Watching TV for more than 30 minutes gives me a massive headache. But to be correct, computer. ^^ Radio is for nighttime listening.


16. Is it POP or SODA?
~ Both. Soda Pop! XD


17. X or O in Tic-tac-toe?
~ X. o.Ô


18. Name Brand or not?
~ Personally, I really don't see a difference 90% of the time.


19. Eat an apple or an orange?
~ Apple. Green apples. If I want an orange, my mom peels it for me. >.>;;


20. What came first the chicken or the egg?
~ God. ^_^

I don't think I really have a specific religion now; I just believe in God and that's enough.

cs: "Arrival at Magical Dreamland Happyworld" by Mr. Happy Hardcore

....Don't ask, don't even go there. Let's just say it's a result of too much caffeine and not enough sleep.

cs: "Save Me Darling" by Erasure
Altogether now, so let's hear you pray / Make it better now and savour the day / I'm all over, save me darling

Well, did everyone sleep well last night?

Hydro: Yes. ^_^
Code: I was on the f*ckin floor, dumbass! Do you think I slept well?!
Dolly the Dolphin: *indecipherable squeaking*

...Well, I know I didn't. Every five minutes: baBOOM! Then a minute after that ambulence sirens wailing loudly.

One time, I heard a baBOOM! and then car tires screeching, right over there where 84th meets Hosmer, and there was a lot of cursing and screeching. ^_^ Then police sirens. Tee hee. I know I'll miss living near I-5 when I graduate from high school and go to college.

Maria-san's back! YAY!

I also got Bjork, even though I've never heard her music. Tee hee; thinking about what Hydro got.... XD

Hydro: I have no pride left. T__T
Pam: *patpatpat* It's okay. We all know you rock just like Faith Hill.
Hydro: *twitch* Shut up.
Pam: I love you too. ^_^

And you say your art isn't good? >.<#

Ooh, pretty new layout, Ettoby!

Too bad Prozzak's new CD isn't up at Borders.... >.<#

Well, it's time for transcribing and then playing The Sims. ^^

cs: "www.NeverGetOverYou.com" by Prozzak
w w w dot / I won't believe it / w w w dot / Until I read it / My heart is tied up in a knot / You know it's true / w w w dot never get over you

Hell yeah! ^O^ I added the code, Zeruely-kun! XD WAI! The layout is stunning, as usual. ^___^

cs: "Descent" by Echo Box
Whoa, this song is based on drug experiences. Dude.

Gen-chan, you're a nut. ^_^

BTW (no one but Gen-chan and the old man will understand this), but I'm up to six pages and it ain't even all the way there yet. @___@ Ooh boy. Looks like it will go on for pages and pages, neh, Gen-chan?

cs: "Rave On... [Happy Hardcore Remix]" by Trance Generation

Magical Dreamland Happyworld! XD

Hydro: O.O;;
Pam: XDDDD
Hydro: Yer nuts.
Pam: It's so happy.... *big starry eyes*
Hydro: ~_~ I need a vacation.
Pam: I love you too. ^_^

cs: "Destination: Magical Dreamland Happyworld" by Mr. Happy Hardcore

Heh. Did you like Dance Dance Karnov? Well, now you can download the music from the levels. ^^ Don't forget to sign up before attemping to download.

BTW, I was sifting through my old notebooks of written work, and I noticed that I never did finish that fanfic romance involving Kamui and Yuuto's sister, Tomoe. ^^;; Maybe if I get the time to, I will. Maybe not; fanfiction isn't really my strong point. Original fiction... it's a bit better.

cs: "Unreachable" by II Future

WHEE!!!!! XD XD XD

I gotta new reader, I gotta new reader! ^O^ *dances around madly* Woohoo!

...I'm gonna download Sting's Desert Rose, I'm gonna download it! XD

Fuck yeah! Netscape sucks! WHOOO! XD

My Dr. Pepper's frozen! Frickin-A! XD XD XD

cs: "I Don't Sleep, I Dream" by R.E.M.
Who needs sleep when ya got caffeine?! XD

Finally. I updated Omino after nearly a month. ^^ Also added The Authors section, finally. Now only Credits is left. @_@ I'll do it later.

My wrist hurts. Frickin'-A, man. >.<#

cs: "Dream Disco 2002" by 7.1

I have absolutely nothing planned for today. I mean, I never got any invitations from anyone, I haven't heard from my D&D group if we were gonna do something today, NOTHING. So you see folks, some days I'd like to have a life, but then other peopl don't come up to par. ~_~

And besides, as soon as I went somewhere, I'd bet you I'd start wishing I was at home again. Being with close friends is prolly the only reason why I'll go out and do something; if it's like a party where I only know maybe one or two people, FORGET IT.

...*sigh* T__T One of these days, maybe I'll actually be adventurous and go to the mall by myself.

Hydro: My God. You'd be eaten alive.
Pam: Thank you for your support.
Hydro: ^_^ Anytime, child.

Sometimes I feel that whole "color symbolism" for the flag is a big fat SHAM. And another thing; America is far too immature for its age. Sure, we're a young country, but look at the way we are. >.<# I don't have much patriotism, but I do love this country and I wish it would just grow up.

I'll join. ^^ I don't think it's stupid at all; I used to use Netscape a lot, and now that I've switched to IE, it's been a lot better. @__@ A LOT better.

Hydro: Sounds like you could do a commercial: "Nine out of ten bloggers prefer IE to Netscape, so try it today!" XD
Pam: Shut up.
Hydro: Yes ma'am.

Yeah, it does suck that he'll be away, but at least I won't have to worry about money so much anymore. x.x And he said he's happy to be doing something other than schoolwork. ^^

...AUGH. O_O My incense stopped burning! *whips out her dice lighter*

Hydro: AHHH! Run away! Pam's got an open flame!
Pam: ~_~ I am so NOT a pyromaniac, yo.
Hydro: Maybe not, but you're dangerous when you have fire. Very dangerous.
Pam: Don't you have somewhere to be right now?
Hydro: Nope. ^__^ Besides, it's ever so much fun to bother you.
Pam: *sigh* ~_~

cs: "What's Your Name?" by Depeche Mode
Hey you're such a pretty boy / P-R-E-Double T-Y!

Eight is the number of your fate. Remember this as I prepare to go into uncharted territory.

Hydro: Don't worry, Pam, we're getting you lots of good, professional help. People who deal with frea-- I mean... children like yourself.
Pam: Eight is a good number. ^__^
Hydro: ....Lots and lots of professional help...
Pam: Tee hee.

cs: "Dirt" by Depeche Mode
I've been hurt / And I don't care

I shall twist your broken arm cruelly until tears squirt out of your eyes, and then I'll pretend that I don't WANT to do it, but secretly I'll enjoy every moment of it.

Hee.

...

Hee hee hee.

...

Hehehehehehehehehehhehehehehe....

cs: "Master and Servant [Live]" by Depeche Mode
There's a new game we like to play you see / A game with added reality / You treat me like a dog / Get me down on my knees

Report card received; I got a 4.0.

...*sigh*

Excuse me if I may seem a little depressed from here on out. Why?

My dad got a job.

It's a good thing; now we'll have a steady income and I can stop fretting over it (even though he's told me countless times not to), but it's also a bad thing. He has school for the next two months, perhaps, and his job begins next Monday. So he'll be going to school, and as soon as it's over he's gotta go straight to work. He'll be gone all day Monday through Friday from 7:00 AM to 11:30 PM.

...And you know what that means?

I won't see my dad AT ALL during the week, and on the weekends he'll be busy studying for school and stuff.

*sigh*

No more motorcycle meetings, no more helping with dinner and feeling alive again, no more joking as he takes me somewhere, no more life until 6:00 PM when my mom gets home.

I'm gonna go mope online somewhere. Maybe I'll cheer myself up and try to get my dad to buy me the Kilroy was Here CD.

Did I also mention how much I love my dad and how this is going to really hurt for a while? ~__~ I already miss him.

cs: "Slowblow (Ether Real Pepper Spray Mix)" by Depeche Mode

~_~ Grades...... Where are you.... Stupid mailman. *grumble* He used to come at 11:00 AM, roughly. Now he comes around 1:00 PM. I dunno why. >.<# Grr....

You understand, of course, I want my report card strictly for bragging and bribing rights. ^___^ Just making that clear.

cs: "Bizarre Love Triangle Remix" by Depeche Mode & New Order
Every time I see you falling / I get down on my knees and pray

Finally I get to see it! XD It looks very pretty and very pink. We both like it, don't we Hydro? *nudge*

Hydro: *incoherent grunt*
Pam: Oh, cheer up.
Hydro: I don't understand why I let myself become intimidated by you. ¬¬
Pam: That's because I am omnipotent, and because you're just imaginary. ^__^
Hydro: Makes sense.

Bleck. I for one hope not. Huah! What are dresses good for? Absolutely NOTHING! Uh-Huh! I said dresses! Huah! What are they good for? Absolutely nothing! XD Sorry. But they're so... inconvenient. Sure, I mean, girls tend to look nice in them if the style isn't all slutty and schtick like that, but.... you can't sprawl on the couch in 'em without feeling like an idiot, you have to worry about extremely windy days if you've got a loose dress... I'll never see the good side of dresses. But you're right; one of these days they'll prolly make up half my wardrobe. @___@ I already loathe that day.

Arashi-san, that cel looks absolutely gorgeous. *_*

Well, off I go; not allowed to be on for long times before 5:00 PM. x.x

cs: "Pika Pika Pika [Techno Remix]" by Depeche Mode
Pika pika pika / Pika pika pika/ Pika!?

Tee hee. I couldn't resist. *points to cliques* Lame, I know, but I have no life and I'm damn proud of it.

cs: "That's The Way (I Like IT)" by KC & the Sunshine Band
When I get you be / In your arms / When we're all / All alone

Erm.... shopping? *blinkblink* What mean that word, neh?

Hydro: You uncultured little girl, you.
Pam: Call me little one more time and I'll make sure you never walk right again. *smiles sweetly*
Hydro: O_O
Pam: Powerkick Pam does as she pleases. XD

Anyway... I wouldn't say shopping is hard. For me, at any rate. Mostly I just grab whatever looks comfortable and hope my mom doesn't force me to try on all the things she thinks I should be wearing. >:O I ain't gonna dress like no cheap streetwalker just so she'll think I'm feminine, yo! It's all about the comfortable, knowhatimsayin?

Hydro: Wonderfun. I'm sure you'd be happy running around in jeans and a t-shirt all your life.
Pam: And just to spice things up everyonce in a while, I might wear shorts that come down to my knees.
Hydro: It must be hard, living in a world where everyone is so much taller than you. What's it like hugging everyone's knees?
Pam: ¬.¬##

Awwwww....... *big happy eyes* We all love you too, don't we Gen-chan, Hydro?

Hydro: Was that sarcastic?
Pam: OF COURSE NOT! >:P The "old" (what he thinks is old, hah!) man is tré cool, and hilarious to boot. Hey, ladies, here's an available man for ya. *nudgenudge* ^__~
Hydro: You're shameless.
Pam: No. I just like helping out friends.
Hydro: ....Where's the real Pam? You're scaring me.
Pam: You know I love ya.
Hydro: Unfortunately. ~_~

cs: "Zombie Jamboree" by Rockapella
Back to back / Belly to belly / I don't give a damn / 'Cuz I'm stone dead already

Pam: XD XD XD
Hydro: Oh no. ~_~
Pam: I finished the webcomic. *leer* Cy is just so cute, I might have to huggle him.
Hydro: ~__~ What happened to Mik?
Pam: Oh, I still like Mik, but now I like Cy just as much. *^^*
Hydro: ...And what about me? *big sad eyes* Why don't you like me?
Pam: *patpat* There, there. We all know you're cute and snugglycuddly, but let's face the facts; webcomic guys are so much cuter than layout guys. Especially when in homoerotic situations. Oops, did I say that out loud?
Hydro: You're sick. May your computer explode and leave you writhing on the floor in pain.
Pam: Aww, I love you too. ^_^

cs: "Dangerous" by Depeche Mode
The way you leaving me wanting more / Dangerous / That's what I want you for

I'm in April! Ph34r.....

cs: "Destination Skyline" by Aura

Very, very busy. Spent two hours last night reading through the first half of Boy Meets Boy, and now I'm sloggin' through the second half. ^^ I love Mik.

Hydro: o.o That's strange. I thought you'd go for Skids or Harley, since they're kinda like the silly guys, and we all know you go for the silly ones.
Pam: Well... Mik is refined. He's charming, handsome, hairy, and all HE-MAN. XDDDDDD
Hydro: ¬¬#
Pam: Plaaaaaaystation TwoOOOooo! XDDD
Hydro: XD
Pam: Too bad my brother took it with him. x.x I'd play it, then. Maybe Onimusha Warlords.
Hydro: Get back to your webcomic.
Pam: OK. ^__^

BTW, I haven't even touched anyone's blog yet, so it might be a while before replies. >=) I mean a while.

cs: "Tsunami" by Prozzak
Across the sea / It was my destiny / That I find her in Hong Kong

anipike animes
--....OK....
big asshole
--Not here. Sorry. (Not.)
pam free
--Gee, I love you too. ~_~
nataku
--Yay. I'm utterly enthralled now.
ex girl friends
--What? o.O
child fucked
--Sicko.
screw plugs
--What the hell are those?
jpeg code wince
--I'd wince too. *wince*
celebrity birthday bosson
--BOSSON!
larry williams
--Who's that?

cs: "The Man with the Scythe" by Sekora

Agh. DAVID Sunflower Seeds are addicting. My tongue is on fire. >.<#

...My life sucks. my wrists hurt, and I'm bored. Now I'm just another angst-riddled teen. D'oh.

cs: "Bring That Beat Back!" by 7.1

ANNIE ARE YOU OK?

Hydro: Calm yourself down, girl.
Pam: XD XD XD Canadian radio stations kick ASS.

cs: "Smooth Criminal" by Alien Ant Farm
He came into your apartment / Left the bloodstains on the carpet

Lunch break. Damn, Gen-chan, you're right; Serpentine does like saying Hydro's name. ^^

Hydro: ô.ô;;
Pam: >;D
Hydro: Please don't torture me any more than you already have.
Pam: It's not torture.... la la la~~
Hydro: *sob* You're evil incarnate. You know that, right?
Pam: What, sweet l'il ol' me? *innocent eyes*
Hydro: ¬.¬ Don't be deceived by her smile, folks; she's as evil as country music and caffeine-free sodas.

cs: "Sharque" by Aura

Well, at least some people missed us. Thanks for the welcome backs. ^__^

I joined the D.o.E clique. Well, I applied to join. ^^;; I couldn't resist. Nataku! XD XD XD

I couldn't go to sleep last night, so I wrote more in the longhand, even though I'm barely halfway transcribing what we already have written on paper. @___@ My hands and very very sore right now. Ouchies.

Well, a pointless, painful day ahead for me. I'm not gonna be available over AIM much, so hang tight and I'll get back to you. ^^;;

cs: "Gerudo Valley" by Ryuichi Katsumata and the Hyrule Orchestra